omg..got high distinction (HD) for my previous module...was so happy but then on second thoughts, it meant nothing....let me explain why...there's some who doesn't attend class regularly got that...it's like they came for only like thrice lor, took the exam and got HD...like wth lor...if that's the case, i think i can don't attend classes la..wth..so unfair argh!!! luckily for this module, the teacher is smart..heh heh, so i suppose now, we're playing the fair game...hee...
accounting has just started...sian lor...i hate maths...i sucked at it since secondary school lor...just hope i can make it through this time cuz' it's not something that you can just write freely...unlike all other modules..even though i didn't study i can still get a D or HD but i suppose this time, it won't be very easy le la...try harder man!! jiayou...after this module and 2 more modules, i suppose i can have more off days and more free time to do my own things man...hee...
tomorrow's lesson starting again man...just hope i can pay full attention...jiayou...shit lor...till now haven't done the assignment yet...later go do liao..
some stupid thoughts...
i don't know what in the world i was thinking...
are you not good enough for me??
why can't i felt that unconditional love that you've given when we patched the first time?
what causes you to stop?
i don't feel you getting so happy when seeing me..
like as if you've not been seeing me for long...
that kinda love...
it's really hard to explain..
you said about giving happiness and making me happy..
love is all not about that you see...
you need to see deeper...
you need to realise that whatever you've done that time,
you must do it subsequently..
am i too demanding...
or am i not understanding...
am i asking for too much that you should treat me??
sigh...i really am at a loss to what to do..
please enlighten me!!!
i am still contented with what i have now..
but that fullness of it, i just can't seem to get hold..
sigh...
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