went to jp with sean...he wanted to go there to take a look ma...i accompanied him!! wa, revamped till like that wor...so big, so many shops!!! next time i know where to go liao haha...then we went to the library...need to look for books...& need to study ma...i was too engrossed in finding the books till i didn't have the time to study as sean need to leave at 515..haha...then head to his army friends gathering for dinner at east coast...accompany him lor....since i also had nothing to do...haha...met 2 of his friends at yew tee, davin & sicong..took train down ma...met up with his other camp mates at bedok station...4 of us walked there, the rest took car...

met his other 3 friends, melvin, seto & i really forgot the other haha...melvin really ang moh type lor...so english!!! but i like...it's been a long time since i last used perfect english when i speak to friends...haha...talked about my job blah blah...then about their camp stuff...some hilarious stuff lols...we joked about everything la...they're a bunch of lamers..haha...seto went to order food...when food arrived, i was so famished!!! had 2 bowls of rice...omg!! even sean was like, you sure anot?? of course i am...just that maybe had the appetite to eat ba...haha...there's veggies, la-la (somewhat of a small clam), da tou ( big head, mussels too), sting ray fish, promfet, omelette, chot chot (i have no idea how to eat this & i don't dare!!) 

seto was having a hard time eating that...melvin was saying, it's good for practice...the other guy said, you need this for tutorials lols...seto really had too much air in his stomach cuz' he can't finish his rice le...lols...we were all laughing at how bad or how good they were in sucking lols..a bad sucker..needs more practice...haha...but we were too ambitious as to try that haha...cuz' we don't know how to eat that haha...then ended up the whole plate was wasted...haha...i only tried the la-la...the rest of the seafood, nah...i'm not a seafood person lols...

melvin was so nice to give us a ride to town...afterwhich we took 190 back home...sean, davin & me...

he smsed me about that...haha...hmm...when i reached home, i called him immediately...clarified myself...told him about the phoebia..not that i don't want to get back...

sigh, till now, i'm still thinking about it...whether to give him a chance...of course i wish to start all over again...but guys what, they always have the mentality...once they got hold of something, everything is back to the same...sigh...some said it's not always true...what should i do..

next year's 21st birthday is going to be bored!! my mother actually told me to celebrate it with my friends...it's the same when it comes to my birthday almost every year!! i got sick & tired of it liao..it's alright...nobody bothers to celebrate it with me...it really sucks having to celebrate your own birthday all by yourself!!! what kind of parents do i have that doesn't even plan for their daughter's 21st???? sigh...