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countdown: 9 more months
Twitter: Quotes: We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
airport pass day whee....
Wednesday, April 29, 2009, 6:57:00 PM
today i was supposed to go do my airport pass man...i didn't know how...then i was on facebook..hee...val PMed me...so that was how i asked her..i was preparing la, my books la (studying with ben and zen ma) all my stuff...didn't know what bag to use man..then i went to dig my wardrobe for bags i've not been using...found my nike bag and used it la...was clearing some of the stuff inside and guess what, MY BANK BOOK WAS LIKE INSIDE ALL THE WHILE, I THOUGHT I LOST IT AND I'VE NOT BEEN UPDATING FOR MONTHS MAN...THE LAST TIME I UPDATED WAS ON THE 3RD NOV '08 OMG!!!! LOLS...anyways it's like the last few pages of the booklet...need to get one AGAIN!! SPEND TOO MUCH LA...ended up we took a cab down to the airport police...hee hee...took the picture lor...shits la, wanted to take a few pictures with val de...but i think we were talking about work la that's why, got carried away la...my face's so ugly la...haha...but compared to the previous card, this is so much better...haha...wasted, should have taken that nerdy face look lols...but i have to surrender the card bcak to them la...and this was the outcome...my head was somewhat slanted la...that guy who took it didn't tell me...argh...nevermind lor...but still alright la haha...

was supposed to meet up with ben and zen to study de but called ben and sms him, he didn't reply...ended up he was sleeping (that was what dex said cuz' he tried calling his home..) so i went back lor...wanted to study de, ended up clearing my stuff and the whole house lols...not as in clear the whole house la, did the chores i supposed to la...haha...am kinda happy la...it's been really so long since i last did housework...no wonder mum complains...sigh...but nevermind, the house is clean now...haha..the floor isn't sticky and dirty anymore...=D *a great pat on the back..yeah, ended up i burned out my time for studies...didn't studied la...shit lor...nevermind la, fri study before going to work ba...jiayou...i seriously need to at least get a pass man...i don't want to repeat the module again...just hope i can pass then..wish me luck =) jiayou jiayou!!

ended my day by watching tv programmes and updating of blog and emailing someone la...yeah man...parents are back and mum's not nagging like she used to..guess she's kinda happy that i did some housework...but yeah man, she nagged a little about my handphone bill man...argh...all thanks to that someone also la...shit...argh...was thinking of asking mum to upgrade my plan to the unlimited sms would be worth la...cuz' i only have like 500 per month which is so little...but mum would definitely ask me to pay...sigh...don't know la...the most pay lor...just like $25 per month can la...worth it...better than getting bills for like $40++ per month right...

something to share with you guys hee...this is so freaking true!!!

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
2) Guys are more emotional then you think. If they loved you once, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let go in their head, and it hurts every second that they try.
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile...
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what? uh...nevermind." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM !!!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.
10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
11) If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he's really thinking on something.
12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
13) When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
14) If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD or confusing, but somehow are drawn even more to them.
17) A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
18) No guy can handle all his problems on his own; he's just too stubborn to admit it
19) NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them.
20) WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.
21) Even if you dumped a guy months ago and he loved you, he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be for you to come back into his life.

Everything said in this bulletin is TRUE


so is everything there true lols...i find most of them true la hee hee...

another one man...haha...enjoy!!!

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never felt so PLAYED out before!!
, 12:03:00 AM
well, the title says so...rich msged me..apparently, he claimed that it was his gal who did that...fine, i mean who was there when you needed someone the most...what did i get?? anyways, as a friend, i don't want to get anything in return..except that a friend that doesn't ignore me..well, perhaps it was him that msged me after all cuz' i know the way my friends smses me...when there is a difference, i'll be able to spot it..sigh, WHATEVER!!! whether "YOU" read this, it's none of my business..perhaps i'm too naive just like what DD say...so foolish to believe every single word people say...cuz' that's because i trust them, i know how they must've felt...but now...what did i get in return?? being played?? nevermind la..

enough of all these SHIT...just don't want to spoil my night man..being emo and stuff...let's talk about my day today...

flight was fun man...with my damn great crew, ABANG AZRIN & NAJ!!! woots!!! it's been a long time since i last worked with them man....short flight somemore!! KL sector only!!! cockpit crew was michael and this david man!!! it was like so great to have david man...lols...haha...but then, it was shit, we were delayed...due to the weather in SG..there's a storm on the way back...so we need more fuel...did refuelling lor at KL...wow man, it was like my first time doing a flight with 3 crew on board where we need to brief the row 1 pax...woots...i did it with a breeze...lols..kinda nervous la...but overall was alright...must be professional ma...haha...sales wasn't that bad after all la...still got some cash to take home hee...and pay i think is out soon le wor...

after flight went to meet DD at bugis...went to have our meal at this restaurant v8 at level 3...DD said the food not bad...i remembered that was like the first time we met each other with kok peng...indeed, the food was really nice..upload the pics tomorrow man...then after the meal, i just want to go shopping...nothing much lei...but managed to shop the whole of bugis street...got a dress only la..i really love it man...then went to this newly opened place just right beside bugis street...nice place..big and spacious...not all shops are opened...went to the arcade...damn big la..played a few of the machines...wanted to get that piglet but DD says it's kinda difficult...so never wasted somemore cash liao..not cheap lei..ended up DD got me marshmallows...it's nice la..haha...was hungry ma...so sweet of him...then headed back to his home for the 9pm table tennis show...last episode...it was kinda lame cuz' it didn't mention about what really happened for everything man...kinda disappointing...had dinner while watching...then after the show, DD send me back lor =)

tomorrow need to go to the briefing room to get my stuff that i left in the aircraft today then go do my airport pass la..need to go find the building man...hee...need to sleep liao..nites...

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lots to share but more to come...
Monday, April 27, 2009, 11:43:00 PM
well, again i promised to blog like 2days ago but i didn't?? lols..went studying man...then ya, didn't bother to update liao lols...did a breezer flight on sun man...was fun...although it was a long and draggy flight...with airwan ma..haha...had fun la...but thanks to the ICA officer, it ruined my day man..shit her la...still have the cheek to tell me that there's this new system where you can use both your right and left thumb for scanning...but did she ever use her big brains to think that no two thumbprints are identical?? wth la...shit man..talking about this really makes me mad man...argh!!! spoiler..and that stupid capt M_r_ _...said this: you're gonna get into trouble...wth man...as if lor...

after that i popped by town to get my perfume...i always wanted la...omg la, speaking of witch, i'm gonna be broke...but nevermind, cuz' pay's coming man...that was why i wanted to get it...

thanks DD for accompanying me down to get it...well, was tired also...then he had to rush to work...gor called me last minute ask me to go over to yanpeng's house (our dajie)...ok lor...help them get green tea and met gor in his car...he drove me over...we had lotsa fun la...was so hyped up la...not because i was drunk but because i was tired man..haha...then went back lor...

oh yeah man...forgotten to tell you guys about friday...weeeeeee....went to rebel...was fun la...with dex and the rest..something happened with ben la...but nothing serious la, it was a dare so that zhi heng can open another bottle...then met DD there hee...with alvin and sean....haha...it was really a coincidence man...haha..then all thanks to sean i got a free ride home...thanks man =D

alright, i gotta paint my nails then off to bed man...although i slept through just now but still need more rest haha...or not pimples are coming out la...i hate it...nights people!!



was really happy that things started to get better..
hope this lasts..
thanks so much for always being here..
thanks for everything =D
thanks for doting on me too =D
muackz

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Saturday, April 25, 2009, 3:10:00 PM
hee hee...will blog when im back...need to go study man...haha...

it's been so long...
Wednesday, April 22, 2009, 9:46:00 AM
goodness, i've not been blogging for a week...many things happened actually....and another thing, i was too lazy to blog...

alright, a brief description about what happened...
last wed...
went to club with my sista, dexter, grace and her friends...drank quite a lot..and i was getting all high..hee hee...dancing like mad like nobody's business....haha...it was a blast la...except on the few occassions...yeah man, only me, dex and my sista knows what i'm talking about...haha....well, we hate people like that la...toots...haha...a few pictures were taken while at vivo...waiting for "somebody" haha...but ended up got tua-ed...




then again...after clubbing...lots happened...he kept calling...sigh...i know i shouldn't have lied in the first place...but then i still told him the truth ultimately...somewhat hurt cuz' of his words..but finally, he cared so much about me...i was like....it's been so so so long since he last showed concern about me...it's always didn't bother, if not just a short talk over the phone and he hangs up...that's all..i thought he didn't want to care about me anymore...so i chose to ignore...well, nevermind...but after what has happened these few days, i felt that things started to get a change...change for the better i hope...

guess what?? right after i came back from a friend's place, i was feeling all so not good over...went to have a nap...then later in the evening when i started having dinner, it all started!!! i got this nauseous feeling...but i just ignored cuz' i didn't had anything to eat for the whole day...so i just felt so hungry...then i couldn't finish my meal...guess what...after that i started puking like MAD!!! really mad lor..omg...after that i kept drinking warm water to make it feel better...it does helps but each time when i'm so called cooled down, things inside my tummy started churning...then i went in and out again...till the times i went in was like a lot...after that i started feeling better...but then i had diarrhoea shit lor...this time it's worse...puking and diarrhoea...the best part was the diarrhoea wasn't diarrhoea at all..it was like watery...just like urinating...really...it's disgusting i tell you...but i had to suffer...really suffer like mad!!! couldn't take it anymore, reported sick lor...i thought it was due to the liquor i had but no lor...

next morning, went to see the doctor...he said it wasn't due to the liquor i had...even though massive drinking also wouldn't be like that...cuz' by then everything will subside...then i was pondering, what caused this...i didn't asked doc la...i also don't know why...maybe cuz' i was too weak ler ba..really weak like hell man...but one thing i was suspecting it may be due to food poisoning but perhaps mine was the mild kind so ya doc didn't say lor...cuz' he kept asking me what i had...like what food i eat...all these...so that gave me the link lor...doc gave me a JAB...i hate jabs lor...it was so freaking painful...sigh...but that's to stop the puking and diarrhoea...if not no matter how much medication, it will be useless...went to buy porridge AGAIN!! cuz that was like the only food i can eat...then went home lor...was too hungry so ate a few spoonfuls only did i realised that i need to take the medication first on an empty stomach...lols...too hungry liao la...taken the medicine rested awhile and hecked!!! quickly eat lor...then i couldn't finish...so i kept it for dinner...and it started again...puking + diarrhoea AGAIN!!! what a great combination man...went to rest...in fact i was like sleeping the whole day lor...feeling weak all over...friends were concerned...thanks so much people!! love you to bits!!! was feeling better the next day...luckily i didn't went to work man...if not that's it man...cuz' my flight was 3 crew operating and plus juniors...lucky man...phew...if not i think i will be in the hospital liao...haha..won't be blogging lols...feeling better now as days passed...

sigh..i started to miss my sista already...tonight i think meeting her lor...dex tagging along also...seriously these 2 has always been here for me although we've just known each other for like less than a month...i supposed this is what we call fate ba...once met, we're all chatty and crack lame jokes and started all our nonsense...haha...well, i do hope that this lasts...i am somewhat afraid of losing friends...well, they are really nice people..one can don't bother about a morning flight tomorrow and just accompany me when i'm down and another can just come down to find me even though he's in camp...these 2 friends are really what i call a friend in need is a friend indeed...thanks guys...love you to bits man!! hmm...meeting them later too...


about this someone, i don't la...crazy lor...sigh...and i missed those days we had together...well, exams are coming soon i supposed...i took my quiz on mon...hope the result is good..hmm...it also shows my understanding of the subject lor...although some questions i really did it anyhow but i would be more than happy if it's a pass...hopefully this module quickly end...sigh..i know i still have to suffer for another 2 more cuz' they are all maths related...shit man...these kind, cannot run away 1...i need to study and go for classes in order to understand fully the whole of the module...whereas i miss those days that even though i skipped classes, all i have to do is write lotsa nonsense and i can pass with flying colours lor..really...hmm...the fact that i didn't study also can pass...just write something related and i can really pass with flying colours...that's what i like about but then...i can't anymore...those days were over..now it's all the maths kinda module...sigh...hmm...hope this pass by quickly man...i just want to get my cert and graduate happily...and then, i will have more off days and lesser standbys...argh...talked about standbys, i'm having it tomorrow till saturday...i just hope they won't call me up for any flights...argh!!

sun, went out...went to tampines mall...the new japanese brand....nothing much la...he bought a pair of jeans for me...material wise and price wise i feel that it's not as good as compared to giordano lor...mostly all cotton de lei...haha...not really worth it for the price ba...rather you go to cotton on lor..haha...
take care people...




picture of the day...

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009, 8:34:00 PM

Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people. 

1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.
During my second month of college, our professor
gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student
and had breezed through the questions until I read
the last one:

'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?'
Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the
cleaning woman several times. She was tall,
dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name?

I handed in my paper, leaving the last question
blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if
the last question would count toward our quiz grade.

'Absolutely,' said the professor. 'In your careers,
you will meet many people. All are significant. They
deserve your attention and care, even if all you do
is smile and say 'hello.'

I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her
name was Dorothy.

2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain

One night, at11:30 p.m., an older African American
woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway
trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had
broken down and she desperately needed a ride.
Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car.
A young white man stopped to help her, generally
unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man
took her to safety, helped her get assistance, and
put her into a taxicab.

She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his
address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a
knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a
giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A
special note was attached..

It read:
'Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway
the other night. The rain drenched not only my
clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along.
Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying
husband's bedside just before he passed away... God
bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving
others.'

Sincerely,
Mrs. Nat King Cole.

3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those
who serve.


In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less,
a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and
sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in
front of him.

'How much is an ice cream sundae?' he asked.

'Fifty cents,' replied the waitress.

The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and
studied the coins in it.

'Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?' he inquired.

By now more people were waiting for a table and the
waitress was growing impatient.

'Thirty-five cents,' she brusquely replied.

The little boy again counted his coins.

'I'll have the plain ice cream,' he said.

The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on
the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice
cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress
came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the
table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish,
were two nickels and five pennies..

You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had
to have enough left to leave her a tip.

4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.

In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a
roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if
anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the
king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by
and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the
King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did
anything about getting the stone out of the way.


Then a peasant came along carrying a load of
vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the
peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the
stone to the side of the road. After much pushing
and straining, he finally succeeded. After the
peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed
a purse lying in the road where the boulder had
been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note
from the King indicating that the gold was for the
person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The
peasant learned what many of us never understand!

Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve
our condition.

5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...

Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a
hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who
was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only
chance of recovery appeared to be a blood
transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had
miraculously survived the same disease and had
developed the antibodies needed to combat the
illness. The doctor explained the situation to her
little brother, and asked the little boy if he would
be willing to give his blood to his sister.

I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a
deep breath and saying, 'Yes I'll do it if it will
save her.' As the transfusion progressed, he lay in
bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did,
seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his
face grew pale and his smile faded.

He looked up at the doctor and asked with a
trembling voice, 'Will I start to die right away'.

Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the
doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his
sister all of his blood in order to save her.


Most importantly.................. 'Work like you
don't need the money, love like you've never been
hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching.'

NOW more than ever - Peace...Pass It On.....






something just hit me...i felt that this email was rather meaningful..hmm..it applies to us in every single way man...hmm..just hope you guys reading this will somewhat give a thought about this hee hee...

hmm..had a damn shitty flight today...it was TR 326/224....my DEAR JUNIOR, she was like so argh!! i was being bossed around like a junior lor...of course i told her off...cuz' i can't stand people who's so much junior than me telling me what i should or what i have to do..

when refuelling was done, she just stood at the galley doing nothing..nevermind, i told her to please come and help..then i didn't know how long she took to eventually come out from that god damn galley...argh!! guess what comes after that?? i was standing in front to wait for the other pax to load the bags up in the compartment...she just somewhat use her body weight to push me just to get in front of me for god knows what reason...wtf?!?!? nevermind...usually i do have time to brief my overwing...but now, both me & weina didn't had the time...all thanks to her lor...so after doors are closed, i went to arm my door and did the safety demo...after demo, guess what?? i was being told off by her AGAIN!!! she told me to leave the safety demo on top of the galley and go check the cabin...wtf!! it's supposed to be the senior telling a junior this, not the other way round...shit her...i told her off by saying, i know what i'm supposed to do, i know my job better than you do so please stop bossing around what i should or should not do and besides, i can't check the cabin fyi cuz' i've yet to brief my overwing...argh!!! and walked off in a huff very angrily...argh!!! nevermind...she sleeps during take off and landing...her excuse was: oh, i'm sick, i'm not feeling well...bullshit la...if you're not feeling well, tired or whatsoever, THAT'S YOUR F***ING PROBLEM LA...you should rest at home instead of coming to work...please lor, when i'm sick, i do take a rest and also, i still do my job and not letting others do it cuz' it's unfair doing 2 persons job...try doing that on this 4sectors...it's god damn busy and rushing and yet i'm like doing 2 persons job...plus she drew the line really clearly lor...so i also did likewise...wth la...argh!!! after flight, she got FR-ed followed by a warning letter...

it was like so omg-ish...have never ever seen that before...reason being, she was sleeping during take off and landing...it's a serious case lor...she just doesn't care...wth la...i think whoever's with her during evacuation, sure die ah...she won't know what to do ba i supposed...don't even know where's the expiry date for the survivor kit and said there's no expiry date...wtf...please la, open your god damn big eyes to see and check la...

alright alright, enough of all these...need to stop talking about this...well, these few days, i'm being happy =) thanks =) haha...

need to sign off soon...school tomorrow...shit lor and i missed my quiz...argh...nevermind...

and now time for the pictures i took with my dear sandy... hee hee...muackz, love you to bits...next time i know who to call liao hee hee








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studying time
Saturday, April 11, 2009, 4:01:00 PM
it's a boring today man...sigh...will be studying later...plus do my mask at the same time...mon will be my quiz...just hope i can pass...but seriously due to the lessons that i've not attended sigh, i think i won't be able to pass lor...sian...nevermind...just try my best...will need to practice more...

called him lotsa times didn't answer..i know he's sleeping but then, it's weird...went to my fb and saw that he came back to play his racing app at like 1140am but he didn't give me a call...well, nevermind...i supposed he doesn't want to meet..then don't meet...perhaps he saw the post i wrote yesterday, got fed up and just gave up...fine...i was just so pissed cuz' i didn't have enough sleep yesterday...thus kinda have this temper, pissed and feeling emotional...nevermind then, what's said been said...WHATEVER...

had fun last night with sandy..haha...she's crazy lor..sandy, next time go again ah..haha...my pictures...hee...

will be studying...bless me =D






above were the pictures taken when it was swissport's last day =) my kak kak..hee...jas....


even if you've read yesterday's post,
my post will still remain,
every word of it is still true...
perhaps i'm driven to a corner already..
perhaps i got blown up..
perhaps i can't hold on any longer...
perhaps i'm just afraid..
whatever it is,
i don't know..
and i certainly hate that feeling!!!
please, enlighten me one day!!

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so disappointed!!!
Friday, April 10, 2009, 3:14:00 PM
it's really tiring for me man..i just came back from perth this morning..wow, after sending everyone else home, i'm the last...it's always the case cuz' i stay the furthest...reached home about 5am...perth flight was alright except that there's some stupid mistakes i did...my mind was filled with lots haha...nevermind..
after i've landed, guess what?? i thought HE would be asleep by then looking at the time...it was about 320am when i msged HIM...yeah, so i supposed HE's asleep...but no, the reply was, i watching movie lei... =.="
as if i know YOU are watching movie..HELLO for god's sake, i wasn't even aware that you went to the movies...YOU didn't have the courtesy to let me know...i was always the last to know...is it that difficult?!?!?!? i'm not asking you to report to me where you've been but at least let me know where you are so that i know...this is like so different from reporting lor...please....sigh...it has always been the case where i smsed YOU and only then you let me know where you are...it's like?!?!?!?!?! since you want it that way, i'll make you pay your own coin then...it wasn't like this when YOU wanted me back that badly...IT WASN'T!!!!

what do you take me for?? an idiot??? it's been so many times man...even though on tues...YOU went out, still had the cheek to ask how did i know?? isn't it obvious over that phone call?? YOU called while i was in the movies and the way YOU sounded, YOU sounded like YOU were so DELIGHTED that i was outside with my friends...wth!!!!! OBVIOUSLY YOU didn't want me to tag along so that YOU can go out with that SOMEBODY to that many places...wth!!!

ah, f*** whatever...since YOU wanted it this way, i see that there's no need to let YOU know my whereabouts..the next time we want to meet, i'll just tell YOU whether i'm free to meet or not...plus meeting YOU up is kinda bored...i'm so sorry to say that...do you know why?? after patching up, i felt that we're just like the same as before...how was it like when we patched up for the first 2 weeks...YOU should know better...after that 2 weeks, GOODNESS!!!! everything is just the same as before...WHAT THE F*** WERE ALL THE SWEET TALK THAT YOU SAID OVER THE PHONE WHEN YOU WANTED A PATCH?!?!?!? do you still remember?? i've already told you that those were just sweet talk!!! talk is cheap come on!!! YOU insisted that YOU'll prove it...where is it then?? WHERE!?!??!?! this is just all shit talking man...am just so sick and tired of this...when is this f***ing shit gonna stop??!!?!? huh?!?!?!?

please, do YOU even know what the god damn hell is the definition of ACCOMPANY??? to be by one's side, to keep company with, to go out together and to tag along with...so does any of these fits in whenever i'm over at your place?? i'm so sorry but it doesn't fit in...just on wednesday, i went over to your place...what did we do?? yeah, basically i went to sleep cuz' i was tired...well, that's because YOU were playing YOUR god damn online game!!!! i was BORED to tears so i went to sleep...after that you should know what we did...even despite me being tired...wth...after all, what do you take me for?? then i was really sleeping, you were watching YOUR movie...can't YOU be the least considerate to like somewhat lower down the volume or perhaps use something called the ear piece to listen??? i got irritated but was too lazy to tell you off...then after watching YOUR movie, YOU went to pack YOUR stuff....guess what? this time it was even worse...YOU slammed things here and there...that i got a shock...i think you're the only guy that would do things like that while someone else is sleeping...wth lor...next time round when you're sleeping i shall do the same man...then you know what it's like being irritated...after that we had dinner then to accompany YOU to get YOUR stuff..at least it was like something we did together...then went back continue to watch the tv programme and went back...wth!!!! this is what we call, a waste a time...i could have done something much more meaningful than this...

sigh, WHATEVER...i've never been happy for once, NEVER!!!! i'm not the kind where i would be so calculative over stuff, but i guess somehow, i should man...i should towards YOU!!! have it ever occured to YOU what it's like now?? the relationship between us...this isn't what we called LOVE...is this LOVE??? i doubt so...stop telling me that all those that were once happy moments were honeymoon period blah blah...if 2 people love each other deeply, would this ever happened?? everyday would still be honeymoon...it's true...i've seen it all...i've seen friends who's been together for many years are still a loving couple, with no arguements or whatsoever that we're experiencing now...so tell me now,


WHAT THE FREAKING HELL IS LOVE ALL ABOUT?!!?!?!?!

i'm just so pissed whenever i mention this...it's just so sickening to have someone like him...it's like having no one lor...i'm so sorry that i had to put it this way man...so sorry...



what in the world has become of us?
why are you still the same?
not talking about how i was..but
why?
why isn't how is was supposed to be..
as how you promised..
why??

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tired man..
Sunday, April 5, 2009, 11:14:00 PM
wow, it has been 3 days...3 f***ing days that i've been working non-stop...plus the best part, delayed flights and all junior crews...omg...plus i got maligned for no reason...CICs were saying i'm senior blah blah shouldn't be doing this and that...but the problem is, i'm not at fault...it's junior that's making me mad man!! sigh....i don't know those juniors know their work anot...you should know that those flights, must quickly rearrange the bags if not when the other pax puts in another bag, no space liao, then you have to waste time to rearrange the bags..then nevermind, during service, i was like an idiot waiting with the setted up cart...while the junior who was a smart alec, went to take orders from the back..wth...ended up i got scolded for no reason...whatever la...it's already bad enough you know that you have to do the delayed flights...

thurs 936 delayed till about 1130 then we're done...waited for cab till about 3 i reached home..
fri 638 delayed again..reached home at 7 or 8am...
sat 484 luckily not delayed and it was a breeze flight...got back at 4am..

see how tiring anot...

today basically, went to ikea to look for my furniture, nothing to buy..popped by imm...went to eat with family...at ichiban...damn full man hee...then proceeded to giant to look for my furniture again...all out of stocks...toots...coming back another day when i'm free ba...hmm...room's packed but still in a mess..just need some cupboards and cabinet then it'll be neat...argh...it's been a week liao that my things are still left lying around...shit lor...

downloading games for my psp and ds...haha..it's been ages since i last touched them..haha...then off to sleep liao...

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had a great time
Wednesday, April 1, 2009, 8:33:00 PM
today's school again...finally, am picking up the missing pieces from accounting...starting to crawl up by taking a step at a time...was so happy that my balance sheet and stuff, i did it myself and know where to put the figures...and how to label it...hee..so glad!!! a pat on the back for me..then i decided to pamper myself haha...

went there early..cuz' once i end school i went there straight..hee...while on the way there...sigh..had a slight arguement...don't really know whether it's called an arguement anot...just don't like it...in fact, i hated it to the core!!! what's wrong with going to club?? i've only been there for like 4times...that's it...and please, it's not as if i didn't say i don't want to meet you and go to club..i wanted to meet you then go there straight...there's still time for each other...it's you lor...i just don't know why you kept emphasizing on me being addicted...please, i am not...wth la...i'm not having the best of both worlds...but then, what i wanted was to just relax and have fun...i don't always go to sj lor...i go to pubs also...wth la..you think i always go to sj...sigh..nevermind..but then again, if you don't like me going there, why not you just sms me and let me know, ask me not to go then...well, i think i should stop talking about it...sigh..the more i mention about this, the more i'm getting fed up...sigh...nevermind...after that i don't feel like going liao...then told him..guess what...he said he meeting his friend for supper...f*** la...then in the first place don't say such hurtful things la...shit you!! and please, i want to repeat this again!!!

IT'S NOT THAT I DON'T WANT TO MEET YOU...I DIDN'T SAY I DON'T WANT TO...I WANTED TO BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY, IN WHICH PART OF MY SENTENCE DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND MY ENGLISH...ARGH!!!

went to meet farhana at mohd sultan rd. to do my nails...it's really nice lor..then suddenly i decided to go do waxing..what an experience hee...painful but it's really smooth and everything is really out man...will go there again...it's like only $40 lor...cheap right...where can you find such a deal?? underarms is like 13...cheap lor...then went home liao..

i missed him just so suddenly, wanted to cry and hug him..smsed him..guess what he replied?? when we free then hug...wtf!!!!!!!! whatever la...don't need to free then hug la huh...i don't want a hug anymore liao...it's alright...shit lor...argh!!! and then, he started it again...wtf!!!! i wasn't angry liao...was appeased liao...then it has to happen...and it was him who didn't want to start this...whatever la huh...i don't want to bother...am sick and tired of it liao...

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