came back from 716 this morning..sigh..really shagged to the max man!!! and blogger is still not back to how it's SUPPOSED to be..the uploading of pictures part is still missing..i feel like transferring over to livejournal man!!! argh!!!

it was a so-not-right day for me yesterday...waking up and everything was alright...woke up at the correct time and stuff..went to have lunch...when it was time, i went to have my bath and then i was thinking of doing my hair up first as usually it takes up most of my time doing it and it will always lead to lateness!!! so ya, tried and it was alright...

then to do my makeup!! it was so freaking irritating!!! the stupid fake eyelashes were like poking at the ends of my eyes...it's so painful...the other batches of eyelashes from faceshop were alright..but then for this one, it's a NO NO!! sigh..it was the best la initially but now, i guess it's not so good lor...hmm..nevermind i think i'll try the bugis one the next time i finish using those up...and the best part, the glue that i was using was already like out of stocks from sasa a long time ago..it's really good but ya, i need to wait..it's been months now man...alright back to it, my makeup was well on already just that i need to put the eyelashes and i can go out le..but then i don't know why..something wrong somewhere...i supposed it's due to lack of sleep that make my eyes puffy but it can't be seen la just that it makes it puffy and the eyelashes doesn't go on well...so ya, my right eye was crap...with the eyelash almost dropping( cuz' i intend to take a cab there as i'll be late if were to take the train) so i was thinking to do it when i've reached...like remove the eye makeup on my right eye..it's my first bad day i've ever encountered in my almost 3years in TIGEr!!! argh!! shits man!! it was 115pm when i went out...i was almost bursting out to tears when i was walking towards the lift..i saw him waiting for me patiently there..because when i woke up i just don't feel right...i felt shagged, don't feel like working and damn tired!! it's just so not right to go to work!!! argh!!! and with my makeup, the time....argh!!

waited for the cab, it took so long...ended up he was saying to call a cab..i was telling him no point de...confirm can get de...cuz' it was only 130pm..reporting is at 250pm..it's still long..unless i couldn't get a cab at 2pm then ya, i'll call..so after that he called someone...i thought it was the cab at first but then he told me it was sean..telling him to meet later...but then the conversation was just too long to just say that...there was this stupid uncle all the way at the front fighting for a cab too..i was so MADDDD i tell you..but then, due to my luggage that was popping out, the uncle chose to pick me up..and i was like YAY!!! cooled down liao..but then the uncle went the wrong way...should exit through dairy farm but he exited through bukit panjang that way...then he called sean..i asked him why..he said actually just now he called sean was to ask him to pick me up to work then he paid for the petrol so that i don't need to rush and also i can save up on cab...


so ya i got the cab liao needless for all those and he called sean to tell him sorry...then the stupid uncle don't know how to ask whether to go from dairy farm or bbp that highway...shit la..i was saying out loudly in the cab..saying that if you want to earn cash it's not like that what..it's called cheating!!! should've asked the passenger which direction to go ma...usually when i'm almost late right and i take the cab, the uncles will ask me which way i'd preferred unlike this one..(like i said it's not my DAY!! DAMN!!) was getting cranky again..whining and i just started crying in the cab la..just don't feel like going to work...he was telling me to relax...not to cry and stuff..but i was like pissed with myself..i don't know why i got so fiery for the past few days...is it because of fatigue?? but no what...sigh..it's only this week that i'm working like mad..other than that last week wasn't like that lei...sigh..i don't know la...argh!!! it's just not my day!!

reached BT went to toilet, bid him goodbye...he was really being nice and all la..i am really bad!!! fuck!! argh!! then to remove the eye makeup on my right eye la..it went on well...and i was glad...went to briefing room and smsed him apologising to him that my mood was like that..he said nevermind..i was like...he's really patient lor...if it was other guys i supposed they would have ignored me...i was so early la...that even CIC wasn't there...perth was smooth...unlike last sat's flight with kaili...with that CIC...it wasn't as busy like last week's...but alright though, still as busy...at least i get to eat in the first sector...when we arrived, i saw shane again!!! lols..i told him i missed him so much that i flew to perth again!! lols..but then ya, this month's roster that's my only perth!! so i might've to wait for next month's or if someone's willing to change my flight...then after that it was the pax...argh!! there was this couple who's not really that old but maybe in their 60s who were seated at the overwing...row 1 was empty ma...so we need to at least shift them there cuz' they don't understand english...due to safety reasons...cuz' capt's announcement will be made in ENG too what...this stupid idiot seated at row1F was like saying it was so unfair for them to be shifted there and that she has paid for the 2 seats at the front...i was like erm...i beg your pardon...when she asked where they were seated i said 13..so she was like oh oh, then it's alright...wth la...saying that she paid for the whole row, i doubt it man!! you think it was my first day working here ah?? plus i can ask you to show me your itinerary if you want to make this big fuss...instead i said sarcastically or mdm, do you want to be shifted to row 13 instead?? winnie was telling me in chinese, i qian bian (meaning i was asking the obvious) cuz' she would want to sit there and get off first ma...i was telling her, i did that on purpose what...lols...settled with that but then there's this row 4 pax who were being rowdy la...argh!! DRUNK!! aussies you know...row 4E and 4F the guys that were seated...stupid man!! so noisy la..

it was a smooth flight other than those two matters la..other than that, everything was fine..still can rest my tired feet man..

well, after flight all of us took derrick..i told him my bad day..and how my arms were aching and feeling like as if i have carried weights and finished working out at a gym..he was saying that it was all due to fatigue!! unlike what HE said that i had too much sleep..see, i knew it!! just too tired..but HE insisted it was too much sleep..although i know that too much sleep will cause that but it doesn't happen to me...i sleep a lot and woke up having a heavy head that's all..sigh...what's going on?? what's happening to me????



i just feel bad these days la..especially towards him!!

*if you're reading this, just bare with me or rather if you can, just ignore this temper of mine!!*


was talking to sandy on msn..telling her what happend these few days..she totally FEEL me man..she said she was like this when she fly after she quitted she's become an angel...before that she was like a tigeress like what i am now..so fiery!! i do envy her la for her relaxing life now..but then i do love flying but not in terms of being a cabin crew...as in travelling...not that i hate my work but the irregular times,,,argh!! sandy was telling me to relax...i was in tears when i was telling her how bad i was to him...sigh...i don't know how long more am i going to be like that...being pissed and getting so agitated at the slightest things...

i used to club almost every week the past months...i was thinking now, back then why did i have to club so much?? now i realised that it can really lighten my burden...cuz' my clubbing days were wonderful...full of shit with sandy, dancing like maddd!!! and drinking...it was letting out all of the steam i had...cuz' after that, no matter how tired i was i felt that, that heavy baggage is gone just like that...just in an instant lor...sigh..


i remember we used to quarrel over clubbing but i'm so sorry la...really...=((((



my fiery temper, my fucking attitude, my mood swings...aiya EVERYTHING LA!!!

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