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friends or "friends"???
Saturday, June 13, 2009, 7:12:00 PM
yesterday, many things happened...it made me realise who are my REAL FRIENDS!!!

seriously what does FRIENDS define...is it the definition of being used by another or is it really pure friends??

i've realised this important point in life....i was really glad that DD actually talked to me about it & i finally woke up...i started with what happened between "that clique"...then DD talked some sense into me...it's like god has sent an angel there for me telling me the right thing to do & to stop being NAIVE!!! finally i've woken up..being so happy that i didn't left him...thanks DD!!!

had a chat with my dear SISTAS!!!
i apologised to them...was really sorry & i really felt like a bitch la...didn't spend time with them & didn't even bother to call or ask how are they...sigh..i'm like a bitch la...initially i thought they will be mad at me for being like that..but no...i was really glad that they're really my TRUE FRIENDS..am so so happy that i've met friends like this..seriously!!! dex & san, no matter what next time, just tell me straight into my face...cuz' true friends doesn't lie...they're not afraid to tell the truth...so in any case i did something wrong or if i'm blinded by just that kinda people, PLEASE open my eyes for me...you guys can see the blind spot of mine whereas i can't & will be blinded...thank god i still have you guys & you guys didn't left me...i felt so relieved...but seriously when i'm out clubbing & stuff, i was really thinking about you two...really hope that you guys were there...=( all these has really ruined my life...but i'm glad that this is over..i just take it like a dream whether it's me that THEY enjoyed using or be it the SWEET TALKING...i don't mind...anyways, throughout my entire life of 21 years, i'm always being used by people...perhaps i'm gullible ba & i'm naive that's why people find me usable...but it's ok...blame it on the poor judgement i have on people...but god was kind enough to deliver two WONDERFUL friends & my SOUL MATE to help me go through this ordeal...am really glad they were there for me...*loves* thanks & sorry that i've been somewhat "MIA-ing" really sorry guys!!!
& if you guys are reading this, i'm terribly sorry...thanks for your forgiveness & still consider me as a part of the SISTAS clique =) love you all!!!

DD
thanks so much for being SO patient with me....i didn't really bothered to talk much about you in here cuz' i thought you were damn irritating, controlling my freedom & not letting me have it...but come to think of it, i felt really so bad la...am so f***ing SELFISH..i only cared about myself...wanting to have fun, neglected your presence, didn't want your accompany & felt bored just being with you...but then, just YESTERDAY, i didn't realise that i really had a wonderful SOUL MATE right by my side all this while...i didn't know that you've been putting up with my nonsense for about 1 1/2 months...you're really very patient...thanks so much DD!! you really understood me well..without your words which really knock some sense into me, i think i wouldn't be caring about my SISTAS's presence ba..i will still be enjoying & getting used by people....sigh...thanks a lot...the times we had, are really wonderful...i just hoped that time pass so slowly...suddenly, i miss you so so much...really!!!

finally i'm out of this ordeal...i just hope god can bless me with wonderful people around...i ever read this somewhere & it really is true

you don't need many friends but a few best friends that will really be best friends FOREVER..

it's indeed true!! hmm...felt so guilty but am thankful that this ended...sometimes in life, you really don't get what you wanted...but never mind...hee...

guess what, something bad befall onto those people...i don't know whether i'm thinking too much or what..but then, people who ill treats me or make use of me won't have a good ending...something bad will definitely befall them...I'M SERIOUS...this is not the first incident le..many of such occurrences happened before...it can't be just pure coincidences...wahaha...what i believed, WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND!!! wahahaa....
*i know i'm bad laughing at people who had something bad befall on them but go think about it, who's going to pity me when they make use of me...right? ;p haha..

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