1st augdid a flight with tricia, linda & theresa...i didn't talked about what really happened at that day as i was really pissed when the time i got back...didn't want to update about anything...anyways, the flight was fun...i had forgotten to bring my name tag...luckily princess mummy didn't scold me haha...she called us all princesses on her flight...it was really a good flight with good sales man...it's been a long long time since i last flew with her..haha..
2nd aug
was on sby..i was so so lucky that i didn't get called up for any flight...probably because i'm doing 702 the next day...linda has already got called up for 952 but was thinking why they didn't call me...haha..i told them i had 702 ma..so they couldn't possible ask me do that flight what..haha..nevermind lor...was feeling emotional that day...during the day, due to what happened last night...DD la...sigh...anyhow, we patched things up...i supposed it was due to my mind la...sigh...it's been so long since i last felt like that...i wasn't like that I SWEAR MAN!! just feeling paranoid cuz' DD seldom sms me these few days...
we chatted on msn...DD was tired..he slept...even though it was like so early in the morning that he had woke up...wanting to watch the fireworks cuz' i remembered what DD promised on friday...he wanted to bring me to watch the fireworks..he knows how badly i love to watch it!! it's really romantic to watch the fireworks with your loved ones right beside you...was arguing about whether to watch it anot...he didn't want to cuz' lily was sick...i really was pissed lor..wasn't fireworks supposed to be watch with your loved ones..omg!! after that i told him how i felt for the past few days...he said i've been thinking too much...he didn't sms me due to law class...but he said he's smart this time round...he'll bring his hp to class so that he could sms me..sweet isn't it...but then, those are just words..i doubt he does it...(cuz' till now, he has not even send me a single msg as he said he would when he's having law classes...well, it's ok...perhaps he's having his marching etc...i understand...) sometimes i just wonder whether he just say things to brighten up my day...sigh...he asked me whether i wanted to meet him for durian with his parents later...i was like...hmm...nevermind lor, go ahead...if i'm there, i won't be doing anything but just staring at them eating durian..don't you think it's stupid...i'd rather not go....so he said, nevermind, suit yourself...wth man...was hurt la...cuz' he told me last night that he'll come find me no matter what....i told him that ended up he said, i asked you out what but you didn't want...before that i did ask him whether he wanted to see fireworks, he rejected me & gave me this excuse saying that lily was sick...alright fine..(inside me i was thinking, i thought you wanted to find me no matter what?) after so much hesitation, he got bored cuz' his parents didn't mention anything about durians...he said his mum asked him at 3 & till now 5 plus, they didn't even mention anything..his dad's sleeping, his mum not at home also..he got so fed up, asked me want to go watch fireworks...so i say ok lor...bathe liao met him..
it was about 715..took train down...he wore the levis watch as he thought i would but didn't expect that i won't...well, i think i've been wearing that whenever i'm out with him...if he notices...i knew he was quite disappointed la but then, he's always dissappointing me...it's ok about it cuz' it's just a watch (this may be to him, but to me, it's our token...it contains memories we once have..our 2nd year anniversary where we got that for each other during pay day...) sigh...it seems that all these little little things may seem umimportant but deep down inside me, it is...back to the story...i told him i was sorry for thinking in such a way...i didn't want to think that way but i'm just so paranoid as he didn't sms me these few days...i tried thinking he's busy but then i just couldn't help to have those thoughts...argh...i really hate myself for doing that..i don't know why but i do have the hunch...sigh...he told me he did meet alvin at around 1am...i felt like telling him i wasn't even asleep & was feeling horrible...when i heard that, my heart sank...he chose his friends instead of me...read my post on 2nd aug (not this, the earlier one) but it's ok, i'm SO USED TO IT ALREADY...sigh...he was so sweet to me at the train...which he didn't used to be last time...he didn't hug me while on train but he did that day...i can really count the times he has done that...once we reached, he just held onto my hand & walked all the way to the place where the racing track was going to be at...he just didn't know where it's held but i supposed it's fate that got us there...we reached there just in time & the first fireworks just popped from above!! i just took pictures & remembered that i could've videoed it down...haha..got some of the clips...
after the "show", DD asked if i was hungry i said i wasn't really that hungry so we went to shop around...he wanted to buy some clothes & EVEN mentioned about getting the addidas jacket for me (but ended up never la...it's just saying only...words are cheap...) ended up you know what we do?? there was this new shop that was opened with lotsa bear catching...he went to withdraw $ & ask me to check out the machines...they were all pooh...i remembered he wanted to get it for his sister...so go lor...got 1, then saw the boxed pooh...he used only 1 dollar for those...it was so amazing...cuz' before that, there was this irritating couple..they just wanted to stand there as if the whole machine belongs to them & didn't caught any...they spend about $10+..heard from DD la cuz' he was waiting patiently..then just when they caught it, DD wanted to give it a try...a stupid malay guy came out of nowhere & wanted to try...nevermind, DD tolerate...that guy gave up after only a try & then DD caught it for like $1!! just a try lor...he said it out so loudly
ger, i used only $1 to catch it leiz...lols...
i was at the other machine catching the piglet...wanted the piglet so badly but i couldn't get it..tried lotsa times...he caught another boxed pooh for me while i was getting the cute piglet...i gave up when it was positioned upside down...then DD said he tried lor...didn't know just with a dollar, he got it...omg man!!! i shouted...lols...i've been trying so hard...haha...& he just got it with a dollar...spent about $15 on those..haha...then, we went to look for something to eat...but then, everywhere was packed with people...so i suggested that we go to cck coffee shop to get food...he didn't wanted...ended up go pizza hut...queued lor...then DD damn funny la...ask me want to go cck eat..i was like...told you just now le...he said ok lor..then we left for cck...bought food, went to his place to eat...then "nuah" till 12 went home lor..he downloaded the baby boy for me...haha...couldn't get to sleep so i went to play that lor...haha...trained till 4 months before i go sleep haha...
DD, really thank you for that memorable day...i know what it feels like to see the fireworks with you...hee...really...thanks so much for everything (including the 2 cuties you caught for me) really...i'm really happy!! =D
3rd aug
met him for lunch at 1...i actually ate breakfast when i woke up at 12...then quickly finish it up lor...went to meet him for lunch..thought i could eat together just with him but as i was walking to the coffee shop, i saw his parents...omg...from then, i quickly called him & asked...i was right..thought i could have some time with him in private but i guess, it's ok....didn't know what to eat..so ordered chicken rice lor...rice was so much...gave him 3/4 lols...he was hungry anyways...then we went to ntuc to buy our groceries...i didn't get much...he got so much that amounted to $30+ omg...he wanted to get durian...i wanted to accompany him but then i was thinking, i go all the way there then walk all the way back home like funny...so i told him nevermind lor..ended up he don't want to buy durian, he wanted to bank in the cash he withdrawed yesterday...i wanted to accompany him but was afraid that i won't have enough time to prepare so he say nevermind la, i send you home first...i was like huh?? you carry all these things walk me to my home then go home like funny lei...(althought i very much wanted to but nevermind la...so mafan) then he said ok lor..you reach home msg me...then went off ler lor...hmm...
4th aug today
got back from darwin...was so touched that wendy, shann & adele asked the uncle to turn back to fetch me...hee...cuz' abang, fariah & hamilah going home by him ma...so ended up i need to look for my own cab...damn sian lei...but they were so nice la...haha...got home about 510am then wash up everything...wanted to go sleep ler but just want to check out the baby boy haha...ended up play till daddy wake up..lols...which means it's like 630am le...so i off la go sleep lols...i "nuah" till now lor...sian...sigh...sms DD he no reply de...just now wanted to write a testi regarding the fireworks de then realised he deleted his friendster le...sigh...i really don't know what he's up to now...nevermind...sms him regarding this he hasn't replied...maybe i'll ask him later in the night...
the pooh in the box & cute piglet that DD caught for me lols...
(p.s. i so love them hee...too cute!!) thanks DD!!
then DD called...was on the phone with zer ma...just don't want her to be sad...so console her lor...hee...then after that tried calling DD...he off his cell liao...diao...=.= nevermind lor...waited & waited...till i went to have dinner then after dinner still called him one last time...never on his cell...so i just went to watch tv programmes lor...the superband...some of them really sucks la..but i can tell they put in their effort lols...good job though...when he called quickly went into my room & answer...haha...i asked him about friendster ma...he said this to me
last time when i had friendster, it was used to find girlfriend...but then now, i don't need it...so i just deleted it away lor...hee...he spelled it out so clearly liao..haha..don't really know what he's up to but i like!!! lols...muackz...thanks DD...then he went on talking about samsung omnia...maybe next pay he'll get it..i still have yet to ask mummy when is my contract ending so i can sign up a line with starhub...the student de where they have unlimted smses & mmses...wow lor...plus if i were to 3g, i don't even need to worry about the bill cuz' it's me who's paying lols...i love you to bits DD!!! muackz
the pictures we took on 148/108 hee...so sad lor, never take with my dear princess mummy lols..
and the last picture before descending lols...(still got time hor...lols)
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