i went tanning yesterday with my dearest cousin, becky!!! reached home at 430am man...so tired lor...plus i had 2 flights that's like reporting in the noon which means, i have to wake up in the morning...plus, i reached home almost past midnight lei...you tell me, shag or not??? lols... thought will meet up with * but then ended up he never sms me lei...cuz' i smsed him whether he's free to meet then he asked me for?? i told him i passed him the ice tea lor...then after that he's like...wth la...replied me this...think is you want to tell me things ba...just tell me now if you got things to say...i was like...wth la...no lor..just want to pass you the ice tea that's it...then he said ok lor and went on to tell me that he's going to town to get his CNY clothes...so i supposed that we'll be meeting at night la cuz' he replied me ok ma when i asked if it's ok to meet...aiya, heck la...i just wanted to pass him the ice tea since i bought last week...then he's like........dot....wth la....if you don't want to meet me or don't even appreciate that i bought the ice tea, can tell me...throw away lor...i just bought it that day not meaning anything else...if you want to think THAT way then i have nothing to say liao huh...matured or whatever, i can't be bothered liao...want to meet then meet, don't want then don't meet lor, so simple...argh...why must i look like the one keeps on bothering him like that...like i'm the one who pester him MUST meet like that...all i wanted to was just to pass the ice tea and maybe chat chat to catch up with times...that's all...if you want to think THAT way like i said, then be it ba...let you think what you want then...

anyways, too bad cass couldn't make it..if not it would even be much fun..lols...played volleyball, catching & talked...i couldn't get my tan...tan la but not dark...sian...always when i go tanning, i'll remember to put the tanning lotion..but then i didn't...haha...cuz' i always put it but then no colour de lei...ended up i want to try lor...don't put any...although got a bit burnt la just the back, more to the neck there...but then, after awhile nothing le lei...the rest, even worse...the tan was like nothing...argh...wasted my time...sian...will be back to tan again...next time i will go down the waters...like that i'll get tanned faster lols...

after the whole thing, i went to becky's nai nai's place...where she's staying now la...cuz' she just don't want xiao feng (her bf) to accompany her...if not, everything also she pay...she didn't want that to happen...so we lied saying that i'm staying over her place ma...so went back lor...then met gerald (xiao feng's friend) he's even younger than xiao feng but so matured in thinking la...so i went to becky's place, bathed then went to cine...ate there...and chatted about xiao feng...he's like acting in front of becky and gerald...wth...say that he's a very good basketball player but the fact was, he wasn't...claimed he's a pro at pool but becky won him...wth...lols...he's like lying to becky all along...gerald and me were like persuading her to break up with xiao feng...she didn't know how to open up ma...lols...then went to play pool at kpool...it's been like 3 years since i last played pool man...heh heh...not bad ba...still know how to play..but not as pro as them la...lols...had fun yesterday =D but then i was really tired la...shag man!!! lols...

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