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sigh..
Tuesday, December 9, 2008, 12:28:00 PM
i'm still thinking about what happened 2days ago...what he really wants...i know when this is posted out, people will start asking him...but please, don't!!!

just came back from 952 this morning...we couldn't get anybody to fetch us back home...sigh...ended up we took this new guy & he appeared to be wendy's friend...charging a dollar cheaper...he's called edward....at least there's a name...next time we know who to call if there's nobody...fast sia back home...he got this nokia navigator handphone...cool man!!! if next time i drive, i will want to have that handphone...all you have to do is just to key in the place you want to go & it'll guide you just like a street directory...except that it can talk la...telling you where to exit & all...so cool lor...lols...you don't have to pay any charges to it...just to on when you need it...at first, i thought edward needs to somewhat pay a fee just to send us back...but he said no, he don't have to...omg!!! this is crazy...cuz' i thought need to pay like some GPRS charges but don't need lei...haha...can consider getting that handphone if you drive a lot on road ba...haha...not bad not bad...

i thought i had to do my 4 sectors...but am so luckily i don't have to do...thanks jay!!! cuz' i reached home at like 6am lei...by the time wash up all that...i have less than 10 hours liao...so i'm going to be really tired lor...edward was so nice to send me till my block there...daphne didn't mind..so nice of her too...got reminded of him...how sean used to send me back home & he will be the one sending me all the way up...really miss him...sigh...

i got to sleep as soon i can...was so tired...after that i got woken up by my brother's dj max game...it was so loud lor...wanted to get back to sleep de..but i can't la...i don't know...nowadays getting less sleep...in fact i can't sleep at times...meals wise really that bad too...sigh...although i don't cry as much as i did the last week but then, it really is hard...i got reminded of him time & time & again...how i wished sometimes, i get knocked down by a car or something that can erase this...i want to get on with life like how he is now...when i met him 2 days ago, he was so much carefree...told me lots of things about his days the last week...unlike last time, he didn't even bothered to tell me things...but just look at his labtop, search for things then play his games & like never talk much about his stuff la...was really happy he opened up...but then....sigh...i really wish la...

keep telling myself, you mustn't think this way...get a life!!! move on...somehow or rather, i just can't lor...i don't know why...i know, i can't make excuses for myself...sigh...but why am i still making all these excuses??? argh!!! i start to hate myself....why? for things that i had done in that relationship...if i wasn't like that, maybe things may work out & doesn't turn out like that....sigh...nevermind, it's over, no point regretting melissa!!!

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