just feel so sad man...today's actually the day that DD booked out...but then the first thing he wants was to chat with his bunk mate when i called..sigh...fine, i let him...after he's done, he went to meet alvin...i called him..he said to call him back in awhile....he's finding alvin...find him only what...you can always talk to me ma...then after that he's done with alvin, called me la..was already very sad le...he still like that...nevermind...then chat lor...cuz' i need to have dinner so i told him i'll call him back once i'm done with dinner he said fine...
after dinner, went to call him..he says chat awhile cuz' he needs to do his stuff...i'm like, what stuff you need to do...alright, maybe you just need to unload all your stuff but you can tell me ma..after like awhile you done le i call you lor...but he didn't said a word..just said he need to do his stuff..wth lor...fine...i let him...then after that saw him online...asked him what he was doing, he said he's downloading some games..i'm like...ok...so you're busy with that huh...he said after the 9pm show on channel 8, he's going to look for donn...he'll be meeting sean later...sean & grace will be at his place later to play his remote control car that i bought for him last week...he ask to join him later la..i told him i need to wait for daddy to come back before i can go out ma...cuz' he working late night de...suprisingly daddy came back early so can meet DD early la...but then when i called to let him know, he said he's still outside...what do you mean by outside...why not just tell me that you're with donn now?? do you know that you made me suspect that you're with someone else...nevermind about that...he kept making lots of excuses not to meet him..like tomorrow he send me to work all that kind of stuff...argh...it's not about that you know..argh...why can't you understand?? i just want to meet you cuz' i missed you so much..& you said you missed me...is it true??
i'm going to rebond my hair this coming sunday...i've already informed him that i'll be doing it at yishun, the house salon...& i've told him that the last time during my birthday i went to the exact same house salon at yishun to do my hair...he said ok...& when he booked out, i called him that time, he was shocked that i'm doing it there...wth?!?!?!!? i've already told you liao lor...what's with that stunning expression?? sigh..nevermind..he really hurt me by those words he used & the expression on the phone la...i told him straight..it's alright if you don't want to accompany me to do my hair...he thought i was doing it at westmall..wth...it's expensive lor..argh...just so pissed today...supposed to be a happy day...turned out to be a sucky day....sorry people if i've used nasty words...i'm just feeling so bad man...
sigh..i thought that all guys when they booked out, the first thing they did was to call their girlfriends...but for me, i'll have to remind him..sigh...so disappointed...you may think that i'm being unreasonable but..sigh..nevermind..no point explaining..go ahead, put all the blame on me...