just came back from meeting sean...just feeling a little....haha...went to his place to meet him...saw huey...=D so cute la...talked about yeah...then after that slack lor...went to have lunch & then he so nice to send me back =D hmm...i really don't know lei...i told sean about how i felt la..he understands...hmm...see lor...let nature takes its course ba...just let be naturally...whether now we're friends, acquiantances, together, or anything...just let things be how it's going to be naturally ba...no point forcing...things can't be forced...the more you want it to happen, the more it doesn't...yeah yeah...so now, just don't care liao lor...

don't know what he's doing also...haha...heck man!!

we're still unsure of things somehow...
that feeling is still there...
that's why everytime when we meet,
things just go through naturally...
although we kept claiming we're friends out loud,
but the actual fact that we're still like that
make us suspect & don't feel good...
well, for now, just let things be natural like how it is..
perhaps one day, we will know the answer...
how long it is, we don't know but, let's just wait patiently...

we're not clinging or holding onto anything...
i'm not having high hopes or even have that thought in mind...
what i wanted is to take things naturally...
cuz' even if we're back and things don't go the way we wanted,
we're still back to square one...
so i'm here to just wait...
for how long i really don't know...
well, some things are worth the wait no matter how long =D

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