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countdown: 9 more months
Twitter: Quotes: We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
I SCRWED IT UP!!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008, 12:05:00 AM
yes, finally, i made him hate me...sigh...was walking back home...my dizzy spells came back again...nobody cares...i'm crazy..i love stalking people....i am good at that...people, beware...

i really didn't check your labtop while you were bathing..i really didn't...how i know about all that doesn't really matter for now, i really made you hate me...i screwed my chance of being back together with him..what can i say, serves me right!!! blame nobody...blame yourself...people feel that you're so over possessive...you shouldn't be doing this...he's hiding it all cuz' he said that he cared about my feelings...seriously, i'm not really hurt but just a little disappointed that you didn't tell me...had you told me perhaps none of these will happen...but then again, i must blame nobody...it's all my fault...

i caused him to hurt his sister's heart...it was all a misunderstanding..he thought his sister told me something i shouldn't know...just hope things will patch up...i must have made his family hate me...sigh...all my fault again...no matter how many apologies, everything is just ruined!!! you really hate me to the core...i know it too well...with your character, this is really too much...i deserve it...i finally made you hate me...even when he quarrelled, he still sided me...i know he really cared about me that was why he still protected me...but now, it's over...all over....too late for everything...i got the best actress award...just like how he go the best actor award years ago...perhaps this is how i wanted it to end subcontiously ba...i didn't know it turned out like that..the chance that we will get back together is GONE FOREVER....melissa, you can forget about it...you're not the important person in his life...in fact, you're out of his life now...it's ok...maybe this is a lesson that god did to me so that i can learn from it the hard way...perhaps if this doesn't happen, my ways will still continue & i will never grow up...perhaps i set myself lots of loopholes for him & allow his friends to know about this...that's how it all ended today...serve you right melissa...this is just your desserts...

i really don't blame you...in fact it all started cuz' of me...i just hope that your bond with your family is still as good...i'm sorry...