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countdown: 9 more months
Twitter: Quotes: We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008, 12:06:00 AM
i so miss you DD!!


really enjoyed the time spent staying over at your place..hmm...although i could've stayed on sunday which i wished i could, sigh..but then, i still can't due to..you know..hmm..here i am, writing this post...while waiting for you to be back..wanted to write it last night but then, i was so engrossed in playing the game with you that we both got HIGH & continued playing like nobody's business hee..really did enjoyed...went over at 230pm..gosh...it was quite late...but then not really la..haha...you were sleeping like a pig...as usual, you disturbed me...after that, lunch..then back to sleep again...slept till about 9 then we went to have dinner...after watching the 9pm show, went to your room, on com..played games..slacking around...then DD's craving for the jap phone was there, so you went to look at it online...i was accompanying you..thereafter, you wanted to sleep le..but then, i wasn't tired...intend to wait till your mum's asleep before going to bathe & wash up...while waiting, talked to you about how i miss my old life...

the days we spent together...how DD brought me to restaurants which i've never been to before..DD said that is to teach me how to eat in a restaurant so that next time when i'm out in the working world, at least, i know how the table manners works there..hmm...

i miss the times where DD & me would spend 30-40 bucks turning the capsules...especially if i set my eyes on the piglet, DD would turn it for me no matter how much it costs...even though there are duplicates, DD still ignore...all he wanted was to make me happy then, he would be happy as well...hee...i really miss it so much...that really goes to show how sweet DD is...DD really dote me...=D

also, i miss the days where we go to your wai gong house...it was so happening there...where you can hear kaiting, kaili & yijie playing...i really missed it so much!!!

i missed that one time you brought me to east coast park to watch the stars...even though at that time i wasn't really interested & we were quarreling....looking back now, i'm really stupid...it's so nice of DD to bring me there..this is what we call romantic..but then, i didn't appreciate..

last but not the least, i miss the days when we were out together...where we can be on the bus from our place to the destination laughing & joking...people just love to see that...and that time when we got our pay, we just spend the cash like nobody's business..the sandals, the watch & clothes...that was indeed a shopping spree..hee...sigh..
I REALLY MISSED IT!! REALLY!!

to DD
seriously, did you realise that in the past, you used to do lots of things for me & that i don't appreciate..now that i came to think of it...you really did lots...although they are little little things but then, it really meant a lot to me only until now...sigh...i didn't realise it sooner..perhaps at that point of time, i wasn't interested in that cuz' my studies...like it didn't matter..moreover, that incident happened so...yea...sigh...and now that i want it to happen again you can't do it anymore le...sigh...it's really too late...but it's ok...i'll treasure what DD gives now..be it love, dote anything...








Song: Timbaland presents One Republic: Apologize

Lyrics:

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah yeah

I loved you with the fire red
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoa.....

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...




we quarrelled over the phone on sun...actually i was somewhat venting my anger on you..we went out with sean & grace for supper at mac..sigh...when you were in the car, you mentioned that yongjie's ex gf asked him to ask you to add her at msn..i was like....DOTZ!! what in the world is she doing...of course, naturally, all gfs will be jealous...but i listened to your explanation...i know you're being honest...thanks..but the fact that you didn't tell me when i asked you to let me know if you're not  tired...you can call me..but you chatted with her instead...till 5am in the morning..you said it like nobody's business...of course i was hurt at that time but i chose to keep quiet...got over the misunderstanding..but DD, i trust that you guys are friends alright...don't do anything beyond it...i really am afraid that history would repeat itself..what if she's more attractive than i am...what if you're mesmerised by her looks..what if you guys chatted so much & then suddenly you don't want me...what will become of me!?!?!? that was why i hugged you so tightly when you sent me home...i really wished that as a DD you can sms sean & let him know that you want to have a talk with me & ask him to leave first...but then, you didn't...was so sad that you chose your friends instead of me...sigh...=(

called you after that & questioned you...somehow, it got heated up & we started again..ended up you said ok la, don't angry le...you done with your anger?? ( in a cute tone of voice cuz' i got so fed up talking to you as you were there making sarcastic remarks & using a sarcastic tone) you told me that you've read about psychology that when a person is flared up, you need to make them even more flared up so that the person can let everything out all at once...i was like..ok, initially i didn't know your intention thus getting so worked up...hmm..thanks DD..i really felt better but not yet better as i've not spent my time with you..

hmm..DD, really thanks for accompanying me till late..i know you were so damn tired last night but then, you just want to make me feel better like you're there for me like that...you wanted to make sure i'm feeling happy that's why you suggested to play the game...hee...DD, thanks a lot..although you didn't do much but then, your accompaniment has already made my day...thanks a lot DD!!
 


I LOVE YOU!!




just now when we were lazing around, you were just so cute...*pinch pinch* hee...so CUTE!!!


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