let me tell you, this is shit!!! argh..am being forced by someone whom i just want to be friends with...but then sigh...i don't know why is he acting like he has already possessed me!!! omg!!! i hate that feeling of being forced!! argh!!! friends only lor...nothing much...am just so pissed...well, today i am happy and pissed at the same time..happy cuz' i'm willing to give us a chance to start all over...this time round it's serious...pissed cuz' yeah i've already mentioned on the top..happy too that i finally passed * the ice tea!!! chatted awhile at the void deck =D * seemed so much skinnier than before...yeah, i have to admit that he's much more fitter!!! work hard ba...jiayou =D
*FYI, these 2 people are different people i'm talking about...* and the person who got me pissed =)
wth la...i saw the wrong reporting for tomorrow's flight...argh!!!! it's like 510am reporting...omg...i was like...shit..i thought i was doing the later one...which was 220pm reporting...argh...shit and i didn't have enough sleep lor...tomorrow i'm dead...sure de...zombie liao...am so so damn tired la...3 days consecutively...they better don't activate me on sun...the 25th jan where i'm having renuion...i won't answer any calls i say!!! am so tired liao lor....haven't changed my bedsheets...am going to do that tomorrow...woots...so busy la...busy till i don't have time man..well...i need to sleep now...shit man....argh!!!!! so tired...i'm like damn shag now...plus i didn't had anything the whole day except for breakfast...when my brother bought me dinner, i just don't have the appetite to eat..i threw my rice away lor..sigh...felt so bad...wth...why did this feeling came back again...why do i have to go through this again...CNY's nearing...why am i like that...please, i just pray hard that i won't faint..
i know i will but my willpower told me not to...cuz' when i was on my way to meet *,
suddenly the sky just went blank...
luckily * walked me home...
if not things will be undesirable...sigh...
i thank god for letting * be by my side when such things like that were about to happen
*prays for a better tomorrow*
i just don't know how long this will go on...
i MAY appear strong,
but inside i am REALLY weak...sigh...
do stay by my side =)
i am feeling cold now...
do allow me to feel your warmth =)
please...
am hanging on till i breathe the last...
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