sorry to keep you guys from waiting...
wanted to blog yesterday after dinner but then...haha..something cropped up...went to meet him for a chat la..haha...at lot1..since i also didn't have anything to do...when we chatted, he seemed so different...glad he FINALLY knows what he wanted =D happy for him...really happy...well, learnt from him lots...and guess what...it's like he's got some kinda power to influence me to read up books on self improvement!! omg!! can you believe it??? it's so amazing...how can i be affected that much!! it's the first time i'm experiencing this...lols...then sean came down...both of them walked me back home...while we were walking, f*** my giddy spells were back again & this time it was really bad man!!! luckily, i didn't faint...cuz' it was like going on then off...black then white then blurry...sigh...luckily they were talking...i was listening but it was like some *iiiiiing* noise...sigh...then after that can hear what they were chatting about...cars...then i started to talk as i don't want to be bothered by the stupid sound & the vision...felt better only for awhile...finally walked to my house le!!! yay!!! took the lift back up alone...sigh...it was really bad...for a moment, i thought the lift blacked out...as in stopped...i couldn't see anything, wanted to press 10th floor but somehow i couldn't see...then my vision got back..quickly pressed & reached 10th floor...omg!!! it was really close...then again, i was holding onto the railings...they serve as a guide for me to walk all the way to my house...omg!!! mummy saw me, nagged at why i came back so late...i couldn't be bothered...it wasn't late lor...please!!! sigh...rested for awhile before drinking a cup of water...thought i need to finish my pills for gastric but then, nah, i have completed the course liao...so finally no more pills for me =D but then again, so what??? sigh...painted my nails & sleep ler....

oh yeah, watched sky of love yesterday again...indeed, this is like the 3rd time i'm watching this...it was a movie i loved so much!!! really!!! introduced by him...haha...watched on his cell once...then after that at zer's chalet where we just rent & watched haha...then yesterday...sigh...looking at hiro, it really reminds me of him...haha...his hair, his style, his temper anything!!! hiro is a guy who really loved her girl, mika deeply...when you guys watched that show, you'll understand what i meant..tears rolled down again...never failed to touch my heart...it's still the same feeling...that feeling i had back then when watching it...i thought this is just some movie i'll be watching it again..but then, no!!! the feeling's back...sigh...alright, i shall not talk about this anymore...

today, after flight, went to meet caiwei jie...i was there early so i popped by the library to look up for books...haha...found 2 & it wasn't what i wanted..then found another...stood & read...sick of standing so i went to find a seat...sat & read for awhile...then wanted to return & look for more books...suddenly, i thought better just hold on to the book...wanted to borrow it...guess what, i bumped into auntie karen...lols..didn't expect auntie karen to come...i thought we could chat...but then...nothing much la...talked about 2nd aunt...how bad she was..talking about granny...sigh...she has got cancer...colon cancer...and the best part, 2nd aunt is like....so what lor...talked about granny...if she were to stay at her place, then what will happen if granny one day pass away, how to do the funeral & all that...WTF la...i listen liao also DAMN F***ING angry la...how could she say that of her own mother?? i hate & despise people like that!!! when buying those tonic for granny, know what she said?? can we like share?? what do you mean by share??? isn't she your mother?? do you like need to share with your sisters to buy tonic for your OWN mother?? what la!!! buy tonic for own mother also want to save...WTF!?!?!!??!? argh...getting all so fed up la!!! tell me, will you not?? auntie karen say, that time she went to meet up with all the sisters ma..luckily mummy didn't went or not, she sure flared up de...please la, not only mummy, i think any sensible person would also think this is like....not right lor....argh!!! alright, let's not get her to this discussion...damn mad man!!!!

we wanted to have dinner at sakae de...ended up it's FULL HOUSE...no choice go ajisen eat lor...hmm...went there once...with yeah...haha...then ordered the norm i usually ordered lor...volcano ramen...couldn't finish the tofu...the side dish la...ended up caiwei jie take away lols...couldn't finish the food...i had lunch at like 4pm...not really nice at hanis la...so quite full...felt like puking after finishing my ramen sigh...went home alone...watched tv...then chatted only awhile...saw that nick...hmm...is he alright??? hope so ba...*god bless*

saw this...omg...
Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please it's 2 scary!
Guy : Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl : *hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and
put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
Girl:Alright, now slow down
Guy: I love you babe
Girl: I love you too, please just slow
down now! Please!

(in the paper the next day):

A motorcycle had crashed into a
building because of a brake failure.
Two people were on it, but only 1
had survived .

The truth was that halfway down the
road, the guy realized that his brakes
broke, but he didn't want to let
the girl know. Instead, he had her say
she loved him and felt her hug one last
time, then he had her wear his helmet
so
that she would live even though it
meant
that he would die.

seriously, i've been praying...praying for you, your family, everyone...closest to me...am so afraid i'll lose you guys one day...really...

song of the day

When Your Gone - Avril Lavigne

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