today is sby day...was called up yesterday though...but luckily i wasn't asked to do the flight..phew!! being random now...nothing much in the morning...woke up & did nothing...will be rushing for my assignment conclusion later...

went out with grace yesterday....i was actually late la...i went to lot1 to order the cake ma...then i had to withdraw cash as we can't pay by nets...what the hell..after which i walked all the way to the DBS there to withdraw cash as there were just too many people...settled the payment & went back then board the bus & met grace...met her at GUCCI dfs galleria..they were having sales!! even COACH!!! bought something there...but wasn't for myself...i've bought a wallet quite some time luckily it wasn't having sales..then we decided to pop by paragon GUCCI to see what's on sale...omg!!! the service there really sucked to the max man!! grace wanted to get a wallet for herself...but couldn't see anything she fancied...all of them were above her budget...i didn't liked anything there...just when i thought DD was about to call, i just answered thinking that there wouldn't be anyone reporting sick for flight tomorrow...when i flipped open my phone, i saw, it was OFFICE that called not DD...omg!!! i did tell zul to give me any other flights besides 986..it's going to be tough for me...by the time shopping is done, we have to eat at cck...by the time i reach home, it'll soon be like 11 coming to 12...i wouldn't be able to get daddy to fetch me to work...sigh...so i tried by giving an excuse...yeah, indeed granny was in hospital but then i have to go there to visit her...i intend to go down today if daddy asks...ended up i wasn't activated for flight..phew...but i just didn't want to do any flights cuz' i'll be doing 4 sectors tomorrow which i will be home like say 12 or 1 plus the next day...i have to rush myself to sleep as i have clark reporting at 3 plus & coming back home about 1 plus the next day...& the best part, i'll be doing 952 after that...so tell me, i'm going to die if i accepted that flight...luckily zul helped me too...need some rest also...can't be working!!!

indeed i have to be working so that i can don't think about DD...but then i still need my rest right?

continuing what happened yesterday...so when i was talking to zul on the phone, DD was on the other line calling me...omg!! i wanted to end the call so i could talk to DD but then, i need my day off today...so it's ok if DD waited...then i called back once i'm done...as usual, DD asked where i was..

DD: where are you?
me: outside...
DD: oh ok...
me: with grace shopping lor..
DD: ok..
me: so how was your test? ( i thought he passed)
DD: huh? orh, fail lor (couldn't really hear that)
me: pass right?
DD: no i failed..
me: what happened? hmm..try harder the next time..
DD: no mood to study lor..ya, having my retest this friday...
me: don't say until like that leiz...sigh...(grace was laughing at us over the phone) i know it's hard...but ya, try your best alright?
DD: ok...
me: ya, hope you can pass with flying colour on your retest lor..
DD: kk..(goes on to chat about sean thing...told him about it then he was like ok ok...after that he said he needs to hang up, will call me back later...i said alright...)

grace & me ended up walking back to dfs there to get what i wanted in the end...then we walked in the wrong direction la...lols!!! haha...stop by to buy ice-cream as we were thirsty...i was feeling slightly hungry la...i didn't had anything to eat the whole day except that soya bean drink & that small pancake that morning...it was like 9pm liao...wow!!! i didn't know i can last till that time...usually by that time i was hungry like mad liao...sigh...then we walked all the way back to dfs, was amazed to see that the crowd was lesser...was so much neater...compared to the service there & paragon, i prefer dfs lor...when i wanted to take a look at something at paragon, the lady there was like taking it out in a not happy mood...when i finished looking, she put it back like giving me the aiya-you-want-then-buy-la-if-not-just-don't-look-at-it-can-anot-don't-waste my-time kind of reaction...grace also noticed & prefered the dfs outlet...they were so nice lor...because i need to get that "thing" i wanted so i checked really thoroughly la...haha...made the lady serving us took out so many boxes to check....finally i got the 5th piece..it was all perfect..i was really lucky...grace was asking why you so lucky one huh? even the box also haha...hmm...i just felt so happy buying that "thing" hmm...i didn't felt a pinch in my heart...i did the right choice getting that =)

on the way back, we chatted about DD...she said...
actually you guys are ok de...just that sometimes, you guys wants to win so when you talk, it's like somehow,you guys spite each other with your words...sometime, you mean this & wanted to talk to him nicely but doesn't know why you flared up the next moment...somehow, i felt that this was actually the mistake you see...i explained to her why i smsed him to ask him where he was & all, grace immediately understood...when i told DD, he was like, aiya, you think too much la...see the difference...grace really knows me well till now..not saying that i'm like so close to her..but she understands what i'm trying to do when i told her..all the intentions that were meant...she understood it all...

when we were after my house that bus stop, DD smsed me this
i going to slp liao..gd nitez, don't cry every nitez..next fri muz come...don't feel shy...

showed grace that msg, she laughed & said that's the problem with you two you see?? haha...but then again, don't you feel that this way is better? i said yes la..although it's hard...she said till that day comes, just wait lor & not asking him that..let nature takes its course...that's what i think too...although some habits really can't change..sometimes on my smses i will use DD but now i refrain from using that lor...which i did...=D hmm...just hope this gets over soon....

*lady luck* please, smile on me always...you've been there always & i know you will help me through the toughest period =D

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