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today sby again...haha...didn't get called up..i do hope next sat, i won't get called up cuz' i made a mistake by telling D that i'm off next sat but actually was telling him that it's on the 29th..haiz...do hope i can go out with him...i miss him so badly...uploading pictures to friendster & blog..hee..

sat, 29th mar

today's granny's birthday...was supposed to meet auntie karen at 1230pm...but then i was too tired that i went back to sleep..it's really tiring especially i just came back from my early 3 sectors...although i came back early but i went to have supper with D..i really miss him loads...i need to see him...was so pissed cuz' mummy did sms me to do some stuff...& she called time & time & again to remind me to do it...moreover, i was so damn tired...too bad then, she made me pissed & i yelled at her...i'm like that man!!! don't disturb me when i'm damn tired or when i'm in the middle of a good sleep...or else that's what you get...hee...i may be nice on the outside but if you were to step on my tail..that's it man!!! haha..left house at about 330pm taking 67 to somewhere to change a bus to granny's..reach at 430pm...was really cold when taking the bus cuz' it started to rain..when we reached, everyone was there already...we were like so late...but it's ok..cuz' even if i'm there early, it's like there's nothing to do over there...where i can use the time to sleep even more...saw my niece, xinhui..so cute la!!! love her loads man!! saw peiling jie...long time no see her ler...the other time she told me she wanted to retake her Os...good luck to her!! i know she can do it (: jiayou wor!! she so slim la...getting slimmer everytime i see her..do hope we all cousins can go on a bangkok trip together man...ask caiwei jie, evelyn jie & peiling jie...like we are the more matured ones...reached our 20s ler..haha...so shouldn't be a problem ba hee (: like go there for shopping like nobody's business hee...really wish i can...

alright, back to the story...i went to eat...it was buffet...i realised when we were there, the cake was already cut...awww....too bad man!!! i wanted to take pictures of the celebration...cuz' last year it's only like a few pictures on my handphone camera which was like so lousy...just went to eat & played with xinhui (: she's so cute...cuz' my hairstyle resembled my cousin's so she just loves me hee..( my cousin's was a short-gun) xinhui's having a new baby sister...haha...which is like so fast...oh my god!!! well, i just love playing with her...she's just so cute...apparently, when i took my camera out to take pictures of her, i showed it to her & guess what?!?!? she got so excited & kept using her small little fingers to point the screen & kept saying her name...if only i could like video the whole scene...omg!! you'll find that she's really cute!!!!!!!!!!!!! hee...

cute pictures of my little niece...hee...ain't she cute!!!

with her =D
with cassandra =D
with my auntie, her granny


cass, me
she's waving goodbye to me cuz' i'm leaving (:

28th mar, fri

did 506/903 again but this time it's with sharrifah CIC, linda lim & zila...we had lots to crap during the flight & took many crazy pictures hee..we had not much to do..our flight back from macau, there was an email saying that a tiur guide will be on our flight to see whether we're friendly enough so that he'll decide whether to bring them using tiger airways...hee...but we couldn't spot who was the one..so we just don't care ler...haha...after our rounds of service, then we chatted & took lots of pictures haha...just so fun...hee...went to meet D...took 858 with linda then train...hee...she's going bangkok tomorrow ma..got her to buy some stuff for me (: hee...just can't wait for the dresses from her...

thurs ,27th mar

went to meet D at keat hong at 1145am...then we took the train down to yew tee to meet sean & grace..then off we went to yio chu kang to rent cars...hee...while waiting for D & sean to get the car, D told us girls to wait somewhere just in case...he's worried about us...so we found somewhere & got seated..they took such a long time to get their cars...sean's car was $50 but due to P plate, it's $60.. D's car was $60..we got the cars & went to D's house cuz' we can't decide where to go after that...eat at D's place..his mum cook curry & soup...after that we set off to sean's place cuz' he has the street directory...should got it from me...i mean D should also remind me hee...watch D play sean's ps2..after that we sleep awhile then we go over to meet cck to meet alvin then ah li & ah na...after which we went to pioneer mall (at jurong) to meet yongjie & his girlfriend...then we set off to changi village...haha..i was kinda squashed...my legs were damn crammed...when we reached changi, only then i realised that sean's car was spacious & i could sit there...damn...so i decided that after we finished dinner, i'll sit at sean's car until we're going home...cuz' i feel that i can talk there & not like alien at D's car...moreover, i was kinda upset cuz' D didn't cared much about me & sean's side...he only cared about the friends in his car...i was like wtf?!?!? got down the car..but then, we'll have to wait for sean cuz' they were lost somewhere...suddenly, i remembered that it was the pulau ubin way that daddy brought me to when i was young....i can still remember the place...when we reached, the famous nasi lemak stall was closed...& suprisingly, it was the coffee shop that daddy used to bring me to have our lunch or have something to eat before cycling at ubin (: since the famous one was closed, i suggest D to get the nasi lemak at the famous stall opposite cuz' i remembered during the YEC family day, alan & james got the nasi lemak from there & it's damn nice...plus the chilli which is like omg!!! but D totally ignored me & talked to yongjie about getting the nasi lemak which has this long queue...i didn't think it was nice la...but nevermind, let him be then...yongjie's girlfriend & me decided to get the nasi ayam pengyet..i got the chicken, she got the fish...it's way nicer than the nasi lemak...after we have finished the food, D was somewhat complaining that the nasi lemak wasn't nice at all & it was so expensive...haha!!! SERVE HIM RIGHT FOR NOT LISTENING TO ME & IGNORING ME WHEN I WANTED TO SUGGEST HIM TO BUY FROM THE OTHER STALL!!! he also commented that mine was way better than his...too bad...all your fault for ignoring me..went off...& then proceed to loyang dua pek gong...i though D knew how to go but ended up we get back to the car park...waited for wei wen to come & bring us there cuz' he knew the way...it was so much spacious in the car & so much fun..we blasted the hi-fi set & sang with the songs...that's cuz' of alvin around...we just got so high...haha...when we were at the car park, D didn't get down to ask how was i or even cared about me..instead, he chatted with the rest in the car..i was like....wtf?!?! i'm your girlfriend & you totally forgotten about me...all you think is only YOUR FRIENDS in your car but me & your friends in Sean's car, you totally heck...then what's the point of asking them out..it's like i'm entertaining his other friends lor..i mean i don't mind sean that side..but he's like....if he don't want talk to them then why ask them out at the first place...was so pissed la...when weiwen came, he went to take cushions from his car & gave it to ah li & ah na at the back...wtf?!?!?!? shouldn't you be giving it to me instead?!!?!? hello, i'm your girlfriend!!!! wtf!?!?!?! got even pissed la...when we were at loyang, got off the car...thought he would like stick to me...he didn't even bother lor...wtf?!?!?! unlike yongjie & his girlfriend...though he knew ah li & ah na but he still stood by his girlfriend...D lei??? i think if i went missing he don't even care lor...they went praying & he showed that side friends around...even alvin, grace & sean, he totally heck care la...wtf??!!!?!?!? he even told them to buy the joss sticks all that...didn't even tell me or ASK me...argh!!! i felt so left alone...luckily grace did tag along with sean if not, i think i'm all alone...when going back, D was like pissed cuz' yongsiang was asking where we were...then he asked sean to go pick youngsiang & yongzhou up first...sean wanted to offer bringing me home but i was like waiting for D's reaction la...he looked at me when i was like walking with grace...then i said out loudly lor....YOU DON'T WANT TO SEND ME HOME IT'S OK DE...I CAN TAKE SEAN'S CAR DE...IT'S OK DE...then he asked la, no, i was asking if you want take who's car...inside my heart i was like...wtf la...i just hated to sit beside ah li lor..she think she's some kind of big shot in there...cuz i was jammed ma then she know she so fat ler still like say OH, MY LEG CRAMP (that was to changi that time)...inside me i was like, i'm so crammed like f*** ler & yet i never complained lor, you so fat still complain so much...alvin also said the right thing when i transfered over to sean's car...argh!! so mad!!! ended up D ask me sit behind him...yongjie kind of like know i was mad ma...so he offered that he sit behind i take the front seat..so i told him it's ok, he stay put or not it's weird ma...a guy at the back...see, people like yongjie also so considerate, wei wo zhao xiang...D & that fat bitch lei??? argh!!! then that fat bitch was like keeping quiet la...argh!!! not that i hate her but at that point of time, if you were me, you'll definitely get so fed up lor...when in the car, i didn't even initiate to move i just stay put in the comfort of my seat...hecking care whether that fat bitch has her leg crammed or not...when yongjie & his girlfriend alighted, she acted like she's the big shot in his car...i wanted to sit infront but seeing her put her hands like so comfortable like that, i was too pissed & mad to be seated there & made an excuse saying aiya, quickly send them home lor...then that fat bitch actually said this lor: I FEEL LIKE SITTING IN THE FRONT SO THAT I CAN CHAT WITH YOU COMFORTABLY...inside me i was like wtf?!?!?! although i didn't mind if she did that...after that she said: AIYA BETTER NOT LA LIKE SO WEIRD...ok, at least she know her limits...wtf?!?!? why can't she be like ah na, just so quiet...she told D not to drink if he's tired all that cuz' it's dangerous...then in the noon when i told him he like don't care...this fat bitch told him, he like listening at his fullest attention...argh!!! so mad & angry with her la...just don't like that feeling lor...argh!!! overall, i find that she's ok when we went out together all that...but i don't have much to talk to her only to ah na...i felt comfortable with her instead of that fat bitch...argh...i only called her fat bitch on that day...just so angry...how i wish that we went driving & eating without that fat bitch...actually, ah na was kinda sick ma...then in the noon, D was like sad that if ah na don't go, ah li sure don't go then like sian...after that ah li said ah na going then D was like so happy..i think it was that fat bitch persuading ah na to go de lor...knowing that she's sick still ask her go...or not, i bet if she isn't there, it would even be much more fun than with that fat bitch...argh!!! that's about it...

D, if you're reading this & find that this post is too much, let me tell you, even though you want me to delete this post away, i'm not going to cuz' this was how i felt that day...even if that fat bitch were to read this, i also don't mind...at least, she'll be more zidong next time...argh!!!

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sat, 22nd mar

haha...i didn't get activated...woots!!! lucky me...but then, things didn't turned out right today...hmm...although i was happy that i didn't got activated but then, lots of things happened...just like last time, i didn't update until i'm free..i came back this morning at around 5am...did shenzhen ma...delayed...damn the stupid ground staff there la..know what they said??oh must wait for the 952 pax to clear the immigrations & customs before we can close the door & go back home...inside me was like WTF??!?!?! wasting our precious time...this is so unlike KL or those flights that we go once a week..shenzhen is an everyday flight what...damn!!! if they want to send any other pax back to SG can do that the next day la...hello, people need to go back sleep de lor!! you think what ah..your dad owns the place??? i want to go home early de lor...argh!!! but flight was fun..with zeanty as CIC, idzwan & moon...basically, i felt kind of bad la leaving moon at the aft but then, i did told her to come to the front ma...she didn't...she didn't have initiative la...which i felt can be improved...she kept looking at me doing my stuff but not ask if she can help in any way or do something else...i felt uneasy when someone's looking at me doing my work..like there's so much things to do...you can continue folding the paper hand towels what...instead, she just chucked it aside..sian...i have to really do everything la...after doing go chat with zeanty...eat & eat...haha...after that daddy came..reach home so late ler....can tell daddy also tired la...sleep ler then i woke up but then i went back to sleep again...at first i can't sleep de then after that woke up i just lay on my bed & close my eyes...after that went to sleep again..deep sleep somemore...thought i will get activated that's why when darling ask me to go over to his place i was kind of reluctant...hmm...well, seriously i was waiting for him to reply whether to come to my place ma...he also got no intention...if he wants he'll ask me about it ler...so i just pretend & let it be la...haiz...just don't understand man...why?? hmm..it's ok...anyway, in a relationship i feel that you have to give in...is it so difficult? well, it's ok though..i've sorted out the thinking while on the phone with D...hmm..what i meant by lots of things happened was...D had a quarrel with his dad...just because his dad didn't talk to him nicely...due to his temper, he smashed things & actually shouted at his dad...hmmm...if i were him i would have done so cuz' i'm not in the wrong...but on the other hand, why can't i think of it this way where maybe his dad might have some problems that he didn't want his family to worry about...true enough, his dad told him that he has lost his job...sometimes i feel that life is just like that...that fragile...especially in a job...once you lost your job, everything is nothing...you need to support your family...this is what andrew did tell us about, the mid-life crisis...well, coming to think of this, i hope D's dad can find another soon...everyone really relies on him...hmm...it's so difficult not having a job...i've learnt something from there...that is to save up even more for rainy days...also, to be able to forsee this mid-life crisis...sad la...just pray hard that D's dad can find a job quickly...

fri, 21st mar

did 308 with idawaty, kenji & hidayah ( junior)was supposed to be orchid & daph...daph was sick la...orchid i don't know...wanted to meet daph up for lunch de..but then she said she not going for flight so i go there early & had BK myself lor...know what? it's my first time using the AUSTON student pass buying a student meal cuz' i also broke ler, need to save money..after buying cam no $$$ ler...that guy who took my order didn't believe that i was a student cuz' i went there with my full make-up done except the lipstick...haha...i got my meal, had it & went to work...that's how i know orchid wasn't working...i was like yay!!! anyways, i didn't like working with her...she's like....so rude lor...whatever...daddy came to fetch me hee...so good la...i know, thursday, i didn't do a proper post...hmm...well, i really forgotten what i did...oh, i went to D's house..then we slept lor...saw each other's tanned skin & slapping against each other's back..haha...i slapped his knee cap he started taking revenge by slapping my back...woooooo...was so shiok eh...haha...was fun though...it's been a long time since we played together hee...muackz...the thought of it really made me laugh...after that, he played his new game on DS...he sian liao so he played patapon la...know what???? i've finally got through the stage in patapon that i've been stuck for so long...hee...

wed, 19th mar

didn't go to school..didn't feel like it...cuz' i went to tan on tues right?? was aching all over & my voice...it has never been better...so i decided not to go to school but just lazing around at D's place hee...

tues, 18th mar

went suntanning & to take my printer too (: met at around 11 over at je...went there, so many people la..thought there wasn't anyone...bought the tickets & took the tram....guess what, the sky's gray...argh!!! when we reached, went to find a spot...actually is D la...he continued walking so i followed lor...passed cafe de mal..he showed me the place he had his shop chalet..then we found a spot & sat there...while walking, he kept cursing that it'll rain..which i don't think so cuz' i can see the sun popping out (: don't know what happened suddenly...D's temper came...he didn't want to talk to me...felt sian...he spoilt my mood man!!! argh!!! i hated it...not in the mood to suntan...somewhat quarrelled...hmm...after that, he's feeling better le...haha...after tanning, went to get printer then go town meet ah li & ah na...haha..they shock hee..after that watch movie..rule #01 haha..not scary at all lor...bleahz..

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