so bored...i just came back from 4sectors this morning & then perth today???? what the hell..after today, tomorrow is just a pathetic u/a...what the hell?!?!?!? straight after that's going to be 912..reporting will be like 640am in the morning....oh gosh...why can't they just plan my roster properly?!?!? i wasn't supposed to do this perth flight man...& neither the 4sectors...but then, they changed my roster without updating me..it's only that i checked geneva last week did i realised that they swapped my flights without informing me =( sigh...
i so miss DD!!! it's like a week more till i meet him...i don't know whether to report sick when i'm doing 638...that's the day he's booking out...& it's like my u/a, off...was thinking of getting another 2days off...that's a self declared one...just hope so man...but meanwhile, i'll just see who's the other crews before i do report sick...anyways, my sby was called up so it's alright if i don't do the flight...we'll see how man =(
on wed, went out with sam & angela...met up after my school...but it's just so weird man...cuz' i used to go to his house for dinner, slack around & sleep....it's so empty...that emptiness is making me go mad!!!! it's like you're missing something part of your daily life, your daily routine...& during the times when DD tendered his work, he will accompany me to work...meeting me at keat hong lrt....but before that, we'll have lunch or something first...i just so missed it!!! sigh..when will this ever end....then we ate bak kut teh...i drank 5bowls of soup...went to cck to buy the bread that DD loved......i need to start changing my eating habits...try not to take too much cup noodles...so yea, went to lot1 to that bakery that DD loved...wanted to buy the creamy bread with chocolate chips but then, it was sold out...left with the only one with fruits...i just got it lor...sigh...got cheese cake, almond flakes with blueberry & that 3 for $1 tarts..it was nice...i simply love...not too sweet....well, basically to waste time until i reached home at like 915pm...sigh...DD did call me..it was so sweet of him...muackz!!
sigh...DD i seriously miss you so much man...do you know that i cried every night...sometimes i just couldn't sleep...that time when you went in to police academy, i really couldn't sleep well...i was tossing & turning in bed untill about 3 or 4am in the morning before i really got into deep sleep...sigh...DD your presence does make a difference...i miss your smile, your cuteness, your kiss, your everything...i so miss it when you'll walk me home after finish slacking at your place...then when we're about to bid goodbye, you'll kiss me on my forehead & lips before going back...& when you reached home, you'll call me cuz' you know that i'll miss you & your voice...also to make sure that you're safe back home...sigh..DD tell me how...
this flight that i'm going to do later is driving me nuts....SU also reported sick lor...wtf!?!?! she still told me on wed when we're having school not to report sick & go for the flight...but she herself did so...nevermind...just go there go my work & come back...heck if she wants to pick on me or anything...(that bitch) argh.!?!?!? if not me & SU could have a great time at the AFT man!!! i doubt she'll put the new crew at the back...sigh...just hope things goes well man...sigh...
DD, I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!
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