i'm sick!!! haha..in a way it's good as i'll be able to so call declare myself for off lols..sometimes it really depends on who you are really working with..if you're working with people who are boring, you can get boring too cuz' you won't know what to talk about to each other..as for me, i'm lucky though (: all flight i've done has been peaceful for me minus the shortage thingy..just feel that why people, when they are in need of money just want to take somethings that doesn't belong to them..i mean, don't they think it's unfair to just take things which doesn't belong? is it a thrill doing this? well, you won't feel the thrill if the company found out & you'll get terminated..by then, it's too late!! p.s. i will always remember what mag said..company can always find means & ways to terminate you even though you did that dishonest act..they can create another story for you to be terminated..so don't play with them man!! i just came back from shenzhen at 0725 hrs..how tiring..the actual time was 1815 for our reporting time la..(this was yesterday) i left house quite late already la..supposed to leave house at 1600hrs..ended up i left house at 1630hrs...was quite late already...when i was almost reaching jurong east mrt, damn..mag called me la..sian..know what she said??
mag: where are you now
me: reaching je lor
mag: sats call me & told me that our flight has been re-timed
me: huh..what time? i left hourse already leiz...on the way to work ler lor
mag: hee..i still at home..re-timed to 2030hrs..i called you ma cuz' i know you sick (that's cuz' i did a flight with her yesterday so she knows) so i want you rest more at home lor..
me: huh..why they never call us earlier..sian..what can i do lor??
mag: go home la..
me: don't want la..come out already..maybe go there have dinner lor...haha..t1 or t2..
mag: ok lor..see you later la..bye
me: bye
diaoz..if you receive this kind of call you sure sian one right..last minute lor..the stupid sats also don't know how to call me first..know where i stay ma??? i stay far lor...should call those people who stay far ma...after my call with mag then they calll me..sian..i was like..ok i'm outside already..it's like, no point telling me now la..wtf..argh!!! but it's ok..was going to be late initially ended up being there extra early..don't know what to do..called emy..don't know what's wrong with her cell..she called back i told her whether she knows about the re-timed thingy..she said ya..just as she was about to leave house, sats call so she walk back home la..if only i'm like that at least not so bad, could have rested more at home man..argh!! ended up i asked her want to meet up for dinner..she said ok..meet at 1800hrs at t1..i reached t2 cuz' we ended up changing to eat at SQ clubhouse..at first i was like..where the world in that place..waited for her..she's late 15mins..hee..but nevermind la..she brought me there..the place was so damn high class lor..nice leiz..i ordered claypot beehoon she ordered spicy hor fun (ended up having stomach upset) & spring rolls..drinks were fruit punch..after eating, she wants to shit..went to the toilet..you know people!!! you should take a look man!!! it's so nice!!! perfect for crew man!!! when we go in i thought initially that it might be like a toilet that looks high class la..but i NO i was wrong..after you enter the "toilet" the first thing was you enter a room...there's two big mirrors & a squarish thing that's somewhat for people to rest..it's so nice..looks like in a hotel..there are lockers though..then on the right is the toilet..you can shower in the toilet la...so good..it's so nice..i didn't take the pictures as i'm so comfortable with the room that i feel like sleeping..we went in to touchup our makeup & went blow our hair..i blew mine straight..so nice la..haha..we took a picture..but you can't really see the background..haha..then i went to pee while emy went to shit..hee..she's on the phone with sharil..SU called..i told her we're at 3M..so take the lift up..i'm afraid of telling people directions so in the end let emy do the talking..i passed her my cell through the cubicle hee..she told SU how to come..ended up she told SU the wrong directions man..i have to tell her & bring her there..finally i understood why she couldn't reach..cuz' emy told her to turn to the left instead of turning to the right..argh!! that's why she's at the wrong place..she was shock too that the "toilet" doesn't look like one..nice..we chatted & kind of like rest there..at 2100hrs we left to have dinner at Burger King..finish eating at 2120hrs..emy got stomach ache wanted to shit so we went there..she took her own sweet time la..ended up we all late..argh!!! really shit la..mag was so furious lor..FR us down..haiz..made up a story but our plan failed..wanted to tell her the truth but..haiz..already lie ler..so continue lying lor..what to do..haiz..tomorrow confirm have to explain why we're late de..haiz..nevermind la..we were all so tired for flight..only 1st sector can push sales..going back nothing much la..sianz..still got shortage lor..argh!!! we all know who la..despite daph saying: mel, xiao xin hor (becareful) i was so careful with the cash ler still i've let mag down..i think i was so urgent in going to toilet when we're waiting for pax disembark..that was the time that she managed to get the cash ba...sian..haiz..already broke ler still have to pay up..somemore, daddy ask me buy 4D..i lost..$20 lor..i can do a lot ler..haiz..nevermind la..called sats ler..let them know i'm taking MC for tomorrow & tues..i really can't take it..so tired..somemore my flu..it's so uncomfortable during landing & taking off..cuz' my ears will get blocked..& if i do blow air out..my air passage from my nose will having this tingling sensation..it's shit man!! so pain..then up in the air ma..it's dry..so when you breathe in, the walls of your nose is dry & you'll have difficulty in breathing..ears are blocked lor..so keep blowing & blowing air..hee...so UNCOMFORTABLE!!! come back like pig ler..sleep till 7pm then i wake up..
after makeup & doing nothing..place's so nice..
so sorry guys..these few days i've not been blogging..i don't have the time la..haha..sorry..the pictures for eskibar are not fully uploaded..there's something wrong with uploading pictures here..i've got to wait so long..but it's ok..i've think of a way to upload them..will compile them to a video clip & upload it by using rockyou..hee..better what..if not must wait..but then, my apologies..you'll still have to wait..hee..i need time to do that..haha..let's update about what happen these few days..
wed went to school..new teacher...no more mr. pat..i miss him lei!! he so good..unlike that old man mr jackson..still say what if forget him remember michael jackson..i was like: diao!!! don't make me puke la..during lesson he halfway speak eng halfway chinese..want then speak eng la don't want then speak chinese lor..just one language la..although that day only me & daph go to school also don't like racist ma..school ended quite early..so went to get the book teacher intro then talk awhile with zhenyi to clarify the DIP thingy..then went to do my eyebrows ler..darling so sweet la..told me he came down find me cuz' he end early also..after i'm done with my brows i walked all the way down to bugis..we meet there ma..then i asked him la..why so good find me..he said he realised sometimes he very bad..i say ya lor..now then you know..too late ler..then go sim lim square..i think he wants to look for his watch that can sms de..don't have the one that he saw at ebay so we went home..go his place..wanted to sleep..ended up watch his show..the MARS..then 9pm show start ler..i tell him..went out see..ask him accompany me ma..i paiseh lei watch alone..ended up he sleep throughout the show..end ler..need to go home early..he still want to sleep..so sleep until 1030 like that then he send me back home lor..always when he want to part i have this suan suan the feeling..i don't want to leave him..i want time to stop at that time..cuz' i don't know when will i ever see him again..
thurs..wake up what time..2am plus..somemore that day the same 09 uncle bring me la..this time not the first one..but he like suan me lor..argh!! think i saw leon lim or maybe that's his bro..cuz' he took the cab with us...but what is he doing in t3...he sat beside me..after 986 went to meet darling, lily & ah na watch L change the world..show was nice..i like it..the little boy so cute & smart..maths genius lei..if only i'm like him!! haha..think too much..after movie went to eat..wasn't hungry so darling & the rest went to eat lor..at long john..apparently, that seems to be the only fast food outlet that's open..eat ler go home lor..can tell that darling like want me take bus home la..but i can't cuz the next day i need to wake up early..so i say straight in his face i taking train..he ask de ma..he must understand what..if he want then he take bus with them i take train lor..it's ok de...in train we all so quiet..like he so much to tell lily & ah na but nothing to talk about to me..feeling so sad..the best part was during the show, my flu came back..but it came back in a good way so that i can self declare off day (: on the train he kept smsing someone but i don't know who..i forgot over at which station that he started to care for me..i asked him ma whether he meeting ys they all..he said no..why lei..i say i thought only..i feeling not well ler..somemore stomach pain then headache..argh!! sick ma..always like that de..then he kept saying don't worry, reaching home ler..pat my head..i just like it the way he pat my head & sayang me..love to be pampered by him..then on the way at the lrt la, he asked me whether he can drop at keat hong then i reach home ler miss call him..i find it weird la cuz' he didn't do this de ma..was thinking maybe he too tired ler then i said ok lor..then he started to tell me about my brother making police report for his maple account..after that reach keat hong ler i said get off lor..i reach home ler miss call him..he suddenly don't want..i was like..erm..ok..suits you then..he send me all the way home..kissed my forehead & left..again that kind of feeling..it sucks!!! when i reached home, he msged me..have a gd rest bao bei..i love it when he calls me bao bei..but it's very seldom..it's ok though..so after i'm done with everything..wash up & all..going to sleep ler ma..then i call him...can't get through..call so many times ler..can't get through..this made me mad..called his house..can't get through too..then after that when i called, his mum picked up..asked for him his mum said he's sleeping..i know she wanted to call him up but i said nevermind..so i continued calling him...still couldn't get through..at one point of time, it did got through somehow but it was just a ring..i was wondering what happened..it made my imagination run wild..of course de ma..i mean any girl would think that way especially if your bf did that to you before..you can't blame me..i didn't want to think that way but it's his actions that made me think that way..sms so many times also don't want to reply..this is really so maddening!!! argh!!!i heck care lor..go sleep & then he decided to call me at 1245am..i didn't want to answer..i thought he slept ler? at that point of time i was thinking..finish talking to your "GF" ler la..now then want to call ler la..
fri..when i'm done with bathing..i sms him telling him when his off day for next week..he replied immediately..i told him my roster too..then when i started asking him that question why can't i get through his cell, he purposely change topic..sigh..nevermind then..don't want to pursue it..it's like making me more infuriaiting lor..while on my way to work, he asked where i was..i said why lei..he kept asking where i was..told him i was at cck why lei..he said he wanted to send me to work de..i was thinking at that time la..can de what..you meet me somewhere la..i'm not late anyway..but he said nevermind..i thought he said likewise..then he said how's my nose..the bleeding thing..i said better..so i started asking about the call thing..he said..he wanted to do his own stuff..& that it was so irritating that i kept calling..at that point of time i was thinking fuck la!! can't you just tell me..just answer my call & tell me like how you did last time so difficult meh? just by letting me know that you're busy, at least i know ma & i won't disturb you..but do you know that your words hurt me deep inside that day..sobx...do you know that this make me suspect you even more that you're chatting with some other girls?!?!?!? argh!!! i heck lor, pretend to be calm but inside me, it was boiling..he finally offered some tips on how to stop this..putting ice packs & all..i thought you didn't care ler huh?? tell me all that..i think next time when i'm in any crash & wanted to say my last goodbye, i think you also won't get to hear it de la..by the time you realise, you've lost me already..too late for regrets..argh!!! why are you like that de!! where got bf like that de..i sick ler also can't take care of me is it?? haiz..then i went to work lor..
i mean..i feel so sad la..if your gf or bf falls sick, you'll definitely care for him/her right? but him??? words of care also don't have..haiz..even though you can't take care of me, some words of concern might just replace them all..but you didn't..yesterday i did msg you & told you after work, call me..instead, because of your friends, you forgot about this..i think i'm not so important to you anymore..your friends are more important..if i let jeff know, he'll sure say fuck la..gf more important lor..haiz..see, friends care for me more than you care for me..even though i sick your words of concern doesn't just come out just like that..you need to be prompt to be doing that..you seem happy yesterday when i called..as in with your friends..it gives me the feeling that you want to end the call quickly so that you can enjoy with them..if going out with me is so boring, then why ask me out..make me feel so sad & much more miserable only..haiz..this feeling sucks la!! can you feel it?? all i need is just your care & concern is it so difficult ma?? think after work later you also can't be bothered to sms me..it makes me suspect you even more..makes me think that you're calling your other "GF"..sigh..do i mean nothing to you?? why can't you just tell me things..afraid i'm angry?? maybe if you tell the truth i won't..sigh..
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