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Twitter: Quotes: We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008, 1:19:00 AM












oh yea, i have not updated the pictures...haha...this was when we took during our supper time at mac...my DD & sean gaying... lols...

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, 12:06:00 AM
i so miss you DD!!


really enjoyed the time spent staying over at your place..hmm...although i could've stayed on sunday which i wished i could, sigh..but then, i still can't due to..you know..hmm..here i am, writing this post...while waiting for you to be back..wanted to write it last night but then, i was so engrossed in playing the game with you that we both got HIGH & continued playing like nobody's business hee..really did enjoyed...went over at 230pm..gosh...it was quite late...but then not really la..haha...you were sleeping like a pig...as usual, you disturbed me...after that, lunch..then back to sleep again...slept till about 9 then we went to have dinner...after watching the 9pm show, went to your room, on com..played games..slacking around...then DD's craving for the jap phone was there, so you went to look at it online...i was accompanying you..thereafter, you wanted to sleep le..but then, i wasn't tired...intend to wait till your mum's asleep before going to bathe & wash up...while waiting, talked to you about how i miss my old life...

the days we spent together...how DD brought me to restaurants which i've never been to before..DD said that is to teach me how to eat in a restaurant so that next time when i'm out in the working world, at least, i know how the table manners works there..hmm...

i miss the times where DD & me would spend 30-40 bucks turning the capsules...especially if i set my eyes on the piglet, DD would turn it for me no matter how much it costs...even though there are duplicates, DD still ignore...all he wanted was to make me happy then, he would be happy as well...hee...i really miss it so much...that really goes to show how sweet DD is...DD really dote me...=D

also, i miss the days where we go to your wai gong house...it was so happening there...where you can hear kaiting, kaili & yijie playing...i really missed it so much!!!

i missed that one time you brought me to east coast park to watch the stars...even though at that time i wasn't really interested & we were quarreling....looking back now, i'm really stupid...it's so nice of DD to bring me there..this is what we call romantic..but then, i didn't appreciate..

last but not the least, i miss the days when we were out together...where we can be on the bus from our place to the destination laughing & joking...people just love to see that...and that time when we got our pay, we just spend the cash like nobody's business..the sandals, the watch & clothes...that was indeed a shopping spree..hee...sigh..I REALLY MISSED IT!! REALLY!!

to DD
seriously, did you realise that in the past, you used to do lots of things for me & that i don't appreciate..now that i came to think of it...you really did lots...although they are little little things but then, it really meant a lot to me only until now...sigh...i didn't realise it sooner..perhaps at that point of time, i wasn't interested in that cuz' my studies...like it didn't matter..moreover, that incident happened so...yea...sigh...and now that i want it to happen again you can't do it anymore le...sigh...it's really too late...but it's ok...i'll treasure what DD gives now..be it love, dote anything...







Song: Timbaland presents One Republic: Apologize

Lyrics:

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah yeah

I loved you with the fire red
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoa.....

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...



we quarrelled over the phone on sun...actually i was somewhat venting my anger on you..we went out with sean & grace for supper at mac..sigh...when you were in the car, you mentioned that yongjie's ex gf asked him to ask you to add her at msn..i was like....DOTZ!! what in the world is she doing...of course, naturally, all gfs will be jealous...but i listened to your explanation...i know you're being honest...thanks..but the fact that you didn't tell me when i asked you to let me know if you're not  tired...you can call me..but you chatted with her instead...till 5am in the morning..you said it like nobody's business...of course i was hurt at that time but i chose to keep quiet...got over the misunderstanding..but DD, i trust that you guys are friends alright...don't do anything beyond it...i really am afraid that history would repeat itself..what if she's more attractive than i am...what if you're mesmerised by her looks..what if you guys chatted so much & then suddenly you don't want me...what will become of me!?!?!? that was why i hugged you so tightly when you sent me home...i really wished that as a DD you can sms sean & let him know that you want to have a talk with me & ask him to leave first...but then, you didn't...was so sad that you chose your friends instead of me...sigh...=(

called you after that & questioned you...somehow, it got heated up & we started again..ended up you said ok la, don't angry le...you done with your anger?? ( in a cute tone of voice cuz' i got so fed up talking to you as you were there making sarcastic remarks & using a sarcastic tone) you told me that you've read about psychology that when a person is flared up, you need to make them even more flared up so that the person can let everything out all at once...i was like..ok, initially i didn't know your intention thus getting so worked up...hmm..thanks DD..i really felt better but not yet better as i've not spent my time with you..

hmm..DD, really thanks for accompanying me till late..i know you were so damn tired last night but then, you just want to make me feel better like you're there for me like that...you wanted to make sure i'm feeling happy that's why you suggested to play the game...hee...DD, thanks a lot..although you didn't do much but then, your accompaniment has already made my day...thanks a lot DD!! 


I LOVE YOU!!



just now when we were lazing around, you were just so cute...*pinch pinch* hee...so CUTE!!!


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self declare off
Saturday, May 24, 2008, 3:41:00 PM
just so tired man..got called up for sby yesterday...did 952..came back this morning...damn tired..i really can't stand liao..reported sick...when on flight yesterday, too giddy, push cart also got problem...sigh....when i got back just reported sick for 638 la..siao 1..sats say that i can still do 638 today..i can't...too much pain le...

too many things happened too..i really am at a loss to what to do man...sigh..first is my sistas la..sigh..just hope they're fine...

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darlings, you guys are going to be fine...no matter what i'll support you alright!! just like how you supported me the other time =)

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then the big quarrel i had with D...sigh...i know, people might say i'm, in the wrong..yea, i did apologised for my mistakes...why can't he just accept it & forget it..i'm like...speechless when i knew i was saying something which wasn't supposed to be said...sigh...i just don't know what i'm doing then...maybe it's been so long since we quarrelled & i'm itching for one...

what the fuck is my problem??


i don't know too...too many things on my mind...i'm just so worried for my sistas...really...this is like the ever first time i've been so worried for my sistas man...like i said before, i don't have much friends..i do have many friends but friends as in the kind that go through thick & thin with me together....i've lots of "hi" "bye" friends...but true friends, nah..only after the day that my sistas helped me got over that incident...i mean as a close friend, if something happened to your close friend, are you going to sit there & do nothing about it? no right?? that's why..they helped me before...i can't sit around & do nothing...

so during that time things had happened, i was in sean's car...waiting for D...at that time i ended school..i didn't know where to go as D was with sean & sista was at wild wild wet..she's having fun what, can't answer her phone de ma..so i called D..he said to meet him at eunos..i'm fine la...then i was like waiting for so damn long but it's ok, sista no 2 was on the line with me..at least i'm occupied with something & time pass fast...when i smsed D to ask him where he was, he said he will reach there at 615 when the time was like 535..wtf..if i had known, i wouldn't have met him there...waste my time...i'd rather meet him at his place...plans were like this...meet him, go his place, have dinner...i wasn't hungry when i called him to let him know that i've reached...but the waiting made me got so hungry you see...when i'm idling, i'll get hungry...that's me..so after that he came...i was on the line with sista...she told me that she's gonna lose her job...i told her not to worry...then after that, D somewhat made fun of my conversation with her...i remembered clearly that i heard what he had said...he said that i was a busybody...that was why i threw my bag at him...was so damn pissed..after the we hung up, i'm already so pissed by what that idiot had done to my sista...i got so mad that i shouted at him..yea, i admited that i sweared vulgarities at him but that was not meant as an insult to him..i sweared that just for the sake of swearing & not meaning anything...he took it serious...i scolded him about him calling me a busybody...& i just blabbered lots to him..that was because i'm damn angry..when i'm angry, i don't even know what i'm saying...when sean drove us to my place, i got down & hailed the cab..sista asked me to..i wanted to take train cuz' i'm damn broke...sista said she will pay the cab (ended up she never la..i also ps what ask from her) somewhat quarrel cuz' of her...went to wild wild wet find her...told her what happened...they saw me so mad...face really black like charcoal..i told them when i'm angry i'm like that...i wanted to bash up a person lor....they told me to relax..after that met up with ash, amelia (ash's gf) & ruikun then go pasta eat..i really siao when i was there...cuz' that's me when i'm down...sigh...i'm just like somewhat distracting myself...i don't want people to see my anger let alone my tears...sigh...after that, i guessed i had too much tobasco that my stomach turned on me...when i was about to reach home, it got so bad that i couldn't even stand...called D, he off his phone...got grace to help me..was crying like mad...it's too painful..i smsed him...he on his phone after that..didn't replied...i got this torture for like an hour before D came...he helped me up...when i crouched it was better but when i stood up, it got worse...sigh...i supposed it was due to gastric juices & tobasco that me feel like i'm in hell...


to D
i'm so sorry that i sweared at you..i didn't mean it...it wasn't meant for you...i sweared for the sake of swearing...been feeling down lately D...i'm so sorry...sigh...i don't know what's wrong with me...i do hope that things will change for the better...sorry D...i didn't mean it..i'm so sorry..i love you!!!


more pictures coming up soon...wait for the next post..

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wow
Monday, May 19, 2008, 8:40:00 PM





















































i know people, you guys are gonna blame me for not updating my blog..i know i've been neglecting it for like so long...but i'm so sorry...just plain lazy or not in the mood to update...so many things had happened...

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shh..let us have a minute of silence for those who lost their lives in the myanmar cyclone & sichuan earthquake..may god bless them..today's vesak day...i really prayed for the world to be a better place...it's just so sad to see lots of lives got lost just within a day...it's too cruel to see them end their lives in this way when they could have a proper burial..sometimes, life is really unpredictable..you won't know when is your last day in this world..so if you have not start to treasure your loved ones, please do now...

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suddenly,



this song just came into my mind...although it's not related to any of these but somehow it's related to the WORLD..sigh....tears just rolled..i just hope that things does change...people from all around the world does help each other =)


this is the original one..go to this website & see..tears will really roll..
http://youtube.com/watch?v=W61Q-EZ8R7M

hmm..alright...let me start my post =)



haha..there's lots to say..but then let the pictures tell you what i've been doing...haha...the ones i took with farhana, hairiani & shann was me doing darwin...haha..too bored..nothing to do..the ones with juvelyn & grace were to erm...i forgotten but then it was juvelyn's second last day..haha...the ones with silah & zerlina was on a thurs where we went to wild wild wet...my!!! it was fun man...& silah, she brought her boy along...so cute!! he has big eyes...hee...i just so love him...apparently, the pictures which were in the later part, i had a hard time to find the perfect smile until after that when i played with akil (silah's boy) finally, am i able to get that perfect shot hee...an achievement eh...haha...got to know some friends from wild wild wet...haha...it was just so fun going there man!!! haha...

well, i'm really lazy to name the stuff that i've done...pictures speaks more than a thousand words lols...hope to blog soon...hee...


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