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who can understand me well??
Monday, March 23, 2009, 9:28:00 PM
i didn't really wanted to miss school today...in fact, i'm finding excuses for myself...sigh...stupid me...i don't know why...i'm avoiding accounts...why?? i just can't seem to understand...i got help from andy that day...thanks...he's a banker so practically he's dealing with these all day...i am a real slow person...really...i can't seem to catch up...i wanted to do well...i know i can...i believe i can do it...if i can't even lead myself up, who's going to?? sigh...i just felt so down when days to school are coming...

what bullshit have i been telling myself...i told myself that i can succeed in life...make it in life...by then, i'll be earning big bucks, driving a car and having a stable job at the age of 24 or even 25 or even younger...but can i?? am i just going to be stuck here and never succeed?? indeed i LOVE flying but am i just going to be stuck here forever?? i need to be free...

my parents especially my mum...sigh...why does she nag?? it's because i'm giving her problems? is that the reason?? i also wished to do well, not to make her angry, be a better daughter...but i just can't understand why i can't do it!!!

i know people may tell me...it's up to me to think...if i think otherwise, of course it'll be that way...how to be SUCCESSFUL in life...sigh...and i really not up to it?? i've promised myself that i'll succeed here and not to be a loser...sigh...

tell me, am i someone that refuses to accept what people says...always rebuking what people tells me?? am i?? i am puzzled to this...am i also a petty person..am i someone that is so difficult?? tell me...

i just want someone here to give me the attention i need, the love i need, the care and concern...but did any of these fit?? NO!! argh...f*** with everything...i'm just so tired...put the blame on me alright?? BLAME EVERY F***ING THING ON ME!! IT'S ALL MY F***ING FAULT...HAPPY?? FAMILY ALSO LIKE THAT, HE ALSO LIKE THAT...WHO CAN REALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT THE F***ING HELL I'M GOING THROUGH!?!?!?!?!?

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