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Wednesday, January 7, 2009, 9:11:00 PM
today i'm officially 21...wa...old liao...heh heh...as usual...birthdays to me is like....nothing...it's all thanks to * that i get to celebrate my birthday....well, at least i did somewhat celebrated my birthday yesterday...this year's really a lonely birthday...

people asked me how is it like to be 21? to me, it's nothing lor...just another year older only ma...sigh...don't want to talk about it...once i end my relationship with him, it's like ending my birthday celebrations...ya i know, i don't have to have * to be able to celebrate but then again..sigh...i shall not talk about it again...it makes me sad to mention this...

went to school today...i'm really touched that the whole class sang a birthday song for me...although it was just a birthday song...it really warms me up...i think in my years of life, the only chance to get to hear a birthday song was with * and i am really serious...i won't forget my 18th birthday...the chalet at his aunt's house...sigh...it was really so so sweet of him...to go to such lengths...but then again, this is the past...i can't hover any thoughts about it anymore...i know that i still have my life to carry on...so what about birthdays...sigh...i know i am getting so emotional on my birthday which i should not...i should feel happy...i seriously admire *...during his chalet...his parents, his family members...the atmosphere was just there...the birthday atmosphere...what about me?? i know, i shouldn't be comparing but then...if your parents can do it for you, so can mine...but did they?? sigh...i guess everyone's 21st was really a blast...mine?? a lonely one...i'm already prepared since the day we broke up...i know that my days from the past will be coming back to me...which i dread about...but well, this is a fact...a fact that i can never change...

people asked me...how are you going to celebrate your birthday...all i did was to reply...like that lor...sigh...i don't know la...

remember you smsed me and told me that this year it would be different and asked me not to think about it..that my mum would give me a suprise...i've already told you...all she did was to sms me wishing me & that's it...it doesn't change...it still remains...it's always you who celebrated my birthdays with me...with your family...well...nevermind...

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