just came back from shenzhen this morning...sigh..what in the world is this man?? yea, i'm greatful that daddy brought me back home..i'm not using him but it's just that i'm saving cash..besides, i don't earn that much like what you guys think..being in this industry does earn much but not in my airline..sigh...i do wish i don't have to trouble my dad..i do wish i own a car, a driving licsense so that i can go home by myself...that way i don't need my mum to nag & yell at me everytime i get home man!! want to rest also got no time..need some personal space also don't have...what in the world is this man!!!
nevertheless, i ignored!! i went out with sam once i got all the housework done..julie called..she scolded me cuz' i went around telling lots of crew about what happened during my aog in perth...wtf lor, i didn't like tell so many people lor..i only told amelia goh & Q about it...whether they go around telling people that i really don't know la..the other time during effah's last day, i also did told her about it but with airwan around what..if he doesn't like it or what, he would have told me straight off ma...julie said because i have been going around telling people what happened, airwan got so angry that he actually called her & asked her...wtf?!?!? then my fault la...please lor, i never did anything wrong lor...she said something like if this spreads & we lose our jobs how?? not us but you too do you know that?? i'm like wtf?? you think people who heard it will go tell office ah?? you think people who heard it would be so silly to tell others about the (dr**k) thing is it?? you think people would cause you to lose your job?? that's if people in here really hate you la then i have nothing to say..cuz' if they want you to leave then it's not my fault...amelia goh & her also quite close, you think she does things that cause her good friend to get terminated?? Q also won't do such silly things de lor..that's all..i only told 3 people alright!! the rest i mainly told them about the casino thing..so whatever their thinking then it's not my fault..you can't put the entire blame on me what...i meant we all got "HI" as in we all got "HI" not the "HI" that you were thinking..
SO PEOPLE OUT THERE!! STOP SPREADING THINGS WHICH AREN'T TRUE & CAUSED ME TO GET AN EARFUL FROM SOMEONE WHO ONLY LISTEN TO THINGS ONE-SIDEDLY!!!! FUCK YOU PEOPLE MAN!!!
when the complaint letter came in, she was like..ma de, when i work with you, always there's a complaint letter....wtf!!!!! you think i asked for it de ah!! you ask your own actions la!! as if i want to...i've got a complaint letter also because of you ok..you were the one asking me to join in the fun when the first thing i said when i was in the room was: so late ler, you guys still not sleeping?? wtf?!?!!? then again MY FAULT AH?? fuck la!!! you think i don't know what you told hayati (the teamleader) about me is it? want me to get another earful is it?? i swear vulgarities at you (ya i know i'm in the wrong) but that's just a mere comment not really meaning it..if you don't like it then next time please don't criticise people can!! people does have their way of making up..not you..& trust me not EVERYONE IS PERFECT alright??? so stop behaving like you're the most prefect alright...if you think i'm a BIG MOUTH then why what you've told me i kept mum about it?? think about it, USE YOUR BRAINS!!! if i've told that person, i'm sure she's after you already right?? argh!!! also, why are you so afraid?? why do i have to make up stories?? why do i have to tell lies when i know that if they found out i would've gotten a much heavier punishment than to tell the truth!!! why do you need to hide since you're not afraid that day & continue making so much noise despite the SECOND KNOCK??? since you knew it why ask for trouble?? so now, is it right that YOU DESERVE THAT COMPLAINT LETTER!!!??? you like to accuse people without finding out what's right!!! can you please find out the real truth?!?!? i won't forget how you yelled at me on the way back man!!! it was so frustrating & embarassing!!! if you're tired, why blame me?? it's your fault that you didn't have ENOUGH REST!!! what makes you think that when you're tired, you have the right to go around scolding people when it's not their fault!! FUCK YOU BITCH!!! & let me tell you, i didn't defend myself not because i'm easily bullied but because i feel that there's no point talking to selfish people like you!!! i won't forget how you got my other batch mate into trouble cuz' you wanted to change flight & LIED that office have approved it!! so now, look who's the one who's always pushing the blame to others...IF YOU DARE MAKE THE MISTAKE, PLEASE ADMIT IT!! DON'T PUSH THE BLAME TO OTHERS!!! OK?!?!?!!?
as for my batch mate, the one i trust the most & shares the most stuff with her, she thought i was accusing her!!! wtf!!! i didn't lor..i'm merely asking you...you know the difference between ASK & ACCUSE??? i didn't accuse you of spreading..i didn't!!! all i did was ASK!!! A-S-K , ASK!!!! what's wrong with asking huh?? what's wrong?? wtf la!!! it's as if like people surrounding me are against me!! that's why now i know!!! i've learnt something!! even though you're nice, people take advantage of you, if you're nasty, people look at you differently!! PEOPLE WAKE UP!!! i'm just someone, the same human being as everyone...please stop torturing me in this way!!! can you?!?!?!
even my mum yelled at me for no fucking reason...she came back just now & just yelled at me when i did all the housework!! fuck!! you go see now la, how many girls can really do housework for you one!!! you think i don't need to rest is it??? you think flying is not important is it??? how i wish the plane does crash one day...i save all the people but got into a critical condition..i think that way, it would appease some people who kept thinking that i owed them OR accuse them for no fucking reason OR going around telling people what's going on!!!
to sam
if you're reading this, thanks so much for waiting for like 2 hours for me just cuz' i had to settle something...i do really hope that you really like the lighter although it was like kinda like a cheap present..i'm so sorry man...i really didn't know what you liked & just as you liked that lighter so much, i just bought it for you...thanks sam, even though i didn't say it, i'm just thankful that you accompanied me to town just for some window shopping =) loves!!! YOU'RE ALWAYS THE BEST!!! I LOVE YOU!! anyways, just here wishing you a HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!! MAY YOU HAVE THE SWEETEST & MOST MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY EVER!! & your LV bag...i do hope that your dad can get it for you!! muackz!! you're the best girl!!! i love you so much!!
LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST PEOPLE, I'VE LEARNT SOMETHING!!! NEXT TIME WHENEVER A PERSON ASKS YOU A QUESTION OR EXPECTING AN ANSWER, JUST REPLY: OH! I DON'T KNOW!!
that's what i've been taught by SOME PEOPLE!! THAT'S WHAT SHE TOLD ME TO!!
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