it's really been a really really long time since i last updated...i know, i kept procrastinating...lols..but it's alright...i'll let the pictures do the talking ba...lols...
hmm...i got back with him liao...i dare not say that we'll last forever but then, i can assure that history won't repeat itself...i just let things be the natural way...why force it when it's like that? well well well, let the pictures do the talking...it's been a week...i can't possibly remember what happened lols...
alright alright, i'll let the pictures do the talking...hee...this was on the 31st jan'09 i did a flight with firdani and jannah =D bored la...so we took pictures lols...





this was what happened after flight...DD and sean went to fetch me back...was so stunned lols...i'm like so shag...hee =D..then sean drove me back to get changed and we all went for supper...was really hungry and tired...but who cares...go eat lor...lols...










we met the next day...suddenly, he wanted to buy an itouch...i said ok...heh heh...we both bought it at paragon...1 for each of us...but till now, i still have yet to get it...cuz' mine's under the waiting list of the maunufacturer faults...am waiting to get a new one...sigh...i can only wait till wed...just 2 days more..i can tahan!!! then suddenly huiwen smsed me want to go kbox...lols...went with yongsiang and her lor..it's been a long time man...then after that we went to have dinner at waraku..it's my first time...i'm not into japanese food...haha...cuz' most of the weird stuff i don't eat...lols...he was teasing me if i were to go to japan, i can only eat their cup noodles...=x so bad hor...bleahx =p then after that we went to this place at mandai there ba...it's really dark...in search of how much chilli we can take...it's till level 30...to test whether you can reach that stage and they'll award you with a certificate saying that you're certified lols...when we got to the place, little did i realise that it was near the youth flying club...but then, the store's closed for the day liao...sob...so we ended up going off lor...then suddenly, they wanted to go to indochine...so we went there...lols...in commemoration of yong siang and huiwen's 2year anniversary lor =D so impromptu de...lols..i didn't know what to order there...tried the singapore sling...omg...i don't really like it la...perhaps i'm not so much of a drinker =x then huiwen and yongsiang drank the same drink...apple martini...looks nice...it was a misunderstanding...cuz' initially they only ordered 1 to share...cuz' huiwen can't drink de...a sip will make her drunk lols...=x then send them back liao send me home =D really enjoyed the day...how i wish time would just stop =D but it's really been so long since we last went out and have fun =D and it's my first time going to a pub with him...hee...










then i had a flight...to KL only..sian...cuz' 152 was cancelled..it was a really short flight man...sales also not bad hor...lols...took some pictures with albert =D first time flying with him too =)



i have no idea when i took picture with farhana lols...

then then then...omg omg omg!!! lols..i had my first clubbing experience with grace, becky and ryan both my cousins =D at st james powerhouse!!! woots!!! it was ladies' night too =D this was taken at grace's house...she's the make up artiste of the day...lols...





while waiting for becky, camwhoring with grace lols...wanted to take more pictures at the club but then sigh...i had forgotten to take my camera out when we stuffed our things in the locker!!! damn!!! if not, i could've taken more pictures with cuzzie!! ryan didn't want to come at first and ended up coming later...saw zeanty, haslina and melina there too...lols...was fun dancing man!! i would definitely hit the clubs the next time man...and the best part, we didn't even have to pay for anything man!!! lols...omg...grace was telling me that it was the very first time that she only had to pay for the cab fare hee...cheap and good lols...



when becky came, i decided to take a picture with her hee...nice shot...but i look weird lols...

oh yeah...now the best part!!! i went to do my hair yesterday!!! previously, i went to cut my fringe short...hee...looks like shit lor...but after that when i went to do rebonding, it was a totally different thing =D was really happy la...nice lor!! lols..if anyone of you wants to do it, it's really cheap and they use shiseido products for your hair...hee...my hair was smooth & when the wind blows, omg!!! lols...but then, i don't really like it for the first week...let's wait and see how it will look like the next few weeks...hee...new hair AGAIN!!! lols...


with that, we went to meet up with sean and DD...sean drove..hee..head to PS to catch a movie...it's called
THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTONS...

it's a really nice and meaningful show...how i wish time can just turn back man!! it's really a great movie for me...plus that guy in the movie was damn handsome as he grew younger!!! omg!!!
i know since the day we got back,
i'm really really looking forward to how you will treat me...
whether better or worse,
i don't know..
i just don't want history to repeat itself once again..
am really really afraid..
all i think of now is to just let it be..
of course, i see the changes in you,
but then, that doesn't mean anything as it's too early to tell..
i really enjoyed the days spent together with you..
am really happy..
it made me realise that i didn't make the wrong decision to love you once again...
i really am afraid that things doesn't turn out the way i wanted..
so what i can do now is to just let it be..
let things be natural..
i'm really sorry if things i've done
or words i've said hurt you deep in the heart...
i just want it slowly...
i wanted it to be the way i liked...
i don't want any quarrels, i don't want any fights
best of all, i don't want any misunderstandings towards each other that leads us to resent each other..
just hope that things will be better as each day passes =D
i love you!!
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