super super tired after 638 yesterday..just came back home this morning...wow...crew was fun man...with madelene, yanni & kathleen (her 1st solo) was alright la...i didn't sleep...best part...wanted to rest de...but see kathleen tired let her lor...all has rested except me...i kept finding things to do...haha...finally we're back...mag just so nice...she offered to send us to yishun mrt then we take train back...guess what after that when we were in the car, we went to somewhere nearby mandai...it's near seletar reservoir...the food there was super nice man!!! i had yong tau foo soup with kuay teow...yanni had the dry version...mag had dim sum (we shared..not bad also) her husband had dumpling soup & wanton noodle (it looks nice, wanted to order but i prefer something soupy in the morn) then we talked about lots...haha...stayed there till like 10am...haha...about 2 whole solid hours spent there man...hee...after that yanni & me decided to catch a cab back home..haha...mag & her husband really so nice...send us to somewhere near the bus stop there accompany us to wait for a cab...drive there just to help us save cab fare...like cheaper...felt so bad la...they had to drive us to eat then mag paid for our food & still drive us to the bus stop there accompany us wait for cab...so nice of them =)
really had fun man!!! although i was tired...once i reached home...bed....haha

2days ago i got my new phone...sony ericsson w980 haha...that cool hp with 8gb internal memory....cheap la...extend my line also...told DD ma..he said to accompany me to buy my hp if my dad willing to pass me his IC...dad hesitated awhile...end up he allowed as he didn't want to travel there to get the hp with me..so i quickly smsed DD...know what...he said he didn't want to accompany me there anymore...he wanted to stay to watch his show..i was like...hmm...then nevermind lor...i go there first...once he's done with watching the show come find me lor...that's what i told him...after that i took bus alone lor...thought can meet him ma...end up when i reached there, got the queue number, sat there & wait, he called...asking me where i was...i was shocked & happy hee...he's coming over but will be watching the programme at kopi roti...i bought the hp le...didn't know where he was...cuz' i needed a new 3G sim card..so my line was deactivated once i got it...but i wasn't aware...cuz' the guy told me that usually it takes a day...i couldn't contact DD...wth la..called him using pay phone also cannot get him...i didn't know how till i went back to ask the person...then i finally called him & asked DD where he was...waited till the show ended & he send me back home...wanted to tag along when sean & the rest wanted to have supper...i did smsed him before he said it's alright with me tagging along...so when i asked him again later in the night when i'm back, he said he was tired AGAIN...didn't have the mood to go out for supper...i was like...ok lor...then after that went out for supper...don't know what happened he mood swing then blame me for meeting up with him these few days...he used such strong words that pierce deep inside...

he said he's getting sick & tired of meeting me...& he reminded me that he did told me before if we meet almost everyday, we'll get sick of each other...what the hell was he thinking...sigh...how could he said that...i met him everyday was cuz' of my roster...it's going to be tiring for me this month...even after school, i have flights...which i find it so ridiculous...sigh...meeting him just this whole week is to somewhat replace the other days that i can't spend with him due to my hectic schedule...sigh...can't he understand...ended up he replied saying this...

"HOW I WISH WE CAN FUCKING DON'T MEET FOR 1 WEEK"

wth!!! when i told him about my roster thingy, he said i was thinking too much...FINE!!! don't meet lor...

was online just now...he was online too...saw his nick...

"i start to miss..wtf lol"

what's this supposed to mean...is he trying to tell me that he's missing me...i really don't know la huh...did chat with him for awhile..then he said he wanted to sleep...i don't know is it cuz' i was online, he just made the excuse so as to not chat with me..but then he was offline le...i take it that he's really sleeping..he's tired...was thinking he must have went out with sean last night...but didn't tell me...else, he wouldn't be so tired...but nevermind....i just let him be..just leave him alone...let him do what he wants...perhaps he'll be happier...sigh...

having dinner soon...ta

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