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Thursday, January 29, 2009, 1:34:00 PM
wow...hadn't been updating for quite some days...haha...just 2 days only...haha...
yesterday...sobs...got "tua" by some idiots!!! told me to meet at amk...came liao, waited for at least an hour....damn!!!! i didn't eat lor...breakfast or anything..went there on an empty stomach lor..then started to have my giddy spells back sobx...and yet this was what i got!!! damn!!! ended up took train back to batok...to meet jeffrey =D...i thought he parked his car outside to meet me then go somewhere else...didn't expect that he parked his car in the carpark liao...sobx..then walked like less than a few minutes, we decided to go jp.....watch my red cliff lor..haha..went up to see, don't know what time liao...plus it's selling fast...it was like only wed and so many people watching movie...wa...don't know what happened man...lols...ended up didn't watch red cliff...went to walk around...jp changed a lot ma...he also didn't know extended tilll like that wor...lols...after that bought sushi to eat...lols...hungry lor...saw yi fan gor gor...my cousin la...haha...wave only =D long time also never see him..lols...then after that we went off...ate sushi at his car...haha...i don't like the other 2...so i asked jeffrey to eat lor...lols...finish eating then can go off lei...so bad...lols...but he's just concerned ma...later my gastric acted up again how? but seriously, i wasn't feeling very well le...sigh...head was spinning like mad...i just chose to kept quiet...didn't want anyone to worry...this is like the norm to me...yeah...took 2 pictures in his car =p



i was really happy!! look at my smile!!
it's been so long since i last smiled like that!!


this was what happened on tues...haha...had a flight with kak ismawati...with celine...my dear dear celine...i missed her so much man...it's been a long time since i last flew with her...she's always so nice =D too bad she's going back to korea...she said her parents wanted her back there...it's ok...next time i fly to korea to look for her...KOREA KOREA here i cometh!!! lols...make sure she bring me around lols...had lotsa fun during flight..haha...but then i hated it man!!! cuz' of our captain...what the hell man...i think he's having pms man...about the electronic devices all that...sigh...whatever la...he's making a big fuss out of it...sob...ended up i got delayed...cuz' need to listen to explanation and stuff...kak isma was so angry man...even however bad your temper was, or whatever that's bothering you, you shouldn't have brought it out on us...we are cabin crews lei...so what if you're the captain and we have to take orders from you...sigh...it's alright...

after work went to meet 2 of my friends =D haha...first i met the buyer at khatib...then when buyer was there, met melvin...chatted and ate...then my giddiness came...so shit...but just ignored lor...then after that met jeffrey...he drove me to mandai...hee..so sweet of him...went there to see the stars...so nice lor...he's the second guy that brought me to see stars =D haha..chatted lots...haha..about my job blah blah...lotsa stuff...he loves to travel to bangkok lor..haha...my favourite place..woots...then chatted till kinda late...haha...then we went to petrol kiosk in search of toilets ma...haha...drank too much liao lols...went to the nearest..know what...the ladies was so dirty...and DISGUSTING!!! felt so disgusted!! ended up he went there only...i told him nevermind i can tahan...lols...he said not good lei..want go to the gents ma...i don't want...haha...i said it's alright la...work also like that tahan lols..then he so nice la...help me find another toilet so he drove up to shell to look...so nice la..he accompany me...i scared ma go alone...lols...then send me home...haha...while downstairs, he offered to send me up...i thought he only send me till the lift there...but no lor...he accompany me all the way till my floor there...he said those ah pek in the lift with me...very dangerous leiz...haha...he so thoughtful man...haha...bid him goodbye then went back...damn shag can!!! after that decided to online awhile...ended up chatted with him...till like about 3 plus...wa...damn late lor...lols...then played online games lols...i winning le lei...then he beat me to it after that...too tired liao la...my mind's not functioning...in fact it's malfunctioning lols...opps...=x then went to bathe and sleep lor...haha..


it's my dear dear celine!! her last flight with me =( sobx



feona!! she's so tiny =) first flight with me =D



well, some pictures here...haha..taken during day 1 of CNY..i just got back from visiting...so i decided to camwhore a little lols....shag la...my face =X




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Monday, January 26, 2009, 9:56:00 PM
i got back kinda early...today's visiting is kinda short...first, went to shifu's house...was in a rush to go out and i forgot to bring lots of stuff...then to cig ah ma's house...was there awhile...she's getting older...she can't walk properly...then to dad's side...to 2nd uncle's house...somewhat of surprise them...lols...saw meiling jie there with her husband too...then we waited for the rest to come..but then it got too long liao...sobx...so didn't get to see the rest of the aunties and uncles..lesser ang pao to collect lols...

then headed to ah ma's house (mum's side now)...auntie julia was there first...then becky and us...luckily she was there...else, it will be damn bored...ate then chatted with becky...wa saw ah ma...she's in bed...sobx...seeing her like that my heart aches...mum said that she can walk but she's relying too much on the wheelchair...which i think it's better not to...else next time, she's too dependent on it...then it would be worse...cuz' now, she's able to walk but not that stable la...sigh...then chatted with becky and cass...

after that we went down as every room we went, everyone's like coming in cuz' we want privacy...ended up didn't chat much..but took some pictures with cass's cam...get it from her blog then =D

well that's all...need to sleep early...tomorrow i have a morning flight...sobs...around 630pm then i'll be finishing...sob...


thought it was funny...

*BEST SALESMAN OF THE YEAR*

An Indian moves to Montreal and goes to a big department store looking for a job.

The manager asks, "Do you have any sales experience?"

The Indian says, "Yeah, I was a salesman back home".

Well, the manager liked the young man, so he gave him the job.

"You start tomorrow. I'll come down after we close and see how you did, but let me give you a bit of advice.

If a customer comes looking, say, for toothpaste, you might suggest for him a toothbrush, or shaving cream etc. You get the idea?"

"Of course," the young man said. His first day on the job was rough but he got through it.

After the store was locked up, the manager came down. "How many sales did you make today?

The Indian says, "One" The manager groans, "Just one? Our sales people average 20 or 30 sales/day. How much was the sale for?"

The Indian says, "$101, 237.64."

The manager exclaims, "What!!! $101, 237.64? What did you sell him?"

The Indian replied, "First I sold him a small fish hook. Then I sold him a medium fishhook.

Then I sold him a larger fishhook. Then I sold him a new fishing rod.

Then I asked him where he was going fishing, and he said down at the coast, so I told him he was going to need a boat,

so we went down to the boat department, and I sold him that twin engine Chris Craft.

Then he said he didn't think his Honda Civic would pull it, so I took him down to the automotive department and sold him that 4X4 Pajero."

The manager says "You mean a guy came in here to buy a fish hook and you sold him a boat and truck?!"

The Indian says, "No, no, no, he came in here to buy a box of Kotex for his wife and I said,

"Well, since your weekend's already screwed up you might as well go fishing!!"

The manager fainted...

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Sunday, January 25, 2009, 7:44:00 PM
woots..had our reunion dinner...what a spread...it's been so long since we last had dinner together..it's like once every year...omg...the dishes are really nice...mummy cooked it...i just so love the soup!!! too bad it's only like half a bowl i only get to drink...cuz' mummy only cooked enough to fill 2 big bowls and we had to share...sobs...







of course it reminds me of * mum's cooking...especially the soup man!! sigh...chinese new year, thought this year would be different..different as in...yeah, but then when i'm going to "bai nian" it's going to be bored...sigh...cuz' yeah...something is just missing...mummy nagged about it before...why...sigh...don't know la...i just don't want to bother liao...even if relatives ask...ask lor...sigh..

i don't know why..but these few days, i've been feeling fatigue man..sigh..just feeling i don't have enough sleep...tomorrow's the day but i don't feel anything...let's see whether somebody will show me the picture of the clothes somebody will wear lols...i don't know what to wear man on the first day...dress or something else...need to look different...lols...will be taking pictures la...bringing my gadgets along...i just don't want to feel bored...when i'm bored, my gadgets will be out...lols...oh yeah, need to paint my nails...as i have an early flight on tues...you think i should paint tomorrow? i guess i'll do it today...if not..yeah..so tired lor...argh!!!

know what...i've been thinking about this and brooding over it for a day...i really don't know how long more...afraid that as days past, it will be stagnant...sigh...i don't know..i really really don't know...help me please!!!

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Saturday, January 24, 2009, 5:10:00 PM
OMG!! yeah, i know for the first thing to say lols...

cuz' i've been doing all the morning flights and have been waking up like almost at 2am every morning...argh...so i'm really a zombie!!!

yesterday already mistaken my own flight time liao...this is a symptom that i am really tired...luckily i got a friend to pick me up...omg...if not that's it...i'm going to be like!!! late!!! real late!!! had mac for breakfast...wa, i really damn tired...wasn't conscious of what i was doing...after KL, i went to withdraw cash just to give my parents while the rest get their food..cuz' there was like 1hour transit..then i went to the teller la...know what??

i don't know what i pressed...i withdraw 1k out lor...i was like wth am i doing man!!! withdrawing so much cash out...was so worried man...i'll bank in the cash tomorrow..so unsafe to have so much cash with you...symptom 2, shows that i am really tired man...don't even know what the hell am i doing...lols..going to phuket sucked!!! there was a problem with the ground staff..the seat allocation was spoilt...they double seated the pax...argh...then i have to relocate pax...argh...they were like complaining...i was like...eh, not my fault lor...the ground staff handling all these de...so angry man...full load somemore..i don't know why so many people go phuket for? really lor...

again, that stupid feeling came back...the giddiness...i almost fainted man...i was at the AFT la..sat at the jump seat...to rest my head...complaining to the AFT crew that i having headache le...they still say my face look pale...wth...then i rested...after that, needed to collect trash liao...landing soon...i stood up, fell lei...wth la...so embarassed...luckily they held me up..then i went to collect..they kept asking i was ok anot...omg...

after flight, there's this pax wanted to buy this DFS item...then we don't dare to accept 100USD so get the pax to change it at the money changer...so meaning one crew have to somewhat be a personal escort like that lor...and i am the one who's suppose to go down...wa, i felt like so bad la...cuz' doing full AIC lei..then like so bad...leave behind all the other 3 while i go down...don't need to do anything...felt so bad lor...sigh...but CIC insisted so i have no choice...sigh...

what happened to me man...

texted * then it's like...yeah...haha...nevermind lor..don't bother liao...need my beauty sleep man...i doubt they'll activate me man...look at the time here now..it's 1235am...woots...haha...




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Friday, January 23, 2009, 10:01:00 PM
let me tell you, this is shit!!! argh..am being forced by someone whom i just want to be friends with...but then sigh...i don't know why is he acting like he has already possessed me!!! omg!!! i hate that feeling of being forced!! argh!!! friends only lor...nothing much...am just so pissed...

well, today i am happy and pissed at the same time..happy cuz' i'm willing to give us a chance to start all over...this time round it's serious...pissed cuz' yeah i've already mentioned on the top..happy too that i finally passed * the ice tea!!! chatted awhile at the void deck =D * seemed so much skinnier than before...yeah, i have to admit that he's much more fitter!!! work hard ba...jiayou =D

*FYI, these 2 people are different people i'm talking about...* and the person who got me pissed =)

wth la...i saw the wrong reporting for tomorrow's flight...argh!!!! it's like 510am reporting...omg...i was like...shit..i thought i was doing the later one...which was 220pm reporting...argh...shit and i didn't have enough sleep lor...tomorrow i'm dead...sure de...zombie liao...am so so damn tired la...3 days consecutively...they better don't activate me on sun...the 25th jan where i'm having renuion...i won't answer any calls i say!!! am so tired liao lor....haven't changed my bedsheets...am going to do that tomorrow...woots...so busy la...busy till i don't have time man..well...i need to sleep now...shit man....argh!!!!! so tired...i'm like damn shag now...plus i didn't had anything the whole day except for breakfast...when my brother bought me dinner, i just don't have the appetite to eat..i threw my rice away lor..sigh...felt so bad...wth...why did this feeling came back again...why do i have to go through this again...CNY's nearing...why am i like that...

please, i just pray hard that i won't faint..
i know i will but my willpower told me not to...cuz' when i was on my way to meet *,
suddenly the sky just went blank...
luckily * walked me home...
if not things will be undesirable...sigh...
i thank god for letting * be by my side when such things like that were about to happen
*prays for a better tomorrow*
i just don't know how long this will go on...
i MAY appear strong,
but inside i am REALLY weak...sigh...
do stay by my side =)
i am feeling cold now...
do allow me to feel your warmth =)
please...
am hanging on till i breathe the last...

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Thursday, January 22, 2009, 9:10:00 PM
had a rushed up flight today...so maddening...argh..i just don't understand why she just loves to make things difficult for people...i've already told her about the hotmeals order and to stop returning pax the change and to stop taking orders...was so mad liao...am so damn busy at the back alone...there's medical case on board and also we were all so busy with our own stuff...but she??? what the hell is she doing?? pax needed their food and there she was not helping out with the orders....i felt like dying lor...argh...ended up i got so fed up liao..just yelled at her telling her not to return the cash and stop taking orders and start helping me!!! argh...wth...so mad lor...toots!!!!

flight ended...went to meet my friend at city hall...accompany him take his shirt and pants...tailor made...i was like...wa i didn't know clothes can be tailor made...then went to this place to have this herbal chicken...smsed my brother to tell him not to buy dinner for me...nice la...but then salty la...i mean herbal ma...so it should be like healthy...then go mac awhile talk talk...then he need to leave for school...took train home lor...diao...that stupid feeling came back again!!! argh...so angry la...already so pissed with the stupid flight then now this has to happen!!! while on the way home...shit lor...the peak hour...god darn damn!!! so many freaking people lor...argh!!!! plus i was already not feeling very well spinning head and people squeezing...why can't they like wait lor...cannot wait for the next train meh?? is it like so difficult?? wth...

cuz' my bad was big ma...people like pushed and pushed...got so pissed i just like throw my bad on the floor of the train lor...toots one all the people..

like HELLO!!! WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE MAN!!! either they stare at you as if you did something wrong..if not, they just don't want to move in the train...else, they will be like pushing you in the train knowing that there's no space inside...the best part!!! don't let you out when you're alighting and kept pushing you back in....wth!!! SINGAPOREAN NOWDAYS!!! i'm not so proud to be one...there was once a captain asked me about this la...wth...felt so embarassed lor...toots....

alright, enough about whining...the best part, while on the way back...think was at je or even before, mummy smsed me saying that she buying dinner...i was like....diao...i told my brother not to buy liao...had dinner liao...then she was like ok...since you let him know then ok...after that, i received an sms from didi saying that he bought liao and daddy bought another packet....DIAO!!!!! argh...i ate lor...no choice...first time in my life that i wasted food sia...threw away lor...i already felt like puking liao when i'm like forcing myself to finish the food cuz' i don't like wasting food...almost done finishing la but then can't la...too much liao...argh...

then after that received that sms...make my blood boil even more!!! plus i was activated for 936 liao lor...another freaking morning flight la!!! but i don't mind since mag's the cic tomorrow...sales not bad, com not bad...overall ok la...plus the crew also not bad...can la...anything...another good point that i was activated was on the 25th i'm on sby ma...so they activate me now, next flight can't activate me liao lor...if they did, i die die won't answer lor...if they want to write in, F***KING WRITE IN FOR ALL I CARE!!!

that time hari raya send mass email asking all the chinese crew to help around and not taking mc all that...to lessen their burden..i was like...ok la, don't mind helping ma...but then, CNY lei?? those that supposed to have off or for renuion dinner didn't get their off days la...then those not supposed to have any off de, all have off...got open eyes big and plan de ma...aiyoyo...not saying that i wanted to be racist or what...but then, doesn't it like show already...sigh...what sia...want us to be so nice...ended up who's going to be nice to us...

i think tomorrow's going to be a sleepy day for me liao...argh...but then 3pm can finish liao la so ok la...whew...at least i can have the whole day off liao...like duh!!! finally...my roster damn packed this week can!!! why sia...activated me instead of others...argh!!!

just hope if you want to meet up the next time then sms me if not don't even bother to sms..i don't want to entertain you...i have no time for that...i'm not the me last time...want to meet then meet lor don't want then don't want lor..take it or leave it...
when i replied so fast was only to take the opportunity to pass you that ice tea plus i just want to catch up with times...like knowing how are you and stuff...not like what you think lor...if you want to think that way then so be it la...i'm already so sick and tired of it...i'm so so happy with my life now...argh...i just don't know la...sigh!!!!!!

i don't know what's wrong with me today...perhaps i'm having mood swings due to lack of sleep...

some photos i took...damn bored...
















i so love this picture =D


just so pissed!!! argh!!!

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Tuesday, January 20, 2009, 8:47:00 PM
i did 102 today...daddy sent me to work...while on the way, he asked me that question...sigh...he finally know liao lor...lols...thought my brother told mummy then mummy told him...but that wasn't the case...was a short flight...with aslinda, mindy and haslina...after flight, sms mummy...thought she wasn't working liao...ended up she said she's still working...i supposed she's serving her notice before she leaves ba...initially, the plan was like that...wanted to go kbox with karine and theresa...but then, theresa said she's not free, ended up karine also can't sing too long...so never go lor...save money lols...called becky...she wasn't free too...she need to accompany james to queensway...so i was like...hmm...nevermind la..she needed to spend more time with him as he's leaving this friday...i'm sure she misses him loads...so i decided to go to westmall..need a haircut badly...my ingrown hair is coming out so i need a trim...

went to have lunch first at the kopitiam...having to eat alone was really...hmm...something i've experienced it for the very first time...always, i will pack back if i have to eat out...never experienced eating alone outside..sigh...and always when i eat out, there's always somebody there...now that this somebody isn't there, all i have is myself..i have to rely on myself on almost everything...sigh...it's not a bad thing but then this tinge of loneliness is there...to tell you the truth, i felt like crying when i was eating...i didn't know why...i siao liao...
finished liao, felt like puking...sigh...acted up again...argh...like when will this ever stop man...i went to buy hair clips...lols...cuz' those at home, i seem to lose it everytime...buy more spares heh heh...then headed off to precious thots...my old workplace...and the place where...memories started...sigh...talked to kelly...she's working...hee =D went to look for photo album...can't seem to find it man...the old one that i really liked it a lot...didn't buy lor...then went for my haircut liao...

while having my hair wash, walau, this girl that washed my hair was so rough la...as if i stepped on her tail like that...she like so bu shuang...then don't wash lor...wa, i pay that kind of money is to relax and have a nice haircut lei, not here to shou your qi hor...then blow dry liao, waited for adrian to finish cutting his other customer's hair...wa, today he super busy lor...one after another customer to cut...lols...the outcome of the hair was really nice man...i simply LOVE it...take a look at the pictures..haha...i changed the parting of my fringe...looks so much better...now, i never ever dared to go anywhere to have my haircut le...stick to him...that's it...scared man...i won't forget that bad experience at far east...argh....took 187 home lor..while i passed that familiar place (where he had his chalet) memories of how he celebrated his birthday, how i helped out with his family, how i took care of the xiao gua at the pool...sigh...memories...i missed them all...but then, what can i do?? all i can think of is just like that lor...what more can i do? i can't ma...so let it be lor...although sadness is there la...but haha...nothing la...just memories when i passed these places...again i felt like crying...wth again...

reached home, had my bath...know what??? bloody monday came out liao!! so happy...watched all of the episodes...the ending really sucks la...diao diao...you guys go watch it and then you know what i meant...haha...oh yeah, i wanted to watch red cliff 2 that badly sia...that time wanted to watch with * and *'s buddy...after that busy ma so never...* said next time ba...i think that next time will never appear...heh heh...i already said it so clearly on my post yesterday le...shun me if you want...all i knew was i didn't do anything wrong...i'm clear...sigh...what's with everyone man...argh!!! below are some pictures...haha...my new haircut...by the way, am i tanned??? lols...abit la huh...lols...












hanoi flight with aslinda, kelvin and adriana..






















perth flight..


tini bully me...lols..no la...notice the difference of my eyes? tini drew it =D


told you she's nice...she even kissed me heh heh...



this is the ground staff for perth, mr. shane =D


i have no idea why he's sitting there...lols...


don't ask me why the cardboard boxes were left there heh heh..



the picture of the day, smile =D

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