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argh
Friday, February 29, 2008, 11:48:00 AM
felt so fed up yesterday la..i really don't have the time to blog..will update you (: doing perth later..need to prepare now..dad's so good..he went to buy my lunch for me (: hee..

i miss you so much darling!! really look forward to seeing you next week..next week quickly pass!!!

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008, 12:18:00 AM
yesterday i started off by going to the doc's..wa, i went there around 1130am la..then the registration counter put this big notice:
DUE TO OVERWHELMING CROWD, ALL VISITS HAVE BEEN BROUGHT FORWARD TO 130PM..
i didn't care la cuz' at the very last end, there's this notice that says if we still want to see the doctor, we can still register but then we must come in at 130pm..got myself registered & i went to have lunch...sms darling what time he's ending his lesson..he said around 430pm..so i intend to go home, bathe, pack my stuff & meet him..before my shower, i went to pack my stuff first..as i just came back & it's so damn hot!!! the weather that is..hee..if only i could go sun-tanning..*dreams* (: went out carrying my heavy bag (labtop inside ma) lug it all the way to the doctor's..need to wait ma..so while killing time...i played my ds..that zelda game..haha..fun lor..in the midst of cracking that problem..see doctor ler, i sms darling..
me: i'm done with the doctor's just need to wait for medication
darling: i going striaght to vivo after school to buy L toy (deathnote's character)
me: ok so where to meet & what time to meet?
darling: i going with weiwen so i meet you at 5pm at my house downstair..
me: orh..then i need to kill that 2hrs myself ler...( it was 3pm at that time) don't know what to do..
was kind of sad when he told me that la cuz' i didn't know what to do for that 2hrs..moreover, i'm carrying my labtop around..it's so heavy & i'm sick..he didn't even care..never even bothered to reply..so i was thinking where to go..sms sam she also busy doing her work..then i saw mac..cuz' there's wireless there ma so can watch MY GIRL (that korean show) there..went there..first reaction, sian!!! there's a group of river valley girls who just ordered their meal only..so i sat beside their table & wait lor..anyway got 2hrs to spare..was intending to get food de..but then i just had my lunch like an hour ago...perhaps i should get it when the girls are gone & when i get to set my labtop up (: while waiting, there's really nothing to do..then suddenly darling called..
darling: where are you now?
me: at mac..was thinking of killing time there by using my labtop
darling: orh..we never go vivo ler..
me: huh? why? ( thought it's cuz' of me)
darling: no la, weiwen don't want go so i wed then go lor..
me: hmm..if you want go out with your friends or do your thing it's ok de..i can wait..
darling: no la..weiwen sending me home now..
me: hmm..then like that you want i accompany you go vivo..but you want to go home back to change?
darling: ya..
me: ok then see you later..
just left mac like that lor..luckily didn't order any food lor..haha..reached his place ler..wait downstaris..play zelda hee (: completing the quest mah..then darling came ler..he say wei..i didn't hear..thought it was someone else..then he appeared in front of me..so went up lor..he wanted to rest first before going out..so i go sleep also la..haha..so tired also..i slept at 4am the day before..tell you later why....
ended up sleep until about 830pm when darling's feeling hungry so we had our dinner..watch tv with his parents..he told his dad he going bangkok..his dad say who..he didn't want to let him know he's going with me, so he said with his friends..after that when he was outside & i was playing games, he told me his dad told him this year is not a good year to go on holiday...i was like....diao..was looking forward to it already & this has to happen..don't know real ma..hmm..then at 9pm, we play games..until 10pm went back to sleep again..about 1030pm we started talking about last morning..i cried ma..he said sorry..he didn't mean it..i told him i'm so scared la..the way he's like that...if he ever have this kind of thinking, i told him to look at that video he took when i was behaving like a kid..he laughed..then he remembered that he recorded my frustration & crying conversation with him haha..we laughed..11pm finally, he sent me home (: kissed me goodbye & off he went..*sobx*
sunday was a horrible night for me..about 11pm i sms darling ma..then he didn't reply..was thinking whether he wants to chat online or on the phone for just awhile..he didn't reply..so i called him..he didn't answer..this made me suspect him..i know it's wrong but given this kind of situatuion, i'm sure you guys will too right? told sam about it..she finds it weird too..cuz' this isn't like darling..so i called him the second time..he didn't answer too..the third & i gave up..i was watching MY GIRL was appearing offline..it was about 1230am la..so about 120am i think he was online..but he appeared offline straight..msn him didn't reply..call him again..was so frustrated..didn't know what's going on..thought i did something that made him ignore me..but i was thinking, no..i didn't..so i called & called until he picks up the call & the first thing he said was: YOU'RE IRRITATING!! omg!! how it hurts!! i didn't cared..asked him what's this about..why he's become like that..he just replied i'm irritating...feeling damn sad..i kept asking why..didn't reply..he left his cell aside & let me continue the talking..finally i broke down...cried & feeling frustrated..didn't know what to do but wanting to find out how he's feeling..was so worried..i ignored him saying that i'm irritating..cuz' i didn't cared about that anymore..i just want to know how is he..cried madly for like 1h30mins...he didn't answer so i ended the call & called again & again..he didn't pick up..until finally about 315am...he picked up..told me not to cry anymore ler..in a nice tone..( that's cuz' he has fight the devil inside him..) i told him la..if he don't want to talk or want to do his stuff, he can always tell me but i don't want him to ignore me..it's so miserable..he said sorry..hee..everything was fine ler..he asked me why i cried..i told him if i didn't cared or don't even love him, why should i get so frustrated & cry?? he said nothing..then he told me about the plans to taiwan & that if he didn't have enough cash, we go somewhere nearer..bangkok..i'm fine..then after that he disturb me..hee..laugh ler..then awhile more he went to sleep ler..hee..now that everything's alright, i'm glad!! thanks sam that you were there (: muackz!!!
darling, sorry la..i know yesterday i shouldn't do that too..like disturbing your sleep..but because i was so worried for you do you know..don't do that again alright?? you pormised me ler..!! don't break your promises ah..muackz!! i love you!!

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i'm sick!!
Sunday, February 24, 2008, 7:16:00 PM

i'm sick!!! haha..in a way it's good as i'll be able to so call declare myself for off lols..sometimes it really depends on who you are really working with..if you're working with people who are boring, you can get boring too cuz' you won't know what to talk about to each other..as for me, i'm lucky though (: all flight i've done has been peaceful for me minus the shortage thingy..just feel that why people, when they are in need of money just want to take somethings that doesn't belong to them..i mean, don't they think it's unfair to just take things which doesn't belong? is it a thrill doing this? well, you won't feel the thrill if the company found out & you'll get terminated..by then, it's too late!! p.s. i will always remember what mag said..company can always find means & ways to terminate you even though you did that dishonest act..they can create another story for you to be terminated..so don't play with them man!! i just came back from shenzhen at 0725 hrs..how tiring..the actual time was 1815 for our reporting time la..(this was yesterday) i left house quite late already la..supposed to leave house at 1600hrs..ended up i left house at 1630hrs...was quite late already...when i was almost reaching jurong east mrt, damn..mag called me la..sian..know what she said??


mag: where are you now

me: reaching je lor

mag: sats call me & told me that our flight has been re-timed

me: huh..what time? i left hourse already leiz...on the way to work ler lor

mag: hee..i still at home..re-timed to 2030hrs..i called you ma cuz' i know you sick (that's cuz' i did a flight with her yesterday so she knows) so i want you rest more at home lor..

me: huh..why they never call us earlier..sian..what can i do lor??

mag: go home la..

me: don't want la..come out already..maybe go there have dinner lor...haha..t1 or t2..

mag: ok lor..see you later la..bye

me: bye


diaoz..if you receive this kind of call you sure sian one right..last minute lor..the stupid sats also don't know how to call me first..know where i stay ma??? i stay far lor...should call those people who stay far ma...after my call with mag then they calll me..sian..i was like..ok i'm outside already..it's like, no point telling me now la..wtf..argh!!! but it's ok..was going to be late initially ended up being there extra early..don't know what to do..called emy..don't know what's wrong with her cell..she called back i told her whether she knows about the re-timed thingy..she said ya..just as she was about to leave house, sats call so she walk back home la..if only i'm like that at least not so bad, could have rested more at home man..argh!! ended up i asked her want to meet up for dinner..she said ok..meet at 1800hrs at t1..i reached t2 cuz' we ended up changing to eat at SQ clubhouse..at first i was like..where the world in that place..waited for her..she's late 15mins..hee..but nevermind la..she brought me there..the place was so damn high class lor..nice leiz..i ordered claypot beehoon she ordered spicy hor fun (ended up having stomach upset) & spring rolls..drinks were fruit punch..after eating, she wants to shit..went to the toilet..you know people!!! you should take a look man!!! it's so nice!!! perfect for crew man!!! when we go in i thought initially that it might be like a toilet that looks high class la..but i NO i was wrong..after you enter the "toilet" the first thing was you enter a room...there's two big mirrors & a squarish thing that's somewhat for people to rest..it's so nice..looks like in a hotel..there are lockers though..then on the right is the toilet..you can shower in the toilet la...so good..it's so nice..i didn't take the pictures as i'm so comfortable with the room that i feel like sleeping..we went in to touchup our makeup & went blow our hair..i blew mine straight..so nice la..haha..we took a picture..but you can't really see the background..haha..then i went to pee while emy went to shit..hee..she's on the phone with sharil..SU called..i told her we're at 3M..so take the lift up..i'm afraid of telling people directions so in the end let emy do the talking..i passed her my cell through the cubicle hee..she told SU how to come..ended up she told SU the wrong directions man..i have to tell her & bring her there..finally i understood why she couldn't reach..cuz' emy told her to turn to the left instead of turning to the right..argh!! that's why she's at the wrong place..she was shock too that the "toilet" doesn't look like one..nice..we chatted & kind of like rest there..at 2100hrs we left to have dinner at Burger King..finish eating at 2120hrs..emy got stomach ache wanted to shit so we went there..she took her own sweet time la..ended up we all late..argh!!! really shit la..mag was so furious lor..FR us down..haiz..made up a story but our plan failed..wanted to tell her the truth but..haiz..already lie ler..so continue lying lor..what to do..haiz..tomorrow confirm have to explain why we're late de..haiz..nevermind la..we were all so tired for flight..only 1st sector can push sales..going back nothing much la..sianz..still got shortage lor..argh!!! we all know who la..despite daph saying: mel, xiao xin hor (becareful) i was so careful with the cash ler still i've let mag down..i think i was so urgent in going to toilet when we're waiting for pax disembark..that was the time that she managed to get the cash ba...sian..haiz..already broke ler still have to pay up..somemore, daddy ask me buy 4D..i lost..$20 lor..i can do a lot ler..haiz..nevermind la..called sats ler..let them know i'm taking MC for tomorrow & tues..i really can't take it..so tired..somemore my flu..it's so uncomfortable during landing & taking off..cuz' my ears will get blocked..& if i do blow air out..my air passage from my nose will having this tingling sensation..it's shit man!! so pain..then up in the air ma..it's dry..so when you breathe in, the walls of your nose is dry & you'll have difficulty in breathing..ears are blocked lor..so keep blowing & blowing air..hee...so UNCOMFORTABLE!!! come back like pig ler..sleep till 7pm then i wake up..


after makeup & doing nothing..place's so nice..

so sorry guys..these few days i've not been blogging..i don't have the time la..haha..sorry..the pictures for eskibar are not fully uploaded..there's something wrong with uploading pictures here..i've got to wait so long..but it's ok..i've think of a way to upload them..will compile them to a video clip & upload it by using rockyou..hee..better what..if not must wait..but then, my apologies..you'll still have to wait..hee..i need time to do that..haha..let's update about what happen these few days..



wed went to school..new teacher...no more mr. pat..i miss him lei!! he so good..unlike that old man mr jackson..still say what if forget him remember michael jackson..i was like: diao!!! don't make me puke la..during lesson he halfway speak eng halfway chinese..want then speak eng la don't want then speak chinese lor..just one language la..although that day only me & daph go to school also don't like racist ma..school ended quite early..so went to get the book teacher intro then talk awhile with zhenyi to clarify the DIP thingy..then went to do my eyebrows ler..darling so sweet la..told me he came down find me cuz' he end early also..after i'm done with my brows i walked all the way down to bugis..we meet there ma..then i asked him la..why so good find me..he said he realised sometimes he very bad..i say ya lor..now then you know..too late ler..then go sim lim square..i think he wants to look for his watch that can sms de..don't have the one that he saw at ebay so we went home..go his place..wanted to sleep..ended up watch his show..the MARS..then 9pm show start ler..i tell him..went out see..ask him accompany me ma..i paiseh lei watch alone..ended up he sleep throughout the show..end ler..need to go home early..he still want to sleep..so sleep until 1030 like that then he send me back home lor..always when he want to part i have this suan suan the feeling..i don't want to leave him..i want time to stop at that time..cuz' i don't know when will i ever see him again..



thurs..wake up what time..2am plus..somemore that day the same 09 uncle bring me la..this time not the first one..but he like suan me lor..argh!! think i saw leon lim or maybe that's his bro..cuz' he took the cab with us...but what is he doing in t3...he sat beside me..after 986 went to meet darling, lily & ah na watch L change the world..show was nice..i like it..the little boy so cute & smart..maths genius lei..if only i'm like him!! haha..think too much..after movie went to eat..wasn't hungry so darling & the rest went to eat lor..at long john..apparently, that seems to be the only fast food outlet that's open..eat ler go home lor..can tell that darling like want me take bus home la..but i can't cuz the next day i need to wake up early..so i say straight in his face i taking train..he ask de ma..he must understand what..if he want then he take bus with them i take train lor..it's ok de...in train we all so quiet..like he so much to tell lily & ah na but nothing to talk about to me..feeling so sad..the best part was during the show, my flu came back..but it came back in a good way so that i can self declare off day (: on the train he kept smsing someone but i don't know who..i forgot over at which station that he started to care for me..i asked him ma whether he meeting ys they all..he said no..why lei..i say i thought only..i feeling not well ler..somemore stomach pain then headache..argh!! sick ma..always like that de..then he kept saying don't worry, reaching home ler..pat my head..i just like it the way he pat my head & sayang me..love to be pampered by him..then on the way at the lrt la, he asked me whether he can drop at keat hong then i reach home ler miss call him..i find it weird la cuz' he didn't do this de ma..was thinking maybe he too tired ler then i said ok lor..then he started to tell me about my brother making police report for his maple account..after that reach keat hong ler i said get off lor..i reach home ler miss call him..he suddenly don't want..i was like..erm..ok..suits you then..he send me all the way home..kissed my forehead & left..again that kind of feeling..it sucks!!! when i reached home, he msged me..have a gd rest bao bei..i love it when he calls me bao bei..but it's very seldom..it's ok though..so after i'm done with everything..wash up & all..going to sleep ler ma..then i call him...can't get through..call so many times ler..can't get through..this made me mad..called his house..can't get through too..then after that when i called, his mum picked up..asked for him his mum said he's sleeping..i know she wanted to call him up but i said nevermind..so i continued calling him...still couldn't get through..at one point of time, it did got through somehow but it was just a ring..i was wondering what happened..it made my imagination run wild..of course de ma..i mean any girl would think that way especially if your bf did that to you before..you can't blame me..i didn't want to think that way but it's his actions that made me think that way..sms so many times also don't want to reply..this is really so maddening!!! argh!!!i heck care lor..go sleep & then he decided to call me at 1245am..i didn't want to answer..i thought he slept ler? at that point of time i was thinking..finish talking to your "GF" ler la..now then want to call ler la..



fri..when i'm done with bathing..i sms him telling him when his off day for next week..he replied immediately..i told him my roster too..then when i started asking him that question why can't i get through his cell, he purposely change topic..sigh..nevermind then..don't want to pursue it..it's like making me more infuriaiting lor..while on my way to work, he asked where i was..i said why lei..he kept asking where i was..told him i was at cck why lei..he said he wanted to send me to work de..i was thinking at that time la..can de what..you meet me somewhere la..i'm not late anyway..but he said nevermind..i thought he said likewise..then he said how's my nose..the bleeding thing..i said better..so i started asking about the call thing..he said..he wanted to do his own stuff..& that it was so irritating that i kept calling..at that point of time i was thinking fuck la!! can't you just tell me..just answer my call & tell me like how you did last time so difficult meh? just by letting me know that you're busy, at least i know ma & i won't disturb you..but do you know that your words hurt me deep inside that day..sobx...do you know that this make me suspect you even more that you're chatting with some other girls?!?!?!? argh!!! i heck lor, pretend to be calm but inside me, it was boiling..he finally offered some tips on how to stop this..putting ice packs & all..i thought you didn't care ler huh?? tell me all that..i think next time when i'm in any crash & wanted to say my last goodbye, i think you also won't get to hear it de la..by the time you realise, you've lost me already..too late for regrets..argh!!! why are you like that de!! where got bf like that de..i sick ler also can't take care of me is it?? haiz..then i went to work lor..



i mean..i feel so sad la..if your gf or bf falls sick, you'll definitely care for him/her right? but him??? words of care also don't have..haiz..even though you can't take care of me, some words of concern might just replace them all..but you didn't..yesterday i did msg you & told you after work, call me..instead, because of your friends, you forgot about this..i think i'm not so important to you anymore..your friends are more important..if i let jeff know, he'll sure say fuck la..gf more important lor..haiz..see, friends care for me more than you care for me..even though i sick your words of concern doesn't just come out just like that..you need to be prompt to be doing that..you seem happy yesterday when i called..as in with your friends..it gives me the feeling that you want to end the call quickly so that you can enjoy with them..if going out with me is so boring, then why ask me out..make me feel so sad & much more miserable only..haiz..this feeling sucks la!! can you feel it?? all i need is just your care & concern is it so difficult ma?? think after work later you also can't be bothered to sms me..it makes me suspect you even more..makes me think that you're calling your other "GF"..sigh..do i mean nothing to you?? why can't you just tell me things..afraid i'm angry?? maybe if you tell the truth i won't..sigh..



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eskibar
Tuesday, February 19, 2008, 10:10:00 PM





































entrance of ESKIBAR












cold bar..i'm the new waitress lols!!

















today actually no plans to go anywhere..& oh my gosh..i woke up at 243pm..almost to 3..sam msg me at about 12 plus asking whether i'm free..i quickly replied her lor..tell her i just woke up..she ask me accompany her to ESKIBAR..she needed to do her project..she had forgotten that she need to do lols..so we meet around 4plus..actually wanted to meet at 330..but i just woke up ma..then wait for my brother to buy lunch for me..ended up meet at i think 415? haha..know what? when i reached that time, sam also reached..such a coincidence (: so went to withdraw cash..straight after that get a cab lor..in the cab we chat & chat..haha..sam only tell uncle to holland V haha..didn't tell him which part..so excited ma..talk about bangkok & also talked about her trips taking the plane lols (: after we alighted we don't know where's eskibar..so i asked a lady..she told us where & we headed for that direction..


















when we were there, sam took a picture from the outside..oh my gosh!! it's so nice when we looked at the menu & the exterior..so white & nice..hee..she took pictures of the menu too..so we went in..sat down, ordered drinks..we wanted to order alcoholic drinks la but then were afraid cuz' we didn't had much in our stomach..later gastric..so we ordered some non-alcoholic drinks instead...sam order passion fruit & grapefruit mix ice blended..(originally she wanted to order raspberry but they didn't have it..) i had honey peach & cranberry mix ice blended..while we're waiting for the drinks, we went to have a look at the place..haha..that guy was called alan..he's so nice la..tell you later..


















sam & i decided to go in the cold bar..oh my gosh..it's so cold la..when we went in there..we were so crazy inside..took pictures & explore the place..it's not that big but imagine la, the bar table was made of ice!!!! so nice..we thought it was fake..so sam & me went to touch it..on our hands, it's wet..that means it's made of ice la..haha..cuz' there's heat in our hands ma..haha..so cool & nice la..but it's really freezing inside..i wonder how they manage the bar table..cuz' once the shop's off, won't all the electricity supply be cut off?? or do they leave it on?? oh my gosh!! won't their bill be so damn ex..after "playing" there, we saw that the place near the bar outside was much better so we went to sit there la..more cosy, romantic & not so bright hee..sam's drink came first..after mine was served, you know what that guy said?? it's on me..at first i didn't hear it...then when he's back, i asked him, he said that the drinks are on him...we were so happy la!!! i think it's cuz' the guy wasn't attending to us as there were some "big shots"..sam took pictures of our drinks..i tasted mine..it's so sweet..mine's the perfect combination!!! sam's drink tasted a little sour..but it's nice la..maybe passion fruit & grapefruit doesn't go along that well..she wanted raspberry..grapefuit is slightly sour ma..hee..but it's nice la..haha..with that little cherry, brightens my day (:


















the whole place was like ours as there's nobody..not even a single soul..except me, sam & alan (that guy working there) then came in this stupid old man that looks like some big shot..he came in with his group...when he came in, he told alan: i'm david lee..wa, like some big shot eh?? think he owns the place ah?? when he went into the cold bar, he said loudly: do you mind if you were to show us around?? i'm like...alan's here serving us & chatting with us how dare he?? he think he's some big shot eh?? so he left..i think that's why the drinks on him..sam & me was like..aiya, we should have ordered alcoholic drinks instead..haha...i asked sam why he like that..sam said maybe he wants to franchise or something..after that when that stupid david left, we were so happy!! again, the whole place is like our house lols..we go high & low taking pictures..haha..like siao..haha..that's when alan's not there la..he went to the cold bar there..hee..we decided to order some food..hungry liao..


















me: can we order food now?






alan: not now..






sam: around what time then can order?? we're very hungry..






alan: it's ok, then i do it now..






us: really? ok..thanks a lot!!






alan: what you want to order?






looking at the menu..then discussing what to eat..






sam: erm..maybe calamari






me: i don't know what to order..so many delicious food..you do the ordering la..don't let me look...






sam: ok ah..then you don't look..






after that we decided on the calamari & the bacon sasauge rolls..(sounds delicious right?)


















then again, we went to take lots of pictures..hee..after about quite some time, we were walking back to our seats when i asked sam..






me: sam, what's that smell huh?






sam: food la then what..






me: lols..


















we were enjoying our time that i had forgotten that we ordered food..hee..this shows how nice it is la..sam said that the one over at boat quay was smaller..here better..haha..so next time right, we'll go there again..hee..after that jon (sam's bf) came..sat there, didn't want to order anything..think he's tired..sam brought him inside the cold bar to explore..haha...after that he's on the phone ler..we decided to leave the place ler..very reluctant though..hee..just couldn't get our butts off la..haha..but then still have to go home...sam has to do her project..cuz' actually we wanted to order alcoholic drinks & try..looks so nice la...but in the end can't la..sam has to do her work after that..so never lor..but alan did recommend what to order & what's light..as in the concoction of the drink..it's so nice..wanted to but it's ok, we'll be back again!!!


















asked for the bill..alan said that actually we're not allowed to take pictures de..also, if we were to take, we must be accompanied by a staff..but it's ok la..we won't anyhow show people the pictures..he thought it's like publicising ma...but then he said if the pictures are publicised, he'll get fired..haha..& if he's fired, sam will be the first one he'll look for lols..he did mention something like if we wanna complain about him , go ahead cuz' he wants to get fired?? where got like that one?? i mean, the place's so nice la..maybe because of irregular time?? hmm..hahaha..that's all..sian, tomorrow need to go back to school..think exam results might be out..thinking of that, 2days just passed so fast & i'm going to work soon...sian!!!

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Monday, February 18, 2008, 10:50:00 PM
these are the pictures we took at the BOSSES' restaurant
















tired
Sunday, February 17, 2008, 10:32:00 PM
today's such a tiring day for me..i've been working for 5 days consecutive days..how tiring man..try working like that...hmm..but he doesn't seem to tell me to take care of my health..in the end he argues that i should be getting used to this instead of complaining..hmm..this is not about complaining la..it's just that tiring you know? i mean you're not a steward so you don't know how tough it is..i did admit that during the commence of my days in Tiger, it was so fun & i kept wanting to go for flights la..but like i said, it's the begining..you don't know how it is like..you're excited that's why you're so eager to do all the flights..it's to gain experience too what..not everybody knows what's in for us until the people push you to your limits..i'm being pushed to my limits..just like the toothpaste being squeezed to the last teeny bit..eyes are like half closed doing this entry..still got to go to the polyclinic tomorrow..actually i can do the flight la but then, i was telling him that these past 5days i've been doing all the morning flights & having to wake up so darn early..so tired!!!! no choice lor..take mc..i also got slight cough & flu ma..also can't blame me what..
enough about all that grouching..let me start with my day..i was so early today..still have enough time to be at my blk waiting for the cab uncle..he's late la..i didn't know what happened until i saw Yanni in the cab..uncle said Yanni late ma that's why all delay lor...it's ok la for me but for her, reporting is 5am..mine i'm still early..pick the others up & we reached BT at 458am..Yanni was already late..she's doing morning macau..i doing guangzhou..got activated yesterday la..tired but still have to do..don't know what happened to eileen..she's supposed to do that flight but then i didn't see her..maybe her eye irritation acted up again so she reported sick for the flight or something..in the end pass by the check passport counter..saw Yanni's name on the GenDec..so weird la..she looked flustered..me too..she was in a rush le..so she go first while i'm still on my way..back in the briefing room, saw zahryn, rashid...they're the crew for my flight & amelia goh (she's not there yet) zahryn thought he was doing the morning macau instead..but when Yanni came, all was cocked up..called SATS & asked lor...so zahyrn ended up doing 986..he looked so pissed..Yanni too..haha..she can't do 986 which i don't know why..thought AM was fierce & hated me..cuz' when she came into the briefing room i said hi..she like no reaction..felt so...but after that when she doing her briefing that time, she's ok with her tone of voice..somemore like so concern about us..short & sweet we went up aircraft..then after takeoff, done with service all that, we went go to the AFT chat la..nothing to do..fold napkin..fold all leiz..trashbag also have..lols..fold all ler..rest a lil'..all looked shag & also looked like zombie..haven't start work yet become like that ler..lol..for 1st sector talk & do work..2nd sector taking to her more fluent ler..like not so dao ler..hee..quite happy la..after flight also go home together..i wait for her in the toilet when she's changing..done ler we go take train & sleep lols..too tired ler la..until now, i can't think properly..mind not working that properly..sleep til tanah merah..then change train, lucky got seats..we sat & continue sleeping until we reached JE...left ler i went home...whew, what a tiring day..sales also like shit lor...sianz..time to go nap..tomorrow need to see doc alright?? alright, going to sleep already..so tired..nitez hee..

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after a day's work
Saturday, February 16, 2008, 6:13:00 PM
this is so maddening!! i called eddy on the 14th mah...asked him to arrange a cab to fetch me as i'm doing 326 & reporting is 5..this stupid colour 09 uncle so rude & what lor!!! it all started like this!!!
yesterday in the evening, eddy called la just to confirm the time for my 326..i said i 5am must reach ma..
eddy: i arrange for the cab to come pick you up at 330am
me: huh, so early ah..can later abit ma
eddy: what time you must reach airport??
me: 5am, about 445am la..so you ask him come at 4am can?
eddy: ok, then i put you at 5am de la..don't worry, you'll reach before 5am..
me: sure ah..ok lor..bye..
eddy: bye
so i set my alarm at 3, 315 & 330$am..usually that's my style of setting my alarm clock..woke up at 3am ler..went back sleep & woke up at 315am..brush teeth & bathe..changed & started doing my makeup..then suddenly at about 335 the 09 uncle called..
09 uncle: hello! where are you now..
me: still at home la
09 uncle: what? you're still at home..i'm coming in about another 5mins you know..
me: but yesterday eddy told me that you will be picking me up at 4am how come so early..
09 uncle: you need how long more
me: about another 10mins la
09 uncle: huh!! i'll be late like that you know..why not like that, we make a deal..i give you 5mins..5mins later if you're not there, i'll go without you & you take your own cab..ok??
me: ok (*said in a very buay song tone)
usually michale cab, 30mins before they come, they'll give this morning call la..this stupid 09 uncle never call but still dare to ask me go down within 5mins..argh!!!
i did my eye makeup like damn fast..it sucks i know..but what choice do i have..after doing that i quickly rush down..once i reached downstairs, i give him a call..afraid that he left already la..damn!!! he was still at cck community centre there la..claimed he'll be reaching in 5mins..i reach ler he haven't reach yet lor..argh!!! if not i could've time to do my eye makeup properly la!! argh!!! waste my phone call..direct him to come..wasted a lot of time..ended up he blamed me..damn!!! saying next time wake up early la..*his cell ring* see la they calling me already..sounded as if i'm the one that caused all these..damn!!! so in the cab i was making funny faces la haha..he didn't see la..so black ler see what..haha..cuz' i don't reckoned it's my fault what...then he continued blabbering about he got caught for speeding..his fault what..not my prob..so i was like orh orh..( i orh for no reason la..haha..only listen first part lols) he sounded like i-can't-speed-&-if-you're-late-it's-your-prob that kind of tone..wtf!!! pick the second person..he gave the why-are-you-so-late look la..so in the end rush also what..he also speed say until like wa, he learnt his lesson, people late also their prob as long as he don't speed his prob..in my heart i'm like giving that sniggering smile la..say only, i also know..still say learn what lesson, wanna share with me his story..feel like yawning out loudly lor...but like so rude..moreover i was so tired..so i can't be bothered..pick the second person ler..he also same destination as me to budget terminal (BT) he talked about his pipe that burst during cny & how he couldn't repair...seems that the 09 uncle & him like good friends..after that this guy shared his experience about his cab yesterday.. (ps: it was exactly like mine) chatting with 09 uncle..let's call him the budget guy (BG)
bg: know what, yesterday, there's this person who fetch me la..he's so rude..only gave us 5mins to prepare..went down 330 say he coming then expect us 335 go down..think what, we don't need prepare ah??
09 uncle: huh, why he like that one..5mins only *laughs*
bg: ya la..somemore his attitude sucks la..very guai lan..there's this last guy he wanted to pick..he went there already but he couldn't make it..this driver called him he asked him to take his own cab..in the end he really drove off la..wait awhile also never..
09 uncle: how can he do that..no matter what cannot treat passengers like that one what..
inside me, was boiling!!! i was like what the hell..you're like that & yet you still say people..wa..what's this..
he overshot to fetch the 1st guy that he picked up..he let him alight at t1 & told him to take skytrain to t2...cuz' he talked too much la..after that guy alighted, he said he didn't mean to let him alight there but he was doing it for my sake cuz' if not i'm late..wtf??? but he said in the end he really forgot la..& he told BG this lady here owe me a coffee..wtf??? i don't owe him anything lor..next time take him i can't be bothered lor..so angry la..
when i reached BT was so angry la..dropped my brokened lamb in his cab..sad lor..in the end told eileen about it..she say why you so stupid..tell him la that it wasn't your fault la..somemore he still can say that other cab driver..argh!!! & you know what??? my eye makeup sucks!!! not late la..reached at 450am..heng ah..flight was chop chop lor..got home fast..cuz' if we don't chop chop, have to delay due to that stupid AIRSHOW!!! we made it 15mins ahead of schedule..good also la..damn!! SATS sms me ler la..ask me call back to see what i'm doing tomorrow..argh!!! should i call or shouldn't i?? i'm so scared la tomorrow doing early morn flight!!! cuz' the next day i doing 912..xiamen also..i don't mind do night flight..perth or darwin can..not india flight can ler..pray hard for me that i'm activated for perth la at least the next day rest...

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finally
, 3:41:00 PM









hey people...finally, i can blog today..yesterday, i wanted to blog but then was too tired to do so..i came back about 2pm..went to bathe & sleep (:



let's start with what happened on Valentine's Day..






Valentine's Day



was doing my 4 sectors la..



SIN-KL



KL-SIN



SIN-HKT(phuket)



HKT-SIN






was so angry!!! due to the AIRSHOW, our flight to KL was delayed for about 1 hour..pax was complaining what was happening..one even said this



man: i paid 200 bucks for waiting..don't even know what's this delay for



me(was thinking in my heart): thought the capt had made the announcement that the flight's delayed due to the AIRSHOW & that all flights into KL are delayed too?? i supposed he was thinking that there's a problem with the aircraft..but it wasn't the case..stupid dumb la..



i gave him that look la..was telling rina this(out loudly so that man could hear): all because of the AIRSHOW that delayed our flight la..if not we could've reached into SG earlier..pax thought that it's our fault..moreover all the flights are also delayed..*acts frustrated*



man looked at me like we were at wrong..in the end i gave up la...cuz' of the delay & after service, got nothing to do so i took some pictures..bored mah!!














taken during the delay..sorry ah, i look like *toot* in the picture..really-so-tired-&-no-mood-already face..=X lols






nice clouds..how i wish it's my bed!!







bird's eye view of what's SG is like








we started to move on after that..i quickly sms darling & told him to come at around 7pm once everything's done..stupid la..which means my Valentine's Day time is shorten & time spent with him is even shorter..it's like i haven't been meeting him for days la..& of all days, this had to happened..what a day!!! so once done, we end at about 8 plus..saw darling..he was wearing red when i told him the theme for V day's black & white..nevermind lor..what he wears doesn't matter la..when i saw him, i was so elated..happier than anything...it has been a long time since he came to the airport to bring me home or to anywhere..the very last time was the time where he caught the cute lil' tortoise for me..woke up so early just to go to downtown east to catch that for me & watied there in the airport for quite long..(darling, i haven't forgot wor..) so sweet la..the budget(BT) bus was already there..quickly rushed & board the bus..still deciding where to have our dinner..took the train..on the way to tanah merah, darling decided to go to vivo city to have our dinner..wanted to eat at the restaurants there..any of them..due to valentine's day, the queue was long la..ended up walking to & fro & finally decided on the BOSSES's restaurant a.k.a hei she hui..we were thinking if the queue's damn long, then we'll change our minds to have dinner at Carls' Jr (you know, the big burger fastfood) we haven't tried that before..but first choice was still at BOSSES'..we didn't have to wait for long before our turn about 13 mins...but then, look at the time!! it was about 845pm when it's our turn...the outfits for their uniform was so nice..white long-sleeved tee with black pants...my, my, won't they feel hot?? haha..nice combination though..matched well with the colour of the restaurant..(took some pictures but then it's all in darling's cell..will get it from him & upload it (: )












we sat down & looked at the menu..not much variety..even the dessert doesn't seem delicious..that was when i called my darling samantha..she's at far east having her dinner la..haha..must have enjoyed herself right??? haha..we flipped the menu & were stuck at what to order..









this was what we ordered
lime & orange iced tea
brasised preserved winter pork with veg
dried scallop & chicken rice
fried lamian(noodles) with mushrooms
sichuan spicy fried chicken



we wanted the durian mochi but it was out of stock(sobx)






the beverage was so damn nice..wait til you see the pictures..there's this light stick in the long cup..mind you, it's lighted up..& it's lighted til i finished my drink...while waiting for the food, i was looking at the table..there's this stove..for you to heat up something..maybe a soup or maybe it's for steamboat..unique la..table cum mini stove..the first dish came..it's the rice..omg..it's quite a big serving..i'm in deep shit...cuz' i ordered the noodles..but who cares..was so hungry..darling so gentleman la..first time lor..normally he won't do this de..he scooped the rice for me in a bowl..started eating...it's delicious but then after a few mouthfuls, it's like sticky rice..cuz' i think they added corn starch..the chicken, scallop was so delicious..but it's the rice that made me feel a lil' full..after that the spicy chicken came..the aroma really made me drool..there's too much dried chilli though..lols..it's crispy & spicy yummy!!! then came the braised pork with veg..i thought what was it..i didn't realised it was the fatty meat..didn't really eat much..darling ordered de ma..haha..what i ordered was only the noodles lols..at that point of time, i was almost full..then the noodles came..i was like...what in the world is that..the mushroom lamian didn't turn out to what i expected..i thought it was like the dried noodle & on top of the noodle was the mushroom(if you have ever ate "san mee" it's something like that..it's totally different from what i expected la..diao..-_-" i couldn't finish the food ler..darling don't wanna eat the noodle ler so hor we swapped..he eat the rice lor..i eat the noodles although it tasted quite bland la but it's ok lor..acceptable..darling made me feel bad la..didn't wanted to order that de..but then i thought the serving of the rice was small that was why i ordered the noodles..sorry darling!! finished every single bit of the noodle except his share..the meat, the chicken & he finished his rice..was so damn full..haha..darling wanted to leave ler..but i told him i haven't finish my drink la..so i quickly drank it & we left at about 930pm lor..quite late ler..the next day i'm having bangkok ma..530 reporting..so i must wake up like damn early around 3am..went home check mail, malcolm & edmund replied..went to sleep..wanted to blog but i was really too tired la..intend to do it the next day de..but also too tired la..lols..went to bathe & went to bed ler..zzzZZzzz






15th Feb '08



woke up at 330am..gosh overslept by half an hour..was in a rush..went to bathe..did my makeup..while i was packing my bag, the uncle called (well, i managed to get michale) & told me that he's picking me up at 4am & the best part was, i'm the first one..rushing like hell la..he called at 4am..



uncle: are you ready young lady?



me: going out soon..you're at my place already?



uncle: i'm reaching there in about 5mins..



me: ok..






still packing my bag & filling up my bottle..then uncle called again..before he could ask me anything,



me: where are you waiting uncle?



uncle: i'm at the coffeeshop..



me: oh, i thought you're at the bus-stop(the fact that i haven't reach la)



uncle: alright, then i'll drive over to pick you up..



me: ok..






then i rushed like hell la..haha..wore my shoes & off i went..saw uncle..my, he's fast la..board his cab, paid him first so that i don't have to kanjiong later when i got off..uncle was nice la..haha..didn't know uncle's eng was damn power la lols (: we chatted ma..we heeded to fajar there pick the other girl..then to the third place..uncle called the person saying he'll pick her up at 515am...i'm like..damn, i'm gonna be late man..have to reach BT by 530 leiz..sianz..then he reached there about 5 la..he damn fast la..then pick the other at 515(he called the last one) but he reached there in like 5mins..he dropped all of them at t2 & i reached BT at 510am..so early!!! earlier than i expected..thought i was late man!! uncle you're the best man!! i got off & told him hope to take you next time..he's the best uncle driver from michale la..lols (:












reached there so early..nobody was there..ping ping cic..daph & danielle ma..haha...fun lor..briefing was short & brief..all chinese crew lor..first time leiz..after our service & all, ping ping brought us her bahu(pork floss) biscuits..damn nice la!! haha..although i'm having a lil' soreness in my throat lols..opps =x hee..ping ping was saying luckily today all chinese crew..not halal la lols..guess what!!! after so long in tiger, it's the first time i've ever got down the plane la..cuz' the boarding time for the flight was 840am bangkok time..we reached there damn early..so we got about 30mins to shop..haha...although in the airport la..haha..but who cares better than nothing right?? after a quick AIC (also not much trash) took our passes, wallet, went down..followed ping ping..ground staff over at bangkok very ah with us one..so hor we got in quickly by the shortcut easily..went to buy the tomyam soup..know what?? it costs $7 you know..the takeaway tupperware was like so shallow la..but it's damn nice..must try if you get there man..ping ping bought 2..i share with her lor since she wanna give the other to zann..while waiting for the tomyam soup, we went to BOOTS(for your info, BOOTS's a famous skincare shop in bangkok)




cuz' danielle wanted the eye gel that i was using ma..so i recommeneded her..it's really good..daph got the lotion for her face..i got the wipes & whitening lotion..ping ping got the hand gloves for hand spa..i wanted to get the hand cream that danielle's using..but then it's out of stock..what a waste..i don't have any 102 ler leiz..pray for next month lor..haha..off we went to get our tomyam soup & back to the aircraft..went through the inspection..while taking out my cell, i accidentally spoil my lil' lamb that i hang onto my cell..damn..got through & went back to the aircraft..





what i got from BOOTS


the cucumber whitening lotion..damn good la


facial wipes


started boarding...know what??? wtf!!! 90% Pork Rice Chyesim(a.k.a PRC) & they SMELL LA!!! argh!!!! stink man!! the aircraft's full of their smell & their bags are so damn heavy & so many..don't understand what's one handcarry luggage per pax ah?? arghh!!! landed on time la..went back bathe ler sleep lor..so tired la..haha..although i wanted to blog..sorry la people (: especially sam!! i promised you that i'll be uploading the pictures..but i was too tired la..sorry...that's all folks!!!




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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
Thursday, February 14, 2008, 11:17:00 PM
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!! HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY YOUR DAY!!!
quite late already..promise to post tomorrow..as i'm having an earlt flight la..just hope i can get michale's cab tomorrow morn..called his maid ler..but like not confirmed de leiz..or not have to take normal cab ler lor..muackz!!

thanks darling for the wonderful day!!

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so happy!!
Wednesday, February 13, 2008, 11:39:00 PM
i'm so damn happy la!! just came back from darling's place..miss him so much!! he realised that we haven't met for 2 weeks!! omg!! omg!! time do pass real fast la!! he also so bad!! tell me good ah never see you..so that i won't ask this & that..



managed to take some pictures hee..


so cute!! darling & his smelly!! hee (:



the yoshi that he caught!! i love yoshi!!



just now at darling's place, we slept..hmm..i'm so tired..i got up first la..saw him sleeping so sweetly!! too bad i didn't take a picture of him when he's sleeping (: so cute & sweet!! at that point of time i was thinking that MY darling was so gentle..don't know why..hee..felt like giving him a kiss on his forehead but i didn't..i don't want to wake him up (:
so sian thinking of tomorrow..it's Valentine's Day..work until about 1815 then end..damn..can't celebrate a full V day with him..




[[darling]]
i don't know whether you can read this but i got things to tell you..i'm so sorry for that period of time i didn't understand you..i know i'm bad..but you know what?? i did it purposely to spite you..made you angry..i thought by doing this, you'll show me more care & concern..felt so stupid to have done that..so childish..i'm wrong..i didn't know..i still went on..all i hope for now is to go through these days with you peacefully..DON'T WANT ANY QUARRELS but just us being sweet & loving until you go for NS..WILL MISS YOU EVEN MORE..WILL CRY EVEN MORE!! seriously, i'm really afraid..afraid that history will repeat itself..cuz' sometimes when i'm alone, i tend not to think properly..i tend to think negatively..flashbacks of what happened just went through my mind..i really wished to stop all these..i don't want to be like a monster..do you know the feeling of checking on your cell, your email & friendster make me feel like an idiot?? i didn't mean to do that..i just want to have a clear mind...want to double confirm that in your heart, there's no more space for another..cuz' i'm so afraid of falling in love & being hurt again..darling, you know de..you know how hard it was to make me fall in love again...you know that story that bastard..& you promised to treat me well & love me with tender loving care!! i don't mind giving everything to you..in fact, you've owned me..i'm yours..i just want to tell you this: I'M REALLY SORRY!! felt like a bitch sometimes..i can still say other people..why they treat their bfs like that, check on them like siao..but me?? i'm doing it..feel like stabbing me right?? but darling do you know that what i need from you is just so simple..i just want the love from you!! the care & concern you used to give me..not that i'm so used to being with you but in my heart no matter what, i'm always here to support you & love you.. i never did anything to betray you..darling, sometimes i feel so useless..i know you're afraid to tell me things..afraid that once you tell me, i'll start to nag..not like last time..you're so comfortable with me..tell me things & shared them with me..i just want to let you know..don't let me be useless can?? i want to be the first one to know your everything because i'm your one & only..your one & only gf!! i want to share your burden with you..your stress, your work, your family, your everything!! i don't want you to suffer alone!! i promise, whenever you have things to tell me, i'll listen & i'll keep quiet..if you need me to give you suggestions then i'll start to talk alright?? darling, i don't want to shed tears of sadness...i want to shed tears of joy!! please let me be, let me be the most happiest & most xinfu girl in the world!! just like last time (: I LOVE YOU!!




it's getting late..going to sleep soon..if not tomorrow i'm in hot soup!! lols

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marshmallowmemories
, 3:59:00 PM

Gangsta Yo
Funny Pics at pYzam.com


came across this when i was browsing what to put in my blog..haha..so cute & funny (:

damn it la..this idiotic motorbike..so damn noisy..spoiler lor..don't what's wrong with that guy who's riding on it..kept "brooming" so noisy la..argh!!

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boring day
, 1:04:00 PM
hi everyone..welcome to my blog..this's my first time doing this..been wanting to do it for ages & now tada!! finally..my darling samantha did it for me..hee so happy..it was done yesterday but due to connection problem, i think she couldn't help me complete it..but then, nevermind, it's nice & plain just the way i like it..

you know what happened? today's supposed to be my school day la..yesterday daphne msn me to asked whether there's school so i also replied the same thing..in the end she said: you never pay attention in class ah?? roland said that there's no school until the 20th la..lols i think when roland wanted to us (us as in me & daphne as we were the only ones that take the exam..pathetic right??) exam still went on although two of us turned up..daphne asked me to sms roland..i did la..in the end he said don't have..haha..good la..i didn't realised it until yesterday, daphne asked me..it's ok la..today's planning was to go out shop la..buy clothes all that..i had my bath just now & was ready to head down to bugis but in the end after my bath, i realised it was so damn boring going out alone..so much like a saddist..so never went out lor..decided to stay put at home instead..wanted to go out then meet darling de..i think he ends school around 4plus i supposed..but in the end so late liao..nevermind la, wait at home for him lor...

this is what happens when you're SO bored











lols..nice pictures tho..so bored so decided to do some cam-whoring!!

hee hee didn't tell my parents i don't have school today..better not to..although i having 4 sectors tommorrow..the same CIC..which is like damn sian la she..it's also valentine's day...darling said he'll wait for me at BT then we go celebrate..hmm..don't know what to wear tomorrow..V day leiz..can't wear my T & my working pants go out with him ma..like not right..we still haven't got gifts for each other yet..cuz' we don't know what to get lols..he was suggesting going to tampines after my flight..i'm fine as long as i get home early la..the next day i have 102..damn early lor..0530 reporting..but then i get to go home early..if only i'm doing that on V day..at least not so bad..12 plus end then can go out liao..

argh!!! getting crazy liao la..ao bored at home..there's a funeral near my place..CNY leiz..got these kind of stuff..i want to sleep but i'm afraid later daphne call me go out..morning sms her she didn't reply..she waited until about 1 she called me
daph: mel, where are you now?
me: at home la..
daph: huh? you didn't go out meh?
me: wanted to but ended up at home cuz' there's no one to go out with
daph: ok
me: you want go out ma?
daph: where you want to go?
me: anywhere lor..

daph: mel ah, can i call you in awhile? bf called me..


& until now she hasn't called..think she's going out with him..nevermind lor..at most i stay at home only ma..seriously i feel like sleeping la..if i know i should've "BOOKED" daphne yesterday ask her want go sentosa suntan ma..i miss the sun..moreover i'm so "WHITE" la..i need sunlight..too white not healthy lols =p

alright, will blog again maybe in the late noon..since i've nothing to do..lols..let's pray & see whether daphne will call me back & jio me out..if not i'll just stay at home to play my DS or make blog nice nice lor..lols..

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