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so happy!!
Wednesday, February 13, 2008, 11:39:00 PM
i'm so damn happy la!! just came back from darling's place..miss him so much!! he realised that we haven't met for 2 weeks!! omg!! omg!! time do pass real fast la!! he also so bad!! tell me good ah never see you..so that i won't ask this & that..



managed to take some pictures hee..


so cute!! darling & his smelly!! hee (:



the yoshi that he caught!! i love yoshi!!



just now at darling's place, we slept..hmm..i'm so tired..i got up first la..saw him sleeping so sweetly!! too bad i didn't take a picture of him when he's sleeping (: so cute & sweet!! at that point of time i was thinking that MY darling was so gentle..don't know why..hee..felt like giving him a kiss on his forehead but i didn't..i don't want to wake him up (:
so sian thinking of tomorrow..it's Valentine's Day..work until about 1815 then end..damn..can't celebrate a full V day with him..




[[darling]]
i don't know whether you can read this but i got things to tell you..i'm so sorry for that period of time i didn't understand you..i know i'm bad..but you know what?? i did it purposely to spite you..made you angry..i thought by doing this, you'll show me more care & concern..felt so stupid to have done that..so childish..i'm wrong..i didn't know..i still went on..all i hope for now is to go through these days with you peacefully..DON'T WANT ANY QUARRELS but just us being sweet & loving until you go for NS..WILL MISS YOU EVEN MORE..WILL CRY EVEN MORE!! seriously, i'm really afraid..afraid that history will repeat itself..cuz' sometimes when i'm alone, i tend not to think properly..i tend to think negatively..flashbacks of what happened just went through my mind..i really wished to stop all these..i don't want to be like a monster..do you know the feeling of checking on your cell, your email & friendster make me feel like an idiot?? i didn't mean to do that..i just want to have a clear mind...want to double confirm that in your heart, there's no more space for another..cuz' i'm so afraid of falling in love & being hurt again..darling, you know de..you know how hard it was to make me fall in love again...you know that story that bastard..& you promised to treat me well & love me with tender loving care!! i don't mind giving everything to you..in fact, you've owned me..i'm yours..i just want to tell you this: I'M REALLY SORRY!! felt like a bitch sometimes..i can still say other people..why they treat their bfs like that, check on them like siao..but me?? i'm doing it..feel like stabbing me right?? but darling do you know that what i need from you is just so simple..i just want the love from you!! the care & concern you used to give me..not that i'm so used to being with you but in my heart no matter what, i'm always here to support you & love you.. i never did anything to betray you..darling, sometimes i feel so useless..i know you're afraid to tell me things..afraid that once you tell me, i'll start to nag..not like last time..you're so comfortable with me..tell me things & shared them with me..i just want to let you know..don't let me be useless can?? i want to be the first one to know your everything because i'm your one & only..your one & only gf!! i want to share your burden with you..your stress, your work, your family, your everything!! i don't want you to suffer alone!! i promise, whenever you have things to tell me, i'll listen & i'll keep quiet..if you need me to give you suggestions then i'll start to talk alright?? darling, i don't want to shed tears of sadness...i want to shed tears of joy!! please let me be, let me be the most happiest & most xinfu girl in the world!! just like last time (: I LOVE YOU!!




it's getting late..going to sleep soon..if not tomorrow i'm in hot soup!! lols

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