today school as usual...overslept!! guess i was too tired the night before..well, that's always the case...then after school, i went to paragon to collect my itouch...it was done..finally i get hold of it...then took 190 to nat jie's house to collect clothes then went home..
once i got home...went to do my assignment...he was so bored at home ma...then i asked him to come over lor...accompany each other awhile then he's off...next thing to do on the list was to complete my assignment...lols...then i completed it...with the help of DD and nat jie..
it's so shit lor...i just felt like...sigh..alright, this is just so random...i don't know whether i am REALLY thinking too much or.....was on the phone just now...just don't understand why he can't talk to me nicely...like giving me an attitude when i was so unsure of something...yeah i know you don't understand what i was trying to say cuz' it's something you need to see it then only you get what i meant...sigh...nevermind...i'm sorry to have caused you being so confused...well, all i can blame is me...blame myself for being so stupid...
plus i realised something...just now i was asking him this...whether i did change since the day we patched...guess what, the reply was NO...well, I AM REALLY DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF...why can't i change?? am i really still the same...i thought i have changed all along...sigh...was so so sad...do you know?
doing 902 tomorrow...luckily it's not that early but still a morning flight...
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