i didn't had school that wed..was really good as i can have more rest...felt so bad that i didn't attend school on mon...i did 952 ma..was really tired...how can they plan us in such a way...i think they are making use of the time la...smart people...anyways, what a day today man...this junior S think she what eh...wth la...do you know it is rude to talk when people are talking..i was having a conversation, didn't even say sorry and just cut in...then nevermind, continue chatting despite my existence and wanting to finish up my talk...boarding, tell me to do things...nevermind, i was thinking it's just her being herself..so i let it be...after take off, everything ok...then the best part trash not much collection, toilets so so only...i think mostly i do de la...by rights, take your own initiative by moving to the front la instead of always me opting to standby in the FWD galley...diao...i mean i really don't mind..but i have things to do at the AFT lor and the AFT galley is in my charge...if anything happens, who's going to answer? you?? wth la...during transit in jakarta, she should just quickly do her security sweep, report and start collecting trash..no la, i think she did it on purpose so that she doesn't need to do AIC cuz' got us what...wth la...what kind of thinking is this..as if you're the senior here...no respect...then into SIN, same thing happens...i bth just shouted across and say don't talk at the front do AIC first done liao you can do anything...she showed me the infant seatbelt...please man, you see the seatbelt, take for CIC and just put it in the FWD or usually we hang at the seat...CIC will take de what...our normal procedures ma..wth..then nevermind, come to the back can still tell me oh, i help her retrieve the infant belt..i told her off lor..in a nice way la...then after that she did AIC la...like machiam not happy...heck la...as long as she do her work...talk and talk only...still can tell me that other seniors say i'm like her...wtf!!!! she's far from me lor..at least when i talk i do work, she doesn't!!! argh!! angry!!

after flight meet DD..so nice of him to buy dinner for me =D damn hungry man...mummy smsed me saying that she didn't see me for days...i thought she cared ended up, when she got home, all she did was nag cuz' of my room...i know it's really messy la..but can you just get off my back...i need to rest also lor...damn tired de lei...i'm not doing ground job...i promise after my last module i'll just throw whatever books that's here...making it spick and span ok?? make sure you won't nag...i saw sandy's room la..damn organised can!!! how i wish i can take a look at her room..she was taking some pictures ma...posted on blog, so i happen to see her room in one of the pictures...shit la, it's so organised...i think i better be like her...

sigh, come to think about work, why do those idiots love spreading rumors which are so not true!!! fuck them man!!! shit you!! argh!! can't you guys just mind your own bloodly business...nobody asks you to poke into ours...argh!!! sick and tired of work man!!! pay is already so miserable...just make my life easier by stopping all these nonsense can!!! pain in the ass man!!! argh!!!!

i too need to cut down on a lot of things and lead a healthy lifestyle!!
things to do!!!
1) stop clubbing (am trying to & am doing it)
2) go to gym and exercise
3) eat breakfast
4) DRINK MORE WATER (i realised i haven't been drinking water..that's why outbreaks are lurking on me!!)
5) do my own facial
6) cut down on spending too
7) pack my room AGAIN!!!
8) try to cut down on cup noodles (losing lotsa hair now)
9) get my driving license
10) MOST IMPORTANTLY!!!
after my bond, i'm going to get a good paying job of 3.5-4K and buy a car!! support my family!!


note to self
melissa, jiayou, you can do it!!! prove people things within the best of your abilities!! i believe i can and yes i can!!!


on my way home, i saw this bunch of kids playing...they were just so cute...was feeling down at DD's place..cuz' yea, due to some personal reasons we started quarreling again!!! kids can really make my day...even though i find their crying annoying just their smile, it has already made your day..it somehow warmed your heart and all your sorrows are drown by that smile...it's really amazing!!! don't know if you guys experience it before?? hee...

alright, i need to sleep..damn shag...am feeling sick soon..i know...don't know to take mc or not...jiayou...we shall see...

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