finally i got my day off man!!! whew...it's been a tiring day for me...

on friday, DD booked out...after my 986 i went to meet him at lot1..since i was there so early, i went to shop around at watsons...got some stuff which amounted to a total of 23 plus dollars...not too bad...then after that i met him outside mac...he was carrying his heavy bag...haha..then he needs to get his belt punched...as in punched with holes...if not he's going to get an earful...soon after that, we took 67 to his house...rested awhile, ate the bee hoon that his mum cooked...was a little serving though..i was damn hungry but it didn't matter...went home after the 9pm show...reached home about 1030..updated my fdp then went to sleep ler..

i had to do 714 the next day...i need rest...woke up slightly later...but still the same...i'm just tired...DD said he's meeting lily, fiona & yong yong after sending me to work...it was nice of him to send me there...we were early..so i went to cold storage to get my groceries for the flight later...once done, we parted our ways...DD went to causeway to repair his hp..he took 858 all the way..i supposed he can sleep throughout the journey there...i went for flight...we were back 10mins early...since i told daddy to fetch me at 12am..then i wait lor...cuz' i didn't know whether we'll be delayed or not...when i was outside waiting for daddy, DD called..i asked him where he was, he said he was on his way going home...i said ok..i'm waiting for daddy to pick me up then go to his house for the vodka that i wanted to drink since last week...when i reached home, bathe & quickly got ready to leave..while on the way, DD called...he asked me where i was, i said nearing his block...he mentioned, everyone's waiting for you lei...like my fault like that...i've already told him in the sms just now not to wait for me & have the drink first as i might be quite late...he didn't want to listen, wanted to wait for me, MY FAULT AH?!?!!? then i told him la, you guys can drink first what, don't have to wait...then he said everyone's so tired le lor...then now so late le...i told him it's ok what, you guys can start drinking first de ma...or not you can tell me another day lor..he said but then you insisted what...i said you can always reject me de ma..he said you insisted it since last week...i'm so pissed la..HE'S tired only la, THEY tired only la....WHAT TIME I WOKE UP?? HOW MANY HOURS OF FLIGHT I DONE?? DADDY LATE MY FAULT ALSO LA?!!?!? what the hell man!! can't he be like more understanding!!! so when i reached, i wasn't really happy...my mood has been spoit by him ler lor...but then, i felt so welcomed by alvin...he didn't mind waiting lor...unlike DD!!! ah yong was using the com...i know he's tired but then he didn't make any noise..it was the first time i saw him botak lols...

we started drinking le...alvin really drank so much...i drank 2 cups only...DD la...the second one, he poured more vodka than sprite...argh!!! i was begining to feel tipsy liao...after that cup, i wanted to try how raspberry vodka tasted like...so i asked DD to pour lor...only a quarter la...then i just drink a little then pass to DD..he helped me..he didn't drink much until alvin started to get emo...then he offered to share the drink with him....it's the first time i saw alvin behaving like that...he's not the alvin i once knew...but after that he was fine...after vomitting & letting it all out...

after that, we decided to let alvin ton over at DD's place...with his condition like that, it's better for him to go home the next day..DD send me home...he was walking so quickly man..the feeling that he's giving me was like...quickly send her home..walk faster so that she'll walk faster..he didn't spoke a single word...i asked him why..he said he was tired...ok fine...HE'S TIRED AYE!!! let me tell you!!! I'M TIRED TOO LOR!!! fuck man!!! no hugs, no kisses...what is this...he just stood in the lift when i walked out of the lift...what the hell...don't know what's wrong with him...if he's tired, he could've just stayed at home & rest more..don't have to send me to work...i did tell him...he could've just told me when he was going home that he's tired & we can have that vodka another day...well, after perth, i was tired too ok!!!!! what sia...you think the whole world, you're the one & only one that's tired??? sigh...can't you be more understanding a little?? i'm tired but yet i still want to meet you..it's the thought & effort that counts!!! why can't you just be that sensitive...just cuz' you're tired, it gives you the permission to vent your anger how you like...let me tell you, I'M NOT SOMEONE WHOM YOU CAN VENT YOUR ANGER ON!!! just to let you know, he wasn't like this when we were all talking...when they were talking about his NS training..we were all chatting happily lor...argh...why draw your lines so clear...why didn't you vent your anger on them??? argh!! it's so unfair!!!

i really can understand how he felt...it's like how i felt when DD wasn't there for me the last time...all he cares was about his friends & that he made the excuse saying that there wasn't time left for his friends as he's going NS soon & that for me, we can always meet...that kind of hurt, that kind of feeling...i understood...what i can say is

ALVIN, BE STRONG...THERE'S LOTS OF GIRLS OUT THERE...I'M VERY SURE THAT YOU CAN FIND A BETTER GIRL...DON'T BE SO SAD!! IT'S HER LOST THAT SHE DIDN'T HAVE YOU...& ABOUT THAT GUY, HE'S JUST A JERK...I DON'T THINK THAT HE'S SUCH AN UNDERSTANDING BOYFRIEND...IF HE WAS, LETTING HIS GIRLFRIEND SAYING HI TO YOU, HE WOULDN'T BE JEALOUS...IT'S JUST A HI!! CHEER UP ALVIN!!!

i'm watching don't mess with the zohan online now...was figuring out the stupid hack for my psp just now...DD didn't help much...i just don't understand why he got so agitated for??!?!? after sending me his hack, he got so angry saying, you think so easy ah, must copy this & that...he asked me to try it out only then i know...after trying it out, i was just merely following instructions & IT WAS DAMN EASY LOR!!! not difficult at all..it's just that i couldn't understand why in that cheat menu, it was all blank...what i want was to play patapon with the cheat cuz' i just can't get past that stage that i'm stuck with...i just want DD to help me...that difficult meh?? i missed him so much...i just don't want to get love sick that's why i've been playing lots of games to try & make myself occupied with stuff so that i can pass each day quickly...& for all i know, friday's here...that's the reason why...once i'm hooked on the game, i will be HOOKED ON...so can't you understand me DD?!?!?!?! argh...don't know why you got so pissed!!!

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