he finally flared up!!! sigh...i knew it, it's been within his limits already...but then alright, i shall stop talking about it...it's all my fault!! all my freaking fault!!! sigh...
i don't know what now!! i really don't fuck la!!! fuck everything!! i just want to be alone!!! i so want to be!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i'm just so pissed off with myself!!! nothing's going right...argh!!!!!!!!
I SERIOUSLY HATE MYSELF NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*BANG HEAD ON THE WALL!!!!!!! *
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