melissa is fine ler!!
yesterday was the worst day of my life..it sucks big time...you can ignore yesterday's post..i won't delete it away cuz' i feel that it's all what i wanted to say..it's all what i wanted to say..my deepest thoughts that i have always wanted to say...it's been so torturing for me..i just want to let it all out...
sam, i really like to thank you!! A LOT!!! thanks for being there when i need you!! sam, you're indeed a great friend!! not all my friends are like that!!! you're indeed my bestie!!! love you darling!!!! thanks jon for the advice too (: i'm sorry though i'm still with him..
darling has finally realised how important it is to have me around...yong jie enlightened him..to yongjie, if you're reading this...i'm not close to you but i still want to thank you for helping me to enlighten him (: without your enlightenment, i suppose, he's still like that...
finally, it's all over..we started all over again!! i just hope that the rest of the journey on with him, it'll really be happiness & not the taste of tears..he did apologised..i forgave him time & again but this is really the last time i'm giving him this chance..never would i want to repeat this again..i want to lead on a life with him peacefully & happily..i just want things to work out well & not always have misunderstandings between us which often leads to quarrels..i just want you him to be honest with me..nevermind about the viewing of girls..but most importantly, don't do anything to hurt me again...i just want you to be honest with me, let me know where you are can..whenever i sms you, it doesn't mean i'm irritating..i just want to know where you are..if you don't reply of course i'll call..that's cuz' i care..if i don't or i'm dating someone else, definitely i will not even bother..so you must understand darling..i really really love you a lot...whenever i sms you to ask you where you are, sometimes, it's not really asking where you are...i'm just missing you...except that if i keep saying i miss you, you'll feel weird...hmm..really miss you a lot...don't wish to lose you!!! please darling, don't ever say break when you're angry...our relationship is not as fragile alright?? i still remember your promise to me..that you'll marry me in another 2years & 2months hee (: i will always remember this & look forward to it!! darling let's work together towards our future (: muackz...
now i'm at his place blogging...thinking of watching MY GIRL when i'm done..cuz' i told daddy i going to work coming home at 12am so too late ler..or not i can go back...sobx..i forgot that he'll be going back to chalet ma...for the bbq thingy..nevermind la..wait for him at his place lor...but i'm not staying over cuz' tomorrow i have school...hee..darling said that he'll send me there (: so happy..hee..& that he'll wait for me after school so happy (: muackz!!! darling really change...hope he'll change for the better & hope that this is permanent (: muackz!!!
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