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school's started!!
Monday, August 3, 2009, 10:05:00 PM
school's started today but yeah, i didn't feel like going la...sian..sigh...not so much of staying too late for the night but then ya...just don't feel like going lor..

mindy smsed me saying that i got a credit for my previous module law..hmm..not bad but then i'm kinda disappointed cuz' i could've gotten better results...i was expecting like a distinction la...but then sighs...you know, i hadn't been attending school and had little understanding about those terms and stuff...so i was thinking, all i could was to blame myself la and not anyone else la...

at least i do admit it was my mistake for not studying harder la...

sighs..and for this module, it's the last lap man my dear melissa!!! please wake up la...argh!!! stop dreaming man...argh!! sigh..sometimes i do hate myself la...i'm experiencing this shit..

problems are arising at this point of time...why??? why does it arising only NOW??? so many ups and downs...i need him by my side to listen, to console, to dote, to be the nicest person on earth that anyone could ever be....i know by saying such stuff, i'm being damn selfish...he's also going through what i'm going through back then when i started flying...like what daph told me about being overly friendly and about being too nice to people as people just want to take advantage of how good i was blah blah...they are not sincere in being friends or should i'd rather say just want to you know dig out some information i know and just being nice to me...that's what he's experiencing now...i know i'm really bad...like not being there for him and expects him to be there for me doing all those stuff...sighs...is it like so selfish of me??

hmm...thinking about so many things last night..thinking about what he had said...all those...even it means to hurt it deep in my heart but then yeah, it's like self-enlightenment la...sighs...how how how????





am i really strong as i seemed so??
or i'm just a weakling?
i'm not myself i know,
just be patient with me..
but i think you can't..
your patience is running out soon..
you said i crawled up to your head and took advantage..
but no, it wasn't like that...
sighs...
who understands me??
what i want??
i just need THAT!!!
sigh...



head is very bad nowadays...my giddy spells are back..it all links to fatigue i guess...thank god i didn't went to school today too...at least i've got plenty of rest...but then again, i can't seem to get enough rest...the day just past so fast man...sighs...i just wished time could stop and i can just rest till i had enough and then tada!! when i'm done, i'll just like you know go to work...wouldn't it be great!!


this really got me reminded of this movie, i've forgotten the title...it started with this guy finding a remote control which could fast forward his life if he finds it irritating or whatsoever...i've forgotten the title..although he did regret...but then for me, all i want to is just to press PAUSE when i need to rest, to have fun and spend time with my friends and family and that special someone...that's what i wanted...after that when i had enough, i'll just like press PLAY to let my life run again..like going to work and stuff...sigh..i won't FAST FORWARD it thought...it's not a good thing to do...sigh...

i know i'm thinking too much...there's just too much on my mind...i don't know and i wished i'd know...arghhhh...



guess what, i've been smelling this scent which was like my grandfather's perfume...he's already gone but somehow, i can sense that he's here in our house...i don't know...but then ya, i can smell it...just as soon as i got into my room...hmm....weird...or perhaps i'm just thinking too much...argh!!!!

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