i got back this morning..was really tired...it was after so long did i took eddy!!! he was so nice to help me & saleha got a cab...didn't want to be in seperate cab though...haha...but then no choice..i paid a dollar more to get home...squeeze with people i don't know....
days has been much better..*i'm still trying* but then it's still hard...i don't know what happened to me la...for the past few days going to work you know what?????
i felt just so suddenly my mind went just white...then i will have that kind of weird feeling & all of a sudden i can't see anything *even though i'm sitting down* i tried to do something so that i won't feel this way...still the same..this comes & goes...hmm...i don't know why & what happened...i wanted to call you as always, when i'm having this kind of problem, you will always know what to do but now, i know i can't...
*melissa, you have to be stronger...* i told myself that...but yet each day passes & i'm getting weaker...sigh...
on my flight yesterday, praveen said that i've grown slimmer...i was like shocked...he was the first person who told me that after so long...did i really grown slimmer?? what happened to me?? all these that's coming to me...sigh...
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