yesterday was great...haha...went out with hidayah my best friend...haha...wanted to go to sentosa to have our tan, fortunately, it got later...so i was suggesting to go over to regent heights...she was fine so we went there...hee...was so so happy sia..glad she was sincere to go out with me...reached there, headed for this shop called "TAKEAWAY" like what it says, we had our takeaways hee...dump everything in my bag & headed for the shop that sells cheap hot pants...

soon, we walked all the way to regent heights..headed to the toilet, got changed & went to look for a good spot where i can get the sun & we'll enjoy the food hee...found a good spot but the sun was on & off..sigh..it's alright though...after we've finished with the food, the sky's getting darker...which means no more sun..but it's alright...my motive of going there was just incase it rains, we can always go to the jacuzzi & the furobath haha...pop ourselves in the pool..it was cold!!! went in slowly haha...afterwhich we enjoyed ourselves so much...haha...we started feeling itchy...i asked her why..she said that the toxins from our body was all plushed out...haha...after that, we decided to go off...went to the toilet & decided to take our bath...haha, suddenly we just wanted to take heaps of pictures..haha..ended up, we're camwhoring in there...anyways, it was raining that bad haha...so it's alright man...after the "phototaking" session, she had hers while i waited outside..she had her bath quite fast...then suddenly i thought hmm...since it's still raining, want to go to the furobath & try it out?? she's like, aiya, you never say earlier...now that i'm done then you say...haha...she changed into her bikini again & we went in the furobath haha...it was awesome man....felt like sleeping..haha...after that we got changed lor...haha...she wanted to have her haircut...wanted a new style...at the same time she wanted to watch 4bia...i'm like, alright man...i want to watch too hee...

so we cabbed down to westmall...i brought her to where my i cut my hair...introduced my hairstylist to her...she wsa so so happy after the haircut...i brought her to have chicken rice (the famous one at batok) my, it was really nice man...it's like going back to my secondary school days hee...she was so so happy that she treated me a meal...haha..told her to go back there to cut her hair again =) she's just so so happy haha..i'm happy for her too =) haha...

then we went to watch 4bia =) it was really good man...4 different stories, one after another...it's all linked but then, it's in 4 different storylines...i loved the camping story the best...although it was scary, but it was really funny....haha...you guys should catch it man!!! we were both freaked out haha...i wanted to take a bus back home but then she told me to take a cab with her since it was on the way...haha...i was like...i don't want la...she has already treated me to a meal...she said it's alright...since it's on the way...haha...then went home lor...haha...

girl, you really made my day although i told you i won't mistreat you haha...brought you to lotsa places =) wish you well with him =) haha...


today, zhenyi showed us our new school called SHINES...was like going back to my secondary school days...now, i don't have to worry whether it is RECOGNISED or not...cuz' it's courses are certified by MOE hee...weeeeee...really good man...we have a proper cert, a proper results slip & even a graduation ceremony...weeee!!! so happy man...my parents are bound to be proud of me...at least, this is the proper way than in auston...haha...we're going to be combining classes with the hotel peeps man...awww!!! it's great!!! lessons won't be that boring after all haha...

after school, it was like so so early...told daph & su about 4bia...they're interested in it..so went to PS to watch it..haha...AGAIN...i know...haha...then after that went home lor...haha...what a day today haha...

Labels: always hope for the better

well, the title says it...hmm...just came back from bangalore..man, it was so tiring...i hate doing india flights...cuz' we'll have to be back the next day...why can't they plan it to schedule all like in the early evening so that we can be back early...sigh..i came back at like 8 plus this morning...it's so tiring...draggy flight with no sales...but then it was alright...

on our way up to bangalore, we met this ex SQ lady travelling with her family...was wondering what in the world is she doing here...haha...cuz' it was qweeny who went to ask her...so that was how i knew..hee...we chatted in the later part of the flight...after everything was done & everyone else sleeping hee...she shared her experience with me hee...not bad after all haha....keep me company also ma..haha...coming back is a real drag...

that's all folks..haha..nothing much...hee...

HAPPY THREE YEARS DD!!

Labels: being yourself is so much better

just got back from my 4 sectors...sigh...flight was good...you may be wondering why i am sighing...well, i sigh is not because of something else...

when i got back, first thing i did was to miss call DD..then i waited for awhile...i went to the bathroom..(my brother witnessed it) to remove my make-up...after which i went to log in to msn cuz' i know DD will be online..just to check some mails that my company send too...what a reply i got...sigh...DD suspected that i log into his msn account...hello!! i just like got back not long ago...i know, i used to log into his msn account...after he knew it, he changed his password...& from that day onwards, i wanted to check but realised he no longer uses that password...seriously, till then i didn't even bother to check...i got better things to do...sigh...he told me he just log in to msn...something prompt him this: you have signed out from another computer...i was like...i didn't even know his password...

sigh..do you even know that i didn't eat much during the flight & am really hungry now?? sigh...my giddiness came back & all you can say is that you want to concentrate playing your game...like wth..sigh..nevermind...i found cup noodles i go eat & sleep..tomorrow, bangalore...sian..

Labels: so sad being maligned

i felt that there was nothing to do so i packed my room yesterday & today haha..most were done yesterday..haha..quite late though...haha...but then it's still an accomplishment for me...haha...now that my floor is cleared with all the mess...i'm really happy haha..looks brighter & there's more room to walk..haha...my room's already small enough...having things pilled up on the floor is really an eyesore man...haha...i'm only left with my table & my room is finally cleared!! you know what?? i didn't know that my wardrobe had lotsa clothes that i couldn't wear..haha...some i even had it in my wardrobe for like 2 years...haha..not touching them or wearing them at all...haha..it was my secondary clothes haha...but i was so so happy hee...my wardrobe is spacious now..haha...not pilled up with lotsa unused clothes hee...

will be meeting DD later...sian...got to work tomorrow...4sectors...sigh..& after that it's 628...my first time doing bangalore...just so so bored...why can't they give me other flights to do instead of that..i don't mind doing a morning flight...roster is so so fucked up...argh...well, what to do...boring...

will be MIAing for another 2days or more...haha...due to work & my laziness to update lols...so just to inform beforehand lols...so long...

Labels: life's a bore

spent the whole day meaningfully...although i had woken up late like at 2pm but then i did a really great thing...packing my room...i've been wanting to do this for a very very long time...but because i'm too tired, i've never wanted to...haha...sometimes it's just excuses that i'm giving myself...it's really cleared now...it is an achievement..haha..i think even my mum was shocked & that my room was neat now...haha...

Labels: tired...

i know, it's been a few days since i last blogged...haha...(still dare to say =x) but then, i'm really lazy to blog la...either i'm too tired or i'm out haha...

well, school's today a little bored man...eh...it's not bored...it's extremely bored...don't even know what the hell the lecturer is teaching man...like what daph had said...

eg: today's topic is about fish
he'll talk about fish then go onto talking about meat...wth la...

the best part is, we're going to have a quiz...the quiz is really confusing la...must know about B2B & B2C the comparison..i'm like...argh...i don't know sia..the quiz is like next week & i don't have enough time...perhaps i shall look into it tomorrow since i have my day off...sigh...please please, make it easier for me to study man...plus hopefully on friday, i won't get called up for sby...please please...call someone else...i'm doing 148/108 on sat & 628 on sun...like wth you know...& if they really call me up, i'll have no time for DD ler...sigh...i just hope i can see him at least a day you see...like accompany him...hmm...really wish i can turn back time to go back what we were...no cabin crew, no NS, free time around us...sigh...doing whatever we want...hmm...nevermind la...soon, it'll come to an end =)

well, i'm going to check out the new game i've downloaded..haha...looking at the faqs hee...

Labels: jiayou melissa you can do it

it's another day after U/A, off, off & studies...was so so tired man...haha..it's usually like that when you have that kind of roster...after so many off days, you just want to stay at home & "nuah"...don't want to go for flights, feeling of reporting sick, don't EVEN bother about earning...but just lazing around at home doing nothing...lols...well, what can i say? it's always been the case for everybody...moreover, after your off days, you're actually doing an early morning flight man!!! wth...it's so so tiring...yea...for me, i just got home from 986...stupid flight...just hate doing this man..it's like the load is light, not much sales, PRCs & time will pass like snail lor...this is called sianzation man...true enough, there was nothing much to do...first sector, this particular crew didn't help out man...after first round of service, went to collect trash then MIA liao...wth lor...me & naseeha went to fold all the paper hand towels etc...while she is enjoying herself at the front, basically not doing anything...pissed man!!! after i've finished everything with nas, i went to check it out at the fwd...she was eating...alright, excused...i was expecting her to come to the back once she's done with eating to like help out & stuff...but she didn't...till i couldn't take it anymore, i went to the front to check it out....GUESS WHAT MAN?!?!?!? GUESS WHAT THE HELL I SAW?!?!?!?

SHE WAS SLEEPING!!! YOU DIDN'T SEE WRONGLY, SHE WAS SLEEPING AT ROW 1 & PAX WAS RIGHT BESIDE HER...

you must be wondering, how can a cabin crew sleep at row 1?? i mean, if you want to rest, can nobody's stopping you but don't do it in the open...you can sleep at the aft or the fwd where you hide yourself well la...not exposing yourself when you are sleeping...wth la...i was so mad man!!! i just looked at her...told her this...

me: wa, you very free hor?? don't need to help out at the back ah?
her: oh, i'll come back at 930am to help out (it was about 8am at that time)
me (feeling even more frustrated & feel like shouting at her): wow, you can actually sleep here lei...
her: oh, cic let me de...
me: cic let you doesn't mean you can just sleep here you know...do you know that at the aft, there are lots of things for you to help out & do than just sitting here & SLEEP???
her: orh...(walks away right in front of me)

tell me la, how not to be angry...wth man!!! pissed!!! don't know what to say...she was sleeping, it was already her fault, she still argues...argh!!! actually there was nothing to be done la cuz' all has been done by us (i mean the AFT CREW) already...so there is no need to come to the back la...she never take initiative by collecting trash, checking toilets etc...wth man....everyone's getting paid what...it's not like you get less pay or more pay by doing more or less things....shit lor...argh...nevermind about that...

the best part...during second sector (back to sg)
she was so bold enough to ask nas & me to fix cup noodles which her pax ordered...also, we were all so damn busy with the meals...1 order got mixed up cuz' nas wrote in the wrong column...i wanted her to go to the pax to verify whether he had bought it but SHE kept asking nas to fill up the flask...flask can wait...SHE's like just a few rows to the aft...can always walk to the back to get it right...moreover, the aft curtain was closed...usually, for me (i think every crew also the same) once hotmeals done, they will draw the curtain wide & big just to check whether anyone needs any help etc...but my curtain was CLOSED....which means i'm busy...what in the world is she thinking as to ask us to fill this & that like we're her slaves...we were busy & there she was acting like nobody's business man...i helped her fix 1 cup noodle as i was kind of free...when i was filling up the water, i peeked through the curtain...guess what i saw??? SHE was standing there doing nothing, not even helping cic out...just plain standing there like a woodblock...wth la...then like that, she could've just gone to the back just to do all that little thing what...filling of flask & stuff...nevermind lor...let her be SENIOR lor, ZAP US LOR, TELL US WHAT TO DO LOR...

flight was alright la..but just that SHE la....spoil my mood...ended up i ask her to come to the aft as i didn't know what she was doing at the fwd...then i began lecturing lor..at first i was pissed regarding the cup noodles & refilling of hot water...then i cooled down & talk things out nicely...after that, she became hardworking liao...so weird right these people...sigh...nevermind lor...what to do...like that de what...NEW CREW ma...started 2 coming to 3 months only what...sigh...

2days more to a week...hee...hope there's some response...

Labels: been missing you so badly

i was wowed by the perth flight two days ago hee...it was a blast man!!! cic was kak su lols...with my dear batch mate whom i've haven't been flying with for a long long time, siti nurhemeiza & tara...haha...we really had fun la...the captain wasn't very vocal at first but after that i found that he's a nice person after all...kept asking me going to the cockpit sia..which later in 717, i missed my chance of talking to someone...sigh...when tara told me, i was so upset la...but nevermind, passed him my email though...just need to wait for him to reply...hee...it's been 2 days ler..he's in bangkok ma..don't know how many days he's going there...i just loved his reaction when he received that paper hand towel we passed him lols...& even siti was so so happy cuz' he asked his friend that siti wanted to know...haha...so she was happy too =) anyways, once they got out from the customs, he came to chat...we've been officially introduced lols...just so happy la...

oh ya, forgotten to tell you guys that there was an emergency case on board..know what? this pax was travelling alone...happened on 717...we didn't know what happened...tara went to serve pax drinks so when she was walking the aisle, there was this lady pax who just fainted flat just right at the back of tara...it scared tara the hell outta her man!! she just threw everything aside on the other seat & asked another pax seated nearby to press the call bell for help..i didn't know what was happening till i saw kak su on the cabin lights & making the medical assistance announcement...i was so shock la..was at the fwd..cuz at that time when she on the lights, i was thinking, what the hell are you doing man...pax are sleeping & you on the lights?? lols..when she made that, i quickly rushed to the back to see what happened & rushed back to the front to get oxygen bottle...then i went through the aisle to see whether there's any nurses or doctors on board...then that was when he came out...haha...he's like the hero lols...although he's a pharmacist but then, still acceptable la...so he went over...haha...

before that, while we were doing our first round, his friends & him were kinda like making a joke la haha...cuz' they were just being cheeky..haha..but then after that they kept pressing call bells & most of the time i kept entertaining them...haha...the only abc (abc as in australian born chinese lols) with 5 other australians...haha..after that they were drunk le...siti told me something...the much more handsome one(which siti wanted to know) he wanted to pinch my butt lor while i was serving mr abc & his other friends on the other side...she told me in the aft after service..i was shocked...ended up siti said think he's drunk that's why...so we ignore...till after that, these guys were like eyeing on us...haha..trying to be cheeky...so when mr abc knows about it, he joined in too..after that he was tired, went to sleep..just then, medical case...lols...on the later part, they were all still awake but then, i was in the cockpit...all because of siti la...ask me go in...i just don't want lor...sian...so ended up when mr abc was at the fwd chatting with them...so envious...but then nevermind..hee...won't forget this memorable day...

after the flight, wanted to wait for him but i supposed they went MIA...haha...cuz' they taking 102 ma..check in should be like 2 hours before...but didn't see them...cuz' we got transport so went home by kenji's car lor...ended up never wait for him lor....it's ok..just wait patiently for his email =)

yesterday, went out with DD..didn't know where to go so we go to his cousin's birthday...at CSC the hilltop club opposite west mall...not bad...nice place..it was weiwen's sister's birthday la..haha...met his other side of his family members...didn't want to go de...after eating go to the karaoke place lor...big room man...cost only $10 lei..cheap right...cheaper than kbox lor...after that went off ler cuz' kinda sian ma...wanted to catch money not enough 2 but then when we reached lot1, no slots for us...ended up go DD's place watch don't mess with the zohan...i've watched it before but then i just want to watch it again cuz' there were still some parts where i don't really understand...haha...after the show went back lor...

today, supposed to go take my nametag de...cuz' when i was bathing yesterday, my nametag slid to the drain hole...argh...so no choice have to get it lor...meeting DD's aunt up also ma...but then i was kinda lazy to meet her as i have to travel all the way to paya lebar ma...sian...so nevermind lor...forget about it despite waking up so early...wanted to have lunch with DD de then go collect nametag & meet his aunt...but as i was too lazy & plus i wanted to meet him as today's his book in day...it's like so rare to have him book in on monday de...that's why...went to have lunch..then DD wanted to watch $$ not enough 2...when we were there, the show's like 445pm...while on our way there, i smsed DD's aunt tell her i not free...she like say so last minute...also she cancelled all her appointments etc...so ended up rush all the way down to meet her lor...DD also another 1...if he had checked the timings online, we wouldn't have rushed here & there...this is like the second time...wasted trip lor...sian...i got so pissed...that's why didn't feel like talking to him & just go home, change & went there...if not i could've went to get my nametag & got just in time to meet DD's aunt..

when i reached the place, it's at paya lebar, cisco building..so far right...sian lor...ended up i also go home myself lor...about health product de la...& like those everyday use...i found it a good investment but then, i have to like fork out $90 a month just to sustain my membership..i don't earn that much & that $90, i can do some other things meaningful...although the products are environment friendly, don't harm the earth but then, on second thoughts, i think i would rather buy the products, use it & let DD's mum earn the points & everything cuz' like that, she don't have to fork out $90 every month ma..i can buy the brushes all that & also, "shun bian" help her promote lor..but i don't want to be a member la...maybe next time ba...when i'm really in the working world...hee...i think i'll tell her when she asks me: so how, signing up for the member...lols...cuz' like reject her on the spot like very bad right..haha...discussed it with DD..DD also think not so bad after all...haha..cuz' he knows my situation with my pay...haha...alright, i got to sleep...need to wake up early to tan with daph & hidayah tomorrow =)

Labels: been missing you so badly

before leaving the house, daph finally smsed me...i was so happy!! at first i thought who it was...cuz' it was so early in the morning..i didn't expect any smses from anyone ma...who would have thought that daph actually smsed me man...happy as i was, went to check it out...guess what, she only asked if i was taking uncle robert...cuz' huiwen ask me to reply ma...but then, i didn't have her number so i asked daph to reply for me that i'm taking my dad's...when i was in the briefing room, it was a little awkward...first, kelly came...followed by daph & huiwen...i chatted with kelly & daph went to sign in...after that i passed daph the strawberry yogurt drink i bought for her...then she somewhat realised so she asked...what's this for? i said it's for you & she said thank you...glad that she did actually talked to me...then we were all joking & everything suddenly daph like got reply lei...then we were both at the back man...good la...finally my chance to talk to her since 3 weeks man!!! she was like talking normally to me cuz' i thought she would just want to act like as if nothing has happened as huiwen was on flight ma...didn't want any unneccessary comments..so i thought she just acted & later in the flight might not talk to me again...didn't expect she ask me whose cart to set up...i said set mine up la...haha..take off everything she talked to me also...omg!!! was so happy...after first round, we were free...i mean SUPER FREE LOR...you know, 986 what, stupid flight...argh...then she just say this to me

ah mel, what is it that you wanted to tell me...at that point of time i was like shocked lor...haha...then continued lor...told her how i "suffered" that 3weeks...1week of crying 2 weeks of torture..haha...she laughed la..but at the end of it all, she's really caring towards me la...she's really concerned about me next time when i'm really out in a job...explained to her everything, she realised...haha...we laughed at how she got angry & stuff....hee...and it's SETTLED!!! haha...so really happy lor!!

then after work, smsed DD...he said he wants to pick me up...sean's driving ma...then after that i asked is it possible to send her home...sean's fine...so good lor..haha...we waited for her & then she went to pay her ticket stuff...just nice saw DD =D then board sean's car lor..haha...after sending her off, went to DD's place to have a rest...slept at his house...was really tired la...then DD woke me up for dinner...gosh, i really didn't want to wake up lor...was so tired leiz..haha...after dinner, watched tv programmes...then awhile later, he wanted to buy ice cream...ate it lor =) it's been a long time since i last had it too =D then he was meeting his brothers for supper...so i had to go ler...i wanted to tag along but then i was thinking, it's an all guys supper outing...so what the hell am i doing there...then DD say it's ok to tag along..i'm like OMG!! am i dreaming or something?? haha...after that he called sean ma...i did tell DD if he doesn't want me to tag along, it's ok de =) only then he said he wanted to call sean & check...after that i decided i better not go ba..anyways, i'm really tired...need my sleep...hee...so here i am, at HOME =D

i'm flying with SU boey tomorrow & it's perth!! woots...flights with her are always fun man!! haha...

before ending my posts, i just want to show you these 2 adorable pictures...


that's all folks, i am in need of my beauty sleep now lols..

Labels: i love you so much

haha..my flight today was superb man!! with Q the cic, hamilah, jessy & me...lols...fun la...sales wasn't very good man...sigh...just hope to recoup my losses tomorrow haha...flying with huiwen tomorrow ma..haha...with daph & kelly...sigh...don't know whether things will work out ma..

well, i've forgotten to tell you guys about the staff chalet..it was held from the 4th till the 6th..went there with linda on the 5th...cuz' on the 4th i just came back from 702...anyways, daph is there so it'll be awkward you see...sigh...met linda then we went to have lunch at lerk thai at white sands...nothing much...haha...i mean whitesands...we both ordered the set lunch...i was really tempted by the tom yam noodles so i ordered after i've finished my set lunch..haha...linda was shocked...aiyo, if not how can i live up to my name lols...=D was full la...so glad that i had another bowl of tom yam noodles cuz' when we were at the chalet, we ate nothing much...otah was kinda bad...they didn't kept the otah properly la...then i had the fishballs, a few only la & the hotdogs...not really much of the stuff la...& only 1 chicken wing...pathetic right...that was like $5..sigh..it was my first time to attend this kinda "function"..i didn't wanted to go de but then i went cuz' of kenji...give face to him ma...then since linda going i go lor...then some things happened...don't want to mention names...this couple were quarrelling..sian...why like that...can't the guy talk things out calmly?? sigh...maybe over sensitive ler...but i supposed the whole thing was resolved le ba...then after that somebody got hurt...our DEAR captain went to hit our brother...sigh....cuz' when he's drunk, he gets violent..wth la...then malign our brother that he hit our captain first...but our brother didn't do anything lor...things got worse till our brother must go hospital later in the night cuz' he's experiencing giddiness & headache..he was under 24hr observation...was supposed to have flight with him today de...all thanks to our "DEAR" captain la...sianz...but he's out of danger le la...he's fine now...just praying that he'll be fine man...

then after flight went to have lunch cum dinner at hans..with hamilah also...ate that roast chicken..wasn't that nice lor...saw timothy after that so asked him to join us la...chatted...after that left lor...was about 430pm ler..we went to board the bus...saw amy & liyanna on board lols...ended up took train with liyanna & Q...haha..amy went to take bus...talked about "her" to them la..they also feel that besties shouldn't like that de ma, must forgive de..sigh...just hope tomorrow would be a better day man...sigh...nevermind...

well, tomorrow i'm doing 986 with huiwen, daph & kelly, just hope that i do have a chance to talk to her again & explain things clearly...sigh...if she really doesn't talk to me then forget about it ler lor...just do my work lor...
*prays*

Labels: hopefully things turn out well

i know, it has always been a boring day for me...sian...cuz' this morning, i chatted with my bestie's bf till 5am in the morning..was supposed to wake up at 1030 la...so that i can wash my clothes etc...but then i was too tired...this time when i woke up, i don't feel giddiness..i really can sleep like a log...it's so comfortable haha...

woke up, first thing to do was to wash up then go bathe..but suddenly my cell rang...i was like...what in the world man...who would have called this early in the morning...guess what?? it was DD!! hee...it's so rare that he'll call at this time man..was so happy!! hee..he was saying that he's free ma, asked me what i was doing..i told him i just woke up not long ago...haha...i called him back cuz' i don't want him to pay for his hp bill...haha...chatted lor...told him i slept at 5 this morning..haha...told him what happened ma...hee..then we chatted haha...DD so sweet lor hee...muackz...after that i needed to bathe le..was about 1130 le..haha...obviously i reached school late...haha..it was like 1240 when i reached..hmm...nevermind la..not really that late...

the new lecturer was michale fong..he's ok la..but just that he talks too fast le...sometimes i really don't understand what he's trying to get at...but nevertheless, it's still possible to understand the lecture...just hope that he doens't talk so much that might drag the time...due to the airconditioning today, we ended class at 230pm which is like so damn early la...we actually had our break at 130pm..wanted to have a chance to talk to daph but i couldn't...sigh...was thinking of taking my chance to tell her after school...but shit, she left so quickly man...i think she's bent on not talking to me..well, it's ok...was so glad that i'm having a flight with her this friday...do hope that i can work with her at the back & really resolve things between us...

god, can you hear me? please bless me with the courage & i really hope that things worked out...it's really torturing to be like that...

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