talking about today...let me start from the part when i first woke up...
woke up, luckily i set my alarm 15mins before my normal waking up time...took a wash, showered then did my makeup, hair and uniform...was still thinking, where is daddy? isn't he supposed to wake up by now...but no...then when i'm like almost done, i heard the door opened from the outside, so i supposed daddy must've went to drive at like 2am...omg...i didn't know..i thought he was still sleeping..
rushed through...i told him it was 515am reporting cuz' usually he'll be slow..so yeah, i was like already late...it was already 450am when i left house...he really sped all the way...except for the part where he was at the speed camera side...the one after exiting dairy farm...then when he was at toa payoh, suddenly the speed dropped to 80km/h...he maintained a 120km/h all along and then suddenly it dropped....i was thinking, daddy must be really tired...i felt really really bad that he has to work for the midnight just to be able to fetch me to work...=( but really appreciated the thought that he didn't mind despite being that tired...cuz' before that, when he was back, he was actually sleeping on the sofa...was actually supposed to be resting while waiting for me to be done but no, he fell asleep..guess he was that tired...he's a super daddy!!!
flight was really smoonth...with faridah and me at the back...was really SUPERB with the seniors at the back =D haha...this was team work man..finished and cleared everything before everything else lols...great man!! I LOVE IT!!! lols...then she told me she wanted to have a swab in flight as tomorrow i was supposed to do the later padang kl i think...the 1535 reporting...she didn't want 152/328 cuz' it was all morning flights for her...for my case i'm alright...of course an earlier flight would've benefited me cuz' i'm studying the next day..so ya lor..lols...swabbed!! meaning i'm more tired...
after flight, met DD..he was late as usual cuz of sean..not because he was late....waited there for solid 30mins...was hungry and tired la..practically cuz' i woke up earlier...then he came first cuz' he didn't want me to wait alone..went to get some stuff and yeah, sean joined us later...the planning was to have dinner buffet...but i really didn't know what happened that it was cancelled..so we went to sim lim to have lunch then to nua...looking for sean's screen protector...then headed to town...walked to town...i suddenly got so pissed when we were around the path that led to PS...i didn't know why...perhaps it was due to the hot weather, plus too much walking and the fact that i was freaking tired...i just walked my way through ignoring whether the both of them are at the back...while nearing taka, i suddenly just flared up and said to just go home while DD & sean can go
"bio cai" (looking at pretty gals)..apparently, i was kinda pissed when DD just wanted to walk all the way to just
"bio cai"..that's why ba i got so pissed...ended up everyone just went back...was back at his place rested...then sean asked to go to imm to look for his screen protector...i'm ok la..cuz' while on the bus, i slept la...was really tired lor...
suddenly, it was DD"s turn to get pissed...i started asking him questions what about what i had overheard when sean was talking about pearly blah blah...like going to JB with them or something...ok, perhaps i HAD hearing problems but i DID heard pearly's name...and it has something got to do with going somewhere...well, if you don't bother to tell, i'm fine...but the fact that you're going out with HER, i'm totally not into it man!!! if you really want, fine, you can go ahead while i just go out with my guy friends..be it alone or a group...since you want things to be that way then...and i'm really pissed on why he kept messaging those "GALS" argh!!!
perhaps, i shouldn't probe in too much about his cell, his messages, blah blah...else he might think that i'm checking on him or whatsoever...but please, who would be happy when seeing such stuff...and yet the gf doesn't even know about it cuz' the bf doesn't explain!! since he finds that there isn't a need to explain why or to tell her what he had sms his "gfs" then i think, the next time if a guy friend did sms me, i don't see a need why i should tell you...if you think this is reporting then fine, go ahead, stick to your ways...but for me, i just feel that to prevent any misunderstandings from happening it's better to let the other know...well, enough on saying that man!!! boy, how long can it just continue...
then, DD just somewhat showing his temper by slamming this and that...took a single, wore it and put his wallet and stuff like getting ready to go somewhere but not informing me or should i say updating me...simply treating me like transparent after i had asked about this "PEARLY" thing...who the fuck is she that when i mentioned her name you'll give me that face or just flare up...like wtf!!!! please, is she your gf or me?? seems like i have no position then...the moment i hear her name, i will be boiling automatically and i'm
FUCKING DEAD SERIOUS ABOUT IT!!! i just can't stand her name...even if i were to meet her, and some form of introduction is made, i wouldn't care less about her...just a lame piece of shit!!! then sean arrived..he did tell me nicely...but after that, when he was on the way down, he fucking totally ignored me lor...i was like wth!!! reached imm, headed to daiso got sean's stuff and then walked around...there was this time when sean had to pass by giodarno and met his old colleagues, guess what?? DD was so fucking rude, walked away and just went to subway to order his food...without even asking us what are we having...i didn't even feel like eating subway!!! i just want something soupy for my dinner...and not that...no doubt it's healthy...sighs..well then after he ordered, he totally treated me like transparent as if i wasn't there...cuz' he took his meal and just find his seat ignoring my presence when it was so
FUCKING OBVIOUS i was waiting for him...i got angry and pissed...sat down and threw my stuff and that was when he started asking why wasn't i eating...i just said, someone just treat me as though as i was transparent!!
was so fucking pissed...i just ignored whatever he was saying and just didn't feel like eating subway cuz' the smell of it really made me wanna puke...if you're reading this, i know you would've said: why didn't you tell me then...
i feel like replying to you straight!! why in the first place you didn't ask or suggest where to eat or whether we had anything in mind on where to eat...argh!! just walked away and went to look for the toilet!! then headed back to subway...after that he somewhat cooled down and started talking to me asking what i wanted to eat blah blah..i hecked!!! was so pissed lor..i didn't mind if i didn't had dinner...then they finished their meal...walked around...i went to giant and got my stuff for tomorrow's flight ma...yeah...everything was alright liao la...on the way back, sean sent us..went to DD's place again...to fix sean's screen for his new omnia pro...then he made my dinner for me which was the noodles we bought earlier...as in those maggie la..but dried de...after that he just gone quiet la..i don't know why la...suddenly like that...after that never talk till he send me back lor...argh!!!
and yeah, while i was blogging there was this loud thunder...am really shocked la..my heart was like...omg!!! it was as if my heart was pierced!! omg...and i'm totally shocked!!! well need to wake up at 445am...ciao everyone!!
*hopes tomorrow flight will be a great one!!
i really don't know..
don't know what happened today...
if you just want me to feel how it was like being ignored..
well, you've gotten it...
but i'm really sorry if i had just walked on and on...
i just didn't mean it...
you knew it...
i felt "pek chek"..
well, you did said you understood...
but hmm..apparently, it doesn't seem so..
perhaps, you're tired too...
till then...
but still i'm really pissed about this "PEARLY" thing...
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