today wasn't a great day for me...apart from being happy going to kak nonie's place to fix my nails, i wasn't happy at all...especially the first part of the day...sigh...i really don't know what i want la...sigh...am so so so disappointed with myself...not only YOU...me too do not understand myself...i really don't know what i want...perhaps i want to just have fun...but then again, how long can you endure all this shit...it's been shit for like the past month i guess or even longer...so i really don't know how long this will last...sigh...there's a limit to everyone's patience, i guess your time is almost up too...saw you flared up in the lift...was damn freaking afraid...i don't like it..was shivering like mad...for a moment, i thought i was with some mad guy...ended up, i decided to just go to any floor that will just cool me off to ease my shockness...you were smart, ran up all the way...which was really fast...i thought you took the lift...sigh...you found me...and you started again....

what can i do?? it was all my fault..it started all because of me...i couldn't blame you...i broke a promise...sigh..

i shall continue my story till i have the time to blog...as i got activated for a flight tomorrow at 455am reporting...sigh...if only they activated me at an earlier time...sigh...

went out with billy and gang last night after my flight...to this place at emerald hill...one of the pubs inside..it's damn nice...upload the pictures when i have the time...also after that, i got so enthusiastic about singing that fang & me decided to go to kbox at clementi...had lotsa fun...i specially love "sha gua" by wen lan...the mtv...really made fang & me cried...i got reminded of the past...took some pictures having crazy time lols...


alright then..good night people..

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