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who understands??
Monday, January 12, 2009, 9:10:00 PM
today
went to school...haha...felt so....i don't know why...they somewhat outcast us...us as in the tiger people...sigh...after class, we were discussing about the grouping...don't know who to follow...then that obasang came in and interrupted our conversation lor...walau, nobody ask you for your opinion so don't come in and interrupt can?? didn't your parents teach you what is called manners?? the very next time she cuts in, i shall just shoot her back....the girls were like giving that face liao cuz' she's like nagging and talking so out loud la...wth!!! nothing to do ma...so i came back..was so suprised to see jimmy on the train lols...chatted awhile lor...hmm...so sian when i got back home...nothing to do...so i end up continuing my japanese drama: bloody monday...

finished watching all the episodes from the webby but then i have to wait for episode 10...don't know how long will it take...it's really getting exciting...just wait lor..haha...think should be out either next week or this week ba...i can't believe i'm almost done with the series =D

well, yesterday's post, i apologise for all the rough language used...but it's really too much lor...anyone reading this, perhaps get his permission first before talking to me...i'm just so afraid what he'll do...used so much hurtful words and then apologise...have you ever heard of this chinese saying...when you pour the water out, you can't claim it back? (po chu lai de shui shou bu hui) sigh...i really don't know what you're thinking lor...whatever that you're telling me, i think it's you who's the one thinking too much ba...i never even haboured any thoughts about it...i f*** care what YOUR friends say about me...whether they were right or wrong...all i know was i didn't habour that kind of thoughts..it was you who was too presumptious...i knew asking you all that may led you to the conclusion that i still habour that thought but then, i'm just curious...plus i'm taking time to heal...women heal much slower than men...i thought you read about psychology? you should know better? instead of scolding me, why not ponder about what i had said?? sigh, nevermind, forget it...nobody understands what i'm going through..you think it's easy...easy to forget a person...i'm TRYING hard lor...you think i don't want to or i'm not at the very least trying??? please!!! that's what you think...you told me not to assume things...then what about you?? are you?? in fact you are lor...nevermind...whatever i say now, i think it's useless...nobody's there to listen, nobody's there to understand how or what i'm going through...i know, when i had a very great fall, no matter what, stand up for myself and walk on bravely...i am doing so...just that i'm so much slower than anyone else...can't i???

i don't know what i did wrong to deserve this!! i really don't know...if you want me to accept punishment, i've already accepted..what i'm going through now, how i became so weak...all these pressure...the pain i'm going through is 10 times more...who will understand me?? who's there for me??

sigh plus thinking of all these are really making my head spin...i just don't want all these spinning all these nauseating feeling...CAN SOMEBODY, ANYBODY PLEASE STOP THIS!!!! ARGH...i'm almost on the verge of breaking down...i'm too exhausted to carry on this...why, why? why must you hurt me that bad?? are you really that happy when you see me in pain?? see me suffer in this way?? if you are then, i congratulate you...you've done it...seeing me suffer like that...sigh...

THERE'S NOBODY THERE FOR ME...UNLIKE YOU...YOU GOT SO MANY PEOPLE...SOMETIMES I'M JUST SO ENVIOUS...WHAT ABOUT ME?? I'M NOT TRYING TO GAIN SYMPATHY FROM ANYONE...BUT THEN, CAN ANYONE JUST PUT THEMSELVES IN MY SHOES AND TRY TO UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH NOW??






李玖哲
不,完美

你常常說 我很完美
沒人能取代 我給的一切
我就以為 我努力更完美
我們就會永遠

完美並不美 我們多虛偽
你讓我的好 變成一種罪
完美並不美 當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是 不完美

後來你說 我太完美
值得更好的 陪在我身邊
你不是我 你怎麼能體會
你有多麼珍貴

完美並不美 我們多虛偽
你讓我的好 變成一種罪
完美並不美 當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是 不完美

完美並不美 我們多虛偽
你讓我的好 變成一種罪
完美並不美 當你愛了誰
我的完美成了罪

完美並不美 我們多虛偽
你讓我的好 變成一種罪
完美並不美 當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是 不完美

a song to heal the broken hearted me...

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