it's really tiring for me man..i just came back from perth this morning..wow, after sending everyone else home, i'm the last...it's always the case cuz' i stay the furthest...reached home about 5am...perth flight was alright except that there's some stupid mistakes i did...my mind was filled with lots haha...nevermind..
after i've landed, guess what?? i thought HE would be asleep by then looking at the time...it was about 320am when i msged HIM...yeah, so i supposed HE's asleep...but no, the reply was, i watching movie lei... =.="
as if i know YOU are watching movie..HELLO for god's sake, i wasn't even aware that you went to the movies...YOU didn't have the courtesy to let me know...i was always the last to know...is it that difficult?!?!?!? i'm not asking you to report to me where you've been but at least let me know where you are so that i know...this is like so different from reporting lor...please....sigh...it has always been the case where i smsed YOU and only then you let me know where you are...it's like?!?!?!?!?! since you want it that way, i'll make you pay your own coin then...it wasn't like this when YOU wanted me back that badly...IT WASN'T!!!!

what do you take me for?? an idiot??? it's been so many times man...even though on tues...YOU went out, still had the cheek to ask how did i know?? isn't it obvious over that phone call?? YOU called while i was in the movies and the way YOU sounded, YOU sounded like YOU were so DELIGHTED that i was outside with my friends...wth!!!!! OBVIOUSLY YOU didn't want me to tag along so that YOU can go out with that SOMEBODY to that many places...wth!!!

ah, f*** whatever...since YOU wanted it this way, i see that there's no need to let YOU know my whereabouts..the next time we want to meet, i'll just tell YOU whether i'm free to meet or not...plus meeting YOU up is kinda bored...i'm so sorry to say that...do you know why?? after patching up, i felt that we're just like the same as before...how was it like when we patched up for the first 2 weeks...YOU should know better...after that 2 weeks, GOODNESS!!!! everything is just the same as before...WHAT THE F*** WERE ALL THE SWEET TALK THAT YOU SAID OVER THE PHONE WHEN YOU WANTED A PATCH?!?!?!? do you still remember?? i've already told you that those were just sweet talk!!! talk is cheap come on!!! YOU insisted that YOU'll prove it...where is it then?? WHERE!?!??!?! this is just all shit talking man...am just so sick and tired of this...when is this f***ing shit gonna stop??!!?!? huh?!?!?!?

please, do YOU even know what the god damn hell is the definition of ACCOMPANY??? to be by one's side, to keep company with, to go out together and to tag along with...so does any of these fits in whenever i'm over at your place?? i'm so sorry but it doesn't fit in...just on wednesday, i went over to your place...what did we do?? yeah, basically i went to sleep cuz' i was tired...well, that's because YOU were playing YOUR god damn online game!!!! i was BORED to tears so i went to sleep...after that you should know what we did...even despite me being tired...wth...after all, what do you take me for?? then i was really sleeping, you were watching YOUR movie...can't YOU be the least considerate to like somewhat lower down the volume or perhaps use something called the ear piece to listen??? i got irritated but was too lazy to tell you off...then after watching YOUR movie, YOU went to pack YOUR stuff....guess what? this time it was even worse...YOU slammed things here and there...that i got a shock...i think you're the only guy that would do things like that while someone else is sleeping...wth lor...next time round when you're sleeping i shall do the same man...then you know what it's like being irritated...after that we had dinner then to accompany YOU to get YOUR stuff..at least it was like something we did together...then went back continue to watch the tv programme and went back...wth!!!! this is what we call, a waste a time...i could have done something much more meaningful than this...

sigh, WHATEVER...i've never been happy for once, NEVER!!!! i'm not the kind where i would be so calculative over stuff, but i guess somehow, i should man...i should towards YOU!!! have it ever occured to YOU what it's like now?? the relationship between us...this isn't what we called LOVE...is this LOVE??? i doubt so...stop telling me that all those that were once happy moments were honeymoon period blah blah...if 2 people love each other deeply, would this ever happened?? everyday would still be honeymoon...it's true...i've seen it all...i've seen friends who's been together for many years are still a loving couple, with no arguements or whatsoever that we're experiencing now...so tell me now,

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