finally i got my day off man!!! whew...it's been a tiring day for me...

on friday, DD booked out...after my 986 i went to meet him at lot1..since i was there so early, i went to shop around at watsons...got some stuff which amounted to a total of 23 plus dollars...not too bad...then after that i met him outside mac...he was carrying his heavy bag...haha..then he needs to get his belt punched...as in punched with holes...if not he's going to get an earful...soon after that, we took 67 to his house...rested awhile, ate the bee hoon that his mum cooked...was a little serving though..i was damn hungry but it didn't matter...went home after the 9pm show...reached home about 1030..updated my fdp then went to sleep ler..

i had to do 714 the next day...i need rest...woke up slightly later...but still the same...i'm just tired...DD said he's meeting lily, fiona & yong yong after sending me to work...it was nice of him to send me there...we were early..so i went to cold storage to get my groceries for the flight later...once done, we parted our ways...DD went to causeway to repair his hp..he took 858 all the way..i supposed he can sleep throughout the journey there...i went for flight...we were back 10mins early...since i told daddy to fetch me at 12am..then i wait lor...cuz' i didn't know whether we'll be delayed or not...when i was outside waiting for daddy, DD called..i asked him where he was, he said he was on his way going home...i said ok..i'm waiting for daddy to pick me up then go to his house for the vodka that i wanted to drink since last week...when i reached home, bathe & quickly got ready to leave..while on the way, DD called...he asked me where i was, i said nearing his block...he mentioned, everyone's waiting for you lei...like my fault like that...i've already told him in the sms just now not to wait for me & have the drink first as i might be quite late...he didn't want to listen, wanted to wait for me, MY FAULT AH?!?!!? then i told him la, you guys can drink first what, don't have to wait...then he said everyone's so tired le lor...then now so late le...i told him it's ok what, you guys can start drinking first de ma...or not you can tell me another day lor..he said but then you insisted what...i said you can always reject me de ma..he said you insisted it since last week...i'm so pissed la..HE'S tired only la, THEY tired only la....WHAT TIME I WOKE UP?? HOW MANY HOURS OF FLIGHT I DONE?? DADDY LATE MY FAULT ALSO LA?!!?!? what the hell man!! can't he be like more understanding!!! so when i reached, i wasn't really happy...my mood has been spoit by him ler lor...but then, i felt so welcomed by alvin...he didn't mind waiting lor...unlike DD!!! ah yong was using the com...i know he's tired but then he didn't make any noise..it was the first time i saw him botak lols...

we started drinking le...alvin really drank so much...i drank 2 cups only...DD la...the second one, he poured more vodka than sprite...argh!!! i was begining to feel tipsy liao...after that cup, i wanted to try how raspberry vodka tasted like...so i asked DD to pour lor...only a quarter la...then i just drink a little then pass to DD..he helped me..he didn't drink much until alvin started to get emo...then he offered to share the drink with him....it's the first time i saw alvin behaving like that...he's not the alvin i once knew...but after that he was fine...after vomitting & letting it all out...

after that, we decided to let alvin ton over at DD's place...with his condition like that, it's better for him to go home the next day..DD send me home...he was walking so quickly man..the feeling that he's giving me was like...quickly send her home..walk faster so that she'll walk faster..he didn't spoke a single word...i asked him why..he said he was tired...ok fine...HE'S TIRED AYE!!! let me tell you!!! I'M TIRED TOO LOR!!! fuck man!!! no hugs, no kisses...what is this...he just stood in the lift when i walked out of the lift...what the hell...don't know what's wrong with him...if he's tired, he could've just stayed at home & rest more..don't have to send me to work...i did tell him...he could've just told me when he was going home that he's tired & we can have that vodka another day...well, after perth, i was tired too ok!!!!! what sia...you think the whole world, you're the one & only one that's tired??? sigh...can't you be more understanding a little?? i'm tired but yet i still want to meet you..it's the thought & effort that counts!!! why can't you just be that sensitive...just cuz' you're tired, it gives you the permission to vent your anger how you like...let me tell you, I'M NOT SOMEONE WHOM YOU CAN VENT YOUR ANGER ON!!! just to let you know, he wasn't like this when we were all talking...when they were talking about his NS training..we were all chatting happily lor...argh...why draw your lines so clear...why didn't you vent your anger on them??? argh!! it's so unfair!!!

i really can understand how he felt...it's like how i felt when DD wasn't there for me the last time...all he cares was about his friends & that he made the excuse saying that there wasn't time left for his friends as he's going NS soon & that for me, we can always meet...that kind of hurt, that kind of feeling...i understood...what i can say is

ALVIN, BE STRONG...THERE'S LOTS OF GIRLS OUT THERE...I'M VERY SURE THAT YOU CAN FIND A BETTER GIRL...DON'T BE SO SAD!! IT'S HER LOST THAT SHE DIDN'T HAVE YOU...& ABOUT THAT GUY, HE'S JUST A JERK...I DON'T THINK THAT HE'S SUCH AN UNDERSTANDING BOYFRIEND...IF HE WAS, LETTING HIS GIRLFRIEND SAYING HI TO YOU, HE WOULDN'T BE JEALOUS...IT'S JUST A HI!! CHEER UP ALVIN!!!

i'm watching don't mess with the zohan online now...was figuring out the stupid hack for my psp just now...DD didn't help much...i just don't understand why he got so agitated for??!?!? after sending me his hack, he got so angry saying, you think so easy ah, must copy this & that...he asked me to try it out only then i know...after trying it out, i was just merely following instructions & IT WAS DAMN EASY LOR!!! not difficult at all..it's just that i couldn't understand why in that cheat menu, it was all blank...what i want was to play patapon with the cheat cuz' i just can't get past that stage that i'm stuck with...i just want DD to help me...that difficult meh?? i missed him so much...i just don't want to get love sick that's why i've been playing lots of games to try & make myself occupied with stuff so that i can pass each day quickly...& for all i know, friday's here...that's the reason why...once i'm hooked on the game, i will be HOOKED ON...so can't you understand me DD?!?!?!?! argh...don't know why you got so pissed!!!

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today went out with zerlina!!! long time never see her le...so happy to see her man!! met her late..cuz' i had some stuff to do at home...hmm..then we went to search for MIND's Cafe...i remembered where it was the other time when lily was with us...i heard her telling DD..lucky for that, we found the place...

it was upstairs...ambience was good...i was in a rush that i had forgotten to bring my camera...shit man..haha...but it's ok...i had fun there...played lots of games...we came at the right time man!!! it was the happy hour at about 3pm...we can play until 6pm..it was supposed to be a 4hours thing but then, the happy hours ends at 6pm that is..so it's ok...haha...played endless games...hee..after that we played this last game, the card game which we had to spread all the cards on the table & pick the ones that matches our lines of the race..i won all of them...haha..zerlina won most of the games we played...haha...but she lost to me on that game...i felt that & the apple game was damn fun...the rest were really MIND games...testing our minds, twitching our brains that got us tired man!!! haha...so we played the last round & ordered our dinner...zerlina ordered beef lasagna & me, fish & shrooms pasta...it was delicious man!! although i couldn't taste zer's food but i can tell it was sumptious!!! after our dinner, we went to do our nails at THE CATHAY...the place was so cosy that i really felt like home man...zer did french while i did my normal nail colour...haha...hers was $17 mine, $12..not bad..it really is nice...except that i accidentally knocked my nails onto the other that caused the nails to be not-so-nice after all...but on the overall it's nice...i love it!!! haha...they used O.P.I brand...which means, the colour of the nails & the quality is better...haha...after that i went to carrefour to buy my cup noodles while zer bought her drink...then i went home..she was waiting for ruikun..haha..finally they're together le wor!! so happy for them!! hee...i just hope that she doesn't smoke that much la...got home, watch my 9pm show..called DD..let him know i'm back...haha...chatted awhile then he says he want to meet me at lot1 tomorrow cuz' he needs to punch holes for his belt...then i just go see lor...maybe go shop lor...can't wait to see DD tomorrow...hee...that's all...got to sleep le...tomorrow need to wake up early for my flight...sianz...

this idiotic mother came back only nag like nobody's business...fucker!!! i just hate her man!!!  I WANT TO GET MARRIED FAST!!! GET OUT OF THIS PLACE!!! IT SUCKS!!! I HAVE TO TOLERATE FOR JUST A FEW YEARS!!! JUST WAIT MAN!!! argh!!!!!

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i really enjoyed the days i've spent with DD man!! although time was short but i really enjoyed it so much!!!

friday, i went out with cass..went shopping but then, it was amazing..i didn't get anything i like...haha...went to the levi's store at wisma..cass bought 2 pairs of jeans..i wanted to get the black one de but ended up i didn't get any...haha....it's ok..cuz' it wasn't what i want cuz' the cutting was weird..DD booked out fast...it was about 5 when he smsed me saying he wanted to meet me at 630pm..i told him 7pm can cuz' i just reached heeren...nothing much i wanted to get...so sianz...went off very fast...didn't accompany cass to collect her altered jeans...went off after going to cine...it was about 615pm when i went off..so i reached his place at about 645pm...i told DD around that time then reach ma..

when i reached his place, the first thing i did was hugged him tightly...tears really rolled down...i missed him so so much!! he was packing his room again...he took out all his stuff...his psp, his other hps...cuz' he said he wanted to take all his hp to camp so that he can sms me & call me..but i told him i want to call him or nt his hp bill's going to be damn expensive...he said ok..hee =D muackz!! after that i took out what i wanted to give him...his wallet & the vodka...i rested awhile before going to eat cuz' suddenly my mygrain came back...sian...headache too...then DD say ok...rest awhile first...after i was alright le cuz' DD's dad rub some ointment on him as he developed rashes...over his back...i smelt the ointment & felt better eventually...so after that went to have dinner...oh my gosh!!! dinner was scrumptious!!! his mom cooked his favourite dishes!!! i wasn't that hungry so i think there's lots of leftovers...sian...i didn't eat much...cuz' DD say de ma he's going to finish it so i thought maybe leave it for him lor...went to take only a bowl of soup...felt so bad as his mom's hardwork like went down the drain like that...the dishes...hmm...after dinner, smsed sean to ask him whether he's done with his work...grace came over...alvin meet him at his house the bus-stop there...didn't expect that he's going to study for his test this coming monday..so we didn't drink that vodka lor..wasted...it's ok...next week then...by then, yongsiang should book out le..haha...so we can all drink...went to mac to have supper...after supper went back to DD's place...took my bag & DD send me home...

next day, saturday!! haha...went out with DD...DD went to meet sean in the morning...they were at bugis...i slept till quite late then wake up ma...after that finally left house at 4pm..i forgotten to take lotsa stuff...so i went home like 4 times before i finally got to the train..haha...you know what?? sandy called after that...she called to inform me that i was so GOD DAMN LUCKY that i didn't went for my 638 man!!! there was a heart attack case on board, the plane didn't take off..so ended up the 638 crew went home...so it's like the same as i don't go for the flight...luckily i took mc man...if not...god knows what will happen...sandy also said that she was activated for that flight but as a new set of crew cuz' the original crew went back ma...ended up so went home..they activated her at 1130pm..omg!!! haah..waste her cab fare man...but i was so lucky man...phew...i wanted to do the flight de..but i don't know why i didn't...suddenly that mygrain just came back..so i have no choice but to take mc ma...can't be blamed...lucky i took mc if not with my condition like that, i doubt i'm up to standard man...phew...lucky me!!!! haha..after that i called DD..couldn't get through...cuz' i reached le ma..then called grace lor since can't get him...she said they were at the singtel shop...so i went there straight...after that i couldn't find them cuz' they were sitting there...called grace again..haha...then i met her first before she brought me to find them...met up ler we go walk walk lor...then really walk all the way to suntec...we went to the starhub booth to enquire about the sub-line thing afterwhich we proceed to the shop that sells those remote control cars...haha...that one & only shop...i went to see the new tamagotchi...i do have the temptation to buy it...cuz' it's the latest one where you can have many pets at once...hee...after much consideration i decided to skip it...bought for DD the remote control car..$10 only..grace bought for sean too hee...then while at the cashier, i saw elmo...hee...the cute elmo & it's the one & only piece...just buy lor..SO CUTE!!! $2 haha...then off we went..after that i went to the NICI store that sells those cute keychain toys...i wanted to take a look..then i found the cabin crew keychain...bought it lor...then they went to the arcade to play the hammer thing..haha...next we went to marina square...nothing much to do in suntec..haha...ended up we went to carl's jr. to have dinner first..i didn't finish my burger...haha...cuz' of the fries...it's made from real potato..i suppose i'm not in the appetite for that...hee...after that we went to the esplanade to take a stroll...didn't know that they were having the NDP rehearsal...haha...msn gary at night & he said that he was running with the big banner..haha...i missed that...we were at the outside though..haha...saw many officers there...we went in through the small pavement...haha..it's a shortcut...there was a short competition there...we stood there to watch...it's about the "AIR GUITAR!!" funny la..haha..the winner walked away with the new guitar...omg!!! free man!!! haha...then we took a stroll down the esplande...down to where the f1 racing track is going to be haha...DD say once the thing is up, we can't walk there anymore...hmm...then from there we stopover at where the merlion was, stood there to enjoy the wind...so nice...haa..took pictures & off we went...in search of 190..haha...we walked all the way down which led us to vivo...the way la...ended up saw raffles place mrt, just take lor or not continue walking meh?? later we lost how?? took train home..hee...went to DD's place fix his remote-control car & we chatted awhile before he sends me home hee...so sweet of DD!! knowing that he's tired but he ignored the tiredness just to accompany me cuz' he knew that i missed him so much!!! hee...muackz!!

well, tomorrow, i have to do a 4sectors...152/328...just hope that the flight's alright man!!! i don't want any delays...cuz' the next day i'm doing my 3 sectors...506/902...god must really bless me man!!! alright, i'm going to have my dinner soon..really look forward to next friday...i miss my DD so much!!! muackz!!! he's booking in today!!!

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zahryn doing the michale jackson stunt...it's real!!!

sandy with the decompression masks...

now, that's me with the masks...cool!!

camwhoring while waiting for the engineers to cover up the mask compartment

this was the first attempt..wasn't good..

this was even better..do not try this at home!!!

the masks that fell..due to some itchy hands...

the inside..that's where the tank is located at..

the masks that dropped...

i so can't wait man!!

haha...DD's booking out tonight...meeting him at his place at 730pm hee...just can't wait...bought him his wallet he need, chocolates for him & absolut mango =D...we really must enjoy tonight man!!! hee...so happy that DD booking out ler...been missing him for so many days man...just can't wait for later....gonna take more pictures to keep =D

had a flight yesterday with zahryn, kenji & sandy!!! woots!!!! it was a damn great flight man..i'm just so sad that i couldn't help kenji sell his $68 set...guys, i tried my very best ler to sell the DFS...not bad la got about 400+..glad that DFS sales not bad...i really tried my best...but then due to the delay i think everyone's tired so perhaps they just want to rest & sleep...so that's why...but then, it's ok =) we all did a good job =D haha, sandy & me were talking about her "good sister" wor...haha..so damn funny...sianz, i really don't know who to vote for CIC man...there's a few where i haven't flew with as AG how to vote like that sia...hmm...maybe i just have to wait?? haha...guys, just be patient lor...trust me, you guys will be selected =D hee..

will be meeting cass (cuzzie)...it's been a long time man...after that i'll go find DD..the problem is how the hell am i supposed to take the vodka out later?? it's heavy to bring it out leiz...hmm...i'll see what i can do later...haha...i just know that i'll be having fun later...with DD!!!! muackz....

here's a song for everyone..this is how i felt when DD was in camp...sigh...

BACKSTREET BOYS: INCONSOLABLE

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the bikini babe!! hee..

i'm seriously enjoying myself!!! =D

( i seriously LOVE this pic)

hidayah, my best friend

she's enjoying it too haha!!

getting emote?? nah..just trying to be cool hee..

yesterday's pictures

i saw li teng, the guy who's a comedian cum...erm...i don't know what's it called..but if you guys know pornsak, they're on the same line...he was standing right next to me when i was going back home taking 190..today school was fine...hmm..doing my late 4sectors man..do hope there's lotsa excess...

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