sat, 22nd mar

haha...i didn't get activated...woots!!! lucky me...but then, things didn't turned out right today...hmm...although i was happy that i didn't got activated but then, lots of things happened...just like last time, i didn't update until i'm free..i came back this morning at around 5am...did shenzhen ma...delayed...damn the stupid ground staff there la..know what they said??oh must wait for the 952 pax to clear the immigrations & customs before we can close the door & go back home...inside me was like WTF??!?!?! wasting our precious time...this is so unlike KL or those flights that we go once a week..shenzhen is an everyday flight what...damn!!! if they want to send any other pax back to SG can do that the next day la...hello, people need to go back sleep de lor!! you think what ah..your dad owns the place??? i want to go home early de lor...argh!!! but flight was fun..with zeanty as CIC, idzwan & moon...basically, i felt kind of bad la leaving moon at the aft but then, i did told her to come to the front ma...she didn't...she didn't have initiative la...which i felt can be improved...she kept looking at me doing my stuff but not ask if she can help in any way or do something else...i felt uneasy when someone's looking at me doing my work..like there's so much things to do...you can continue folding the paper hand towels what...instead, she just chucked it aside..sian...i have to really do everything la...after doing go chat with zeanty...eat & eat...haha...after that daddy came..reach home so late ler....can tell daddy also tired la...sleep ler then i woke up but then i went back to sleep again...at first i can't sleep de then after that woke up i just lay on my bed & close my eyes...after that went to sleep again..deep sleep somemore...thought i will get activated that's why when darling ask me to go over to his place i was kind of reluctant...hmm...well, seriously i was waiting for him to reply whether to come to my place ma...he also got no intention...if he wants he'll ask me about it ler...so i just pretend & let it be la...haiz...just don't understand man...why?? hmm..it's ok...anyway, in a relationship i feel that you have to give in...is it so difficult? well, it's ok though..i've sorted out the thinking while on the phone with D...hmm..what i meant by lots of things happened was...D had a quarrel with his dad...just because his dad didn't talk to him nicely...due to his temper, he smashed things & actually shouted at his dad...hmmm...if i were him i would have done so cuz' i'm not in the wrong...but on the other hand, why can't i think of it this way where maybe his dad might have some problems that he didn't want his family to worry about...true enough, his dad told him that he has lost his job...sometimes i feel that life is just like that...that fragile...especially in a job...once you lost your job, everything is nothing...you need to support your family...this is what andrew did tell us about, the mid-life crisis...well, coming to think of this, i hope D's dad can find another soon...everyone really relies on him...hmm...it's so difficult not having a job...i've learnt something from there...that is to save up even more for rainy days...also, to be able to forsee this mid-life crisis...sad la...just pray hard that D's dad can find a job quickly...

fri, 21st mar

did 308 with idawaty, kenji & hidayah ( junior)was supposed to be orchid & daph...daph was sick la...orchid i don't know...wanted to meet daph up for lunch de..but then she said she not going for flight so i go there early & had BK myself lor...know what? it's my first time using the AUSTON student pass buying a student meal cuz' i also broke ler, need to save money..after buying cam no $$$ ler...that guy who took my order didn't believe that i was a student cuz' i went there with my full make-up done except the lipstick...haha...i got my meal, had it & went to work...that's how i know orchid wasn't working...i was like yay!!! anyways, i didn't like working with her...she's like....so rude lor...whatever...daddy came to fetch me hee...so good la...i know, thursday, i didn't do a proper post...hmm...well, i really forgotten what i did...oh, i went to D's house..then we slept lor...saw each other's tanned skin & slapping against each other's back..haha...i slapped his knee cap he started taking revenge by slapping my back...woooooo...was so shiok eh...haha...was fun though...it's been a long time since we played together hee...muackz...the thought of it really made me laugh...after that, he played his new game on DS...he sian liao so he played patapon la...know what???? i've finally got through the stage in patapon that i've been stuck for so long...hee...

wed, 19th mar

didn't go to school..didn't feel like it...cuz' i went to tan on tues right?? was aching all over & my voice...it has never been better...so i decided not to go to school but just lazing around at D's place hee...

tues, 18th mar

went suntanning & to take my printer too (: met at around 11 over at je...went there, so many people la..thought there wasn't anyone...bought the tickets & took the tram....guess what, the sky's gray...argh!!! when we reached, went to find a spot...actually is D la...he continued walking so i followed lor...passed cafe de mal..he showed me the place he had his shop chalet..then we found a spot & sat there...while walking, he kept cursing that it'll rain..which i don't think so cuz' i can see the sun popping out (: don't know what happened suddenly...D's temper came...he didn't want to talk to me...felt sian...he spoilt my mood man!!! argh!!! i hated it...not in the mood to suntan...somewhat quarrelled...hmm...after that, he's feeling better le...haha...after tanning, went to get printer then go town meet ah li & ah na...haha..they shock hee..after that watch movie..rule #01 haha..not scary at all lor...bleahz..

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